Star★Seeker

My name, is Serah. I died fighting for the sake of my friends' futures. I'd do it all over if it meant they'd be safe. i track the tag starrseeker (( Independent RP Blog )) // hiatus // M!A: n/a

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...how do i still have 89 followers? you people is cray, following me still. omgosh, why this blog was so unquality the whole time fdjhgfdjhgdf. //flails around.

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// so i kinda feel like leaving this serah account and making a new one. y'know, starting over. i don't really feel like this blog is....quality. i mean, i post way too much ooc. and i don't mean to, i'm just one of those people where my muse goes out the window and i can't get it back. but i feel like if i started over, i wouldn't give anyone my new account. unless you really really wanted it. but i'm sure you'd all find me somehow anyway, since i'm so unquality lol. in the months that i've been on tumblr, it's been amazing. i'm still on hiatus, yes. and even if i made this new account i'd still be on hiatus. just...for a different reason now. but idk, it's weird. i still have the muse for serah, it's just that it doesn't want to work on here for some reason. //

[mysidian]

When it comes to home and family, we keep neither as close as we should.

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ethereal-superior answered your question: So I know that I’m on a hiatus and...

Make the fandom?

// Well, no offense to you or anything, but are you blind? I can't even role play. How am I supposed to make the fandom, when I'm not even good enough for people to follow me as Serah? If it was that easy, I would've been completely opposite from where I am now. I would've been role playing out the ass, not losing the motivation for it. It's a nice idea, to believe that I could somehow create the fandom for something. I tried once, but it didn't work out. So I know this time it wouldn't work out. I'm a shit terrible role player, and no one would follow me into a fandom when I can't even get a decent thread going myself. //

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naito-san answered your question:  So I know that I’m on a hiatus and...

Not too sure if you still wanna keep to the KH/FF verse, because it sounds like you don’t but….try for your GoT characters maybe? =3=b

// I would, but GoT has no fan base here from what I can find. Like, at all. At least not in the role play community. I have an account set up for her already, it's just that I've no followers, or anyone to follow. //

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So I know that I'm on a hiatus and everything, and I still am. But lately I've been thinking. I've been trying to read more, and I'm re-reading some of the books that I have. And I'm interested in role playing a couple different characters, and different series.

Then I started thinking, well what if the reason I'm not getting any replies done or any motivation is because I've just been in the FF/KH verse for too long? It's been about a year straight, and slowly I've just kinda started to lose it. But the fandoms that I want to role play in I don't think really exist here for role players. I think it's just personal blogs, or blogs dedicated to those fandoms.  And I mean like I really want to rp them. It's just I'm so afraid that there won't be people who will rp with me, because either they don't know the fandom or just can't seem to get an idea into their head. Most of my rp's would have to be something like AU I suppose, unless one of the characters has a way of travel. I'm kinda torn. But at the same time, I want to know who you think I would be good at role playing. Give me some suggestions, please? I love the idea of knowing who you all think that I would be good at giving a shot. Who knows, maybe I'll even try a couple muses out and see how they play. I think it's just that the FF/KH verse has been too long. And some other verses are just...too abstract for me to try. But please, send me in some suggestions and let me know who you think I would be good at playing. And who knows, maybe I'll end up making some kind of group or something, since I have nothing better to do with my time on here.  So yeah, leave me some ideas?

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I am the Light

[thekenno-deactivated20230212]

So you think you can ride this Chocobo?!

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eternal paradox

[fuckyeahffboys]

Serah + Noel (FFXIII-2).

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no one but me.

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So this might be sad news for some of you, but I think I need to take a break from role playing for a while. I've met some awesome people on here, and I love you all, but it's just not the same for me anymore. And it's been this way the last couple of months. I continue to try to get back into it, but slowly it's been dwindling away. And I'm not sure why. I might reply here and there when I can, but for the most part I believe this is going to be a full hiatus. I have a few things lined up in my queue, but I think that only lasts for like 8 days? Not even that maybe. I feel bad that I've recently followed some people and that they won't probably keep following me. But I feel like for some reason it just doesn't have the same meaning for me. I just want to turn everything into a story and write. Even though it's pretty much the same as role playing orz. I don't know, it's weird and hard to explain. But I promise that I'll try to figure it all out as quickly as I can so that I can come back and be better than before! And who knows, maybe if I take the time to write out some stories it'll help me come back and be a better writer too. Just a thought at least. Again, thank you to all my loyal followers, who have stuck with me through it all. And I'm sorry to those of you who just recently followed, or that I followed. I didn't mean for things to go like this. And maybe they won't be this way for so long. But I know that I need to take this hiatus because I just can't seem to get the role plays flowing. I hope that some of you will stick around, and that if/when I do come back that we can start our threads again. Thanks for the wonderful time here <3. ℓove, serah-mun. 

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