I'm unsure how it's always me
The friend who's there every time
Shit hits the fan, I'm there again
Arm around shoulder, I understand
It's not that I mind, but fuck
Can I get a break from this hell?
From abandoned flames leaning hard
On the kindness I can't hold back?
I only wanted to drink and sing
But someone had to hurt them again
I get to play the therapist friend
They admitted they need a real one
I can't fix anything, that I know
But I can be good old reliable me
Even though I'm heartbroken still
I push it down, I get it done
Maybe I want some advice this time
How to ignore a good morning text
And say that's not just friends
But I can't ignore it from him yet
I need time to think, yeah right
Time to not say yes to the want
To learn to let myself fall again
Not see just what I want to see