haaiiii!! my name is cyrus, super nice to meet you guys!!! i am a c-did system with bpd and autism, and i am a demiboy who is pan and aroaceflux!! i am very much so taken so plz do not flirt w/ me :DD
! I'M 14 YEARS OLD, DO NOT BE WEIRD PLZ !
moot requests are totally open!! a little p.s, i am angelkin, raccoon therian/raccoonkin, and i have a whole lot of fictives hanging around!!! :)) ... also if you know my old acc no you fuckin don't
CONTINUE FOR: dni, byf, interests, and extra info <3
INTERESTS:
fnaf, dsaf, dialtown, scp foundation, batim, sander sides, mark egos, roblox myths, bnha, scott pilgrim takes off, hazbin hotel/helluva boss, hetalia, gravity falls, gobb, ddlc, mlp, undertale, deltarune, cuphead, dead plate, centricide, death note, pokemon, hamilton the musical, resident evil, underverse, detroit become human, okegom, tf2, kinito pet, and some other things i probablyyy forgot to add!!
YOUTUBER AND MUSIC ARTIST INTERESTS:
youtubers: flamingo, markiplier, jacksepticeye, danny gonzalez, drew gooden, jarvis johnson, kurtis conner, funkyfrogbait
music artists: ghost bc, sleep token, mitski, lana del ray, jack stauber, lemon demon, sodikken, tally hall, will wood, rihanna
BYF:
i have bpd and suspected asd, so please tread lightly and try to keep this a positive space (no drama)!
i am a minor. keep it sfw.
i tend to get very anxious with interactions, so if i seem nervous, don't worry, you didn't do anything!
i can be a bit obnoxious with asks, so if you don't like it, please just ask me to stop :))
DNI CRITERIA:
i block freely, buuuuttt... homophobes, transphobes, racists, zionists, nazis or neo-nazis, anti-furry, anti-otherkin, anti-therian, anti-neopronouns, anti-xenopronouns, anti-xenogenders, proships or comships, and overall assholes. keep off my page, you WILL be BLOCKED.
Gravity Falls lore is actually so crazy because we can assume that around when Stan was trying to chew his way out of the trunk of a car, Ford was in the midst of the most gut-wrenching, one-sided, cringe-fail situationship known to man.
"traumascum" is such an interesting term to me... clearly shows the intention of endos. they do not care for survivors, going as far as to disrespect the things we have been through and our personal experiences just because we believe you have to have a cdd to be a system.
whomp fucking whomp. taking back the term traumascum with pride. my trauma is proof that i'm strong and capable of survival, not something to be ashamed of. take care out there antis, love all of you to bits dears!! :))
hii !!! we'd love to hear about any of the questions from your ask game about headspace ,,, 🍒 (is your headspace big, small, or somewhere in between?) or 🍎 (was your headspace there when you first discovered you were a system, or did you have to make/build it?) would be especially epic !!
🍒 - is your headspace big, small, or somewhere in between?
Our headspace is very big! First of all, it has three layers to it! That already makes it big by my qualifications! But then each layer is HUGE. We haven't really figured out if there's an end to them, in fact.? The first layer is space, the second one is a void, and the third one is the ocean! .. Obviously nobody wants to venture too far out in any of those out of fear of getting lost!! So by all means they could be endless!
🍎 - was your headspace there when you first discovered you were a system, or did you have to make/build it?
Tricky question! We had a small front room and outside of that was kind of just.. empty space! Not even really a void per say, just.. nothingness. We had to build everything we have today, but technically there was stuff there? It was just a front room and then,, nothing. :]
💫 - do you have a face claim? if so, what is it, and how'd you find it?
⭐ - do you have a "theme song", or a song you think describes you?
🌟 - what's your voice claim, if you have one?
✨ - do you have any friends or family in the system?
🌜 - did you form with any pseudo memories, despite not having a direct source?
PART 2: INTROJECTED ALTERS
🌾 - do you like your source? if so, does it bring you comfort?
🌱 - do you feel connected to your source, or more separate?
🌿 - do you have any pseudo memories? are there any you'd like to share, if so?
🍃 - what are your opinions on interacting with source mates?
☘ - do you look like or sound like your source?
PART 3: HEADSPACE
🍓 - does your headspace have layers to it? if so, how many?
🍒 - is your headspace big, small, or somewhere in between?
🍎 - was your headspace there when you first discovered you were a system, or did you have to make/build it?
🍉 - has your headspace changed over time, or has it generally stayed the same?
🍑 - do your alters have their own spaces/rooms?
PART 4: DISCOVERY RELATED QUESTIONS
🛑 - how old were you when you first discovered your system?
🚧 - do you remember who was host when you discovered your system? are they still host now?
🚨 - have roles within your system changed a lot since you first discovered your system?
⛽ - how did you discover you were a system?
🧭 - were there any obvious signs that you were a system before your discovery?
feel free to send any of these asks in/our way as well!
have fun lovelies!