Stars Vault

Main blog! I go by Dean/Icarus/Starlight, and am 21 years old. I'm trying to show more of my work on here. https://starlightedsupernovaweb.straw.page/

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INTRO

Name: Dean/Icarus/Starlight

Age: 21

Pronouns: he/they/it

Timezone: AKST

IF YOU ARE WANTING TO FIND ME ANYWHERE ELSE, LOOK AT STRAWPAGE

I worked very hard on it

Strawpage here

Caard here

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Pngtuber commissions HERE

Monster list post HERE

Anything not super related or just me posting whatever is under #Starposts or #Starblogs

My art is supposed to be under #StarlightTheatreCoArt

This is my main blog, newer since I abandoned my old one for a fresh start! I'm working to post more of my own interests and content, as well as my art as I grow more comfortable and happy with my pieces.

I reblog lots of spn things and lots of other things at this side blog: @starryeyeddeanspam

I reblog a whole bunch of nsfw shit and occasionally post my own VERY NSFW, TREAD WITH CAUTION

Sideblog: @consequencesofmyindulgences

And I reblog other fandom stuff, mostly nsfw based fandoms but any nsfw fandom stuff at this blog: @unfilteredstars

Any blog I have is 18+, even if I don't end up posting 18+ content I do not want minors following/interacting consistently with my content. I will block as needed.

Otherwise I'm very open! Feel free to reach out with comments, concerns, or anything supernatural related!

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I have also Got to lock back in on twitch, I keep forgetting completely about it plus I started smoking and im even worse at reading aloud now

But T has changed my voice so there will be a difference!

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Either A) i gotta up the dose of my anti depressants or B) everything is nothing and lowkey sucks and nothing is worth doing

I am fighting through it through, by cross stitching larping garb

[animaltestings]

genuinely curious, out of my mutual/follower-sphere,

Do you have a good relationship with your father?

yeah!

nope!

don't have a father (disowned, etc)

wasn't present/didn't know him

he's dead (complicated, etc)

Voting ended onJun 27

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We genuinely just were never close, and he was physically there i guess, but once we hit 18 and moved out we've talked maybe 4 times and three of those were about dental insurance

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possibly fun ask game: make assumptions about me based solely on my tumblr and I’ll tell you how accurate they are

[theloverislost]

as we are rapidly approaching pride month, here’s an obligatory reminder!

AROMANTIC PEOPLE

ASEXUAL PEOPLE

AND AROACE PEOPLE

ALL BELONG IN THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY

I WILL REMOVE EVERY BONE IN YOUR BODY IF YOU SAY OTHERWISE

[what-even-is-thiss]

Must not pick that scab off. It will not in fact get rid of the scab and just create a different scab. The scab is not done cooking yet. I am completely normal about scabs. <-gripping the edges of his chair so tightly the wood is starting to crack

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Saw this immediately after picking multiple scabs that were not cooked.....

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Im in this weird in between state of i dont really have any close friends atm but I also keep stalling out of new friendships bc it just isn't clicking and I can't tell if it's because I am not trying hard enough anymore

Lonely as fuck but also a lil easier to just pretend I don' exist

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So idk, i guess hmu if you want a dumbass trans mlm bitch, who is really into various games sporadically and is lowkey five seconds from bolting constantly

I also smoke

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Im in this weird in between state of i dont really have any close friends atm but I also keep stalling out of new friendships bc it just isn't clicking and I can't tell if it's because I am not trying hard enough anymore

Lonely as fuck but also a lil easier to just pretend I don' exist

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Do NOT get a 9-5 i am engaged in pyshcological warfare and hr is my weapon apparently

I need a drink he says buying fallout soda from three bears

It is not actually that serious, but I am feeling tired so it seems bigger.

[askboxmemes]

I wanna know what people assume about me because of my tumblr.

Put an assumption in my ask. I’ll confirm or dispute it. I’m not gonna be mean or anything, I’m just very interested.

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Watched project hail mary and its consumed me, but smth ive thought a lot about is aro/ace Ryland grace but also grace/rocky or grace/rocky/Adrian

And tbh i think for us, our favorite interpretation is based around the idea that romantic gestures dont actually mean exclusively romantic, these relationships read as romantic to us because we've learned them that way but actually just represent deep, intense emotional connections and because its with an alien species with different cultures, it's not as important that its romantic or sexual feelings, it just matters that it is an intimate emotional connection

Idk, im always a fan of the distinction between platonic and romantic being less important than the decision to express that connection in relationships, even if those read as romantic to outside perspectives, doesn't mean it's exclusively that to the ones experiencing it

Plus we always thought romantic feelings were really just an overlay onto platonic connections, so that might be affecting this. Anyways, feel free to add your own thoughts' i'm curious about other people's opinions

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Locking in on spn motw campaign stuff, I've figured out how I wanna go about working on it while I don't have any players

I'm focusing on the general worldbuilding, and figuring out what from canon effects things still, especially since it's post canon

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[zykamiliah-temporal]

i think we should bring this back (with some amendments ofc) if we ever needed an "internet etiquette" for the younger generations, now is the moment to remind them. purity culture kills fandom

as well as the three laws of fandom:

Don't Like, Don't Read (DL;DR), Your Kink is not My Kink And That's OK (YKINMKATO) and Ship and Let Ship

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📣 Purity culture kills fandom! 📣

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NO ONE LIVING hasn't been squicked out by something. There's over 7 billion of us, my delights and disgusts aren't universal. So I move on. Don't like the ship? Move on. Don't like____? Move on.

I am not an exception. Neither are you. I don't like it I move on and shut my gob about it because everyone everywhere is squicked out by something and they need to put the thing down and just…motor.

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This but also:

Frames this entire post and hangs it over the fireplace.

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So I managed to finish 4 of 10 Character Wiki Documents, and made some art for Lilith and Rome!

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Joined a new spn rp server and finally committing to making character wikis and oh my goddddd why are my ocs so complicated

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Your father is in Heaven. Yeah, well, yay for him.

NO.1 // FORGIVENESS, Lingua Ignota | Questions About the Father, Elizabeth Lindsay Rogers | Smoke Signals: A Screenplay, Alexie Sherman