I Am My Own.

I'm starting over. I'm becoming more positive, losing weight, and learning to be happy.

[thesassyducks]

Baby duck taking a bath 🛁😍 

via @thesassyducks instagram

[thesassyducks]

Baby duck taking a bath 🛁😍 

via @thesassyducks instagram

[tanou123]

New Orleans ❤

[doctorslippery]

Thunderstorm jazz is freaking awesome. I need an album of that. I’d sleep like a baby.

[maarksavage]

I have always been weird. Still getting weirder.

[eliminated]

[afeelgoodblog]

Great parenting example

[star-anise]

[image description: Text saying, “I heard my mother asking our neighbour for some salt. I asked her why she was asking them as we have salt at home. She replied, “It’s because they are always asking us for things; they’re poor. So, I thought I’d ask something small from them so as not burden them, but at the same time make them feel as if we need them too. That way it’ll be easier for them to ask us for anything they need from us.” -Shared by Sh. ‘Alī ad-‘Afīfī” End description.]

[oxyg3n-isoverrated]

all I want is a cute apartment with big windows, sunshine streaming through, a full bookcase, the smell of coffee and to be content and at peace with life

[startingthefuckover]

This is the first time in maybe my whole life that I’m going into my bday with a happy and positive attitude. Katelyn is my best friend, I have a dude that might want to potentially date me, and we had a big party here on Saturday with most of my favorite people. Today is gonna be a good day hell or high water. I’m getting drunk to George of the jungle rn and can’t want to take a gummy and put my foot lotion on before I go to bed.

[startingthefuckover]

My laundry is in the dryer. My truck is cleaned out and it just needs to be vacuumed and washed. I’ve started to pick up the basement a little and got all my drinking games back together. I’ve even started 5 different 1 month challenges for fitness stuff. I’m ready to get my shit together. I’ve got until July 6th to get it all organized so when I go back to work I’m not a complete shitshow like I was last year. I’ve got good kids for the summer this year and I’m more than thankful to be working m-f 7:30-3.

[mutchbiggertrucks]

Man I am so proud that c and I have worked though all of our shit. I seen him at the package store today and I really though homeboy was gonna drive off while I was getting beer for my dad but he stayed until I got out Nd then shot the shit with me for a long while. I do love him more than most people. We’re too similar and too wild for our siblings to understand. He’s the person I call when something goes wrong or I need an exivator ever. Such a good kid. Love him dearly.

[mutchbiggertrucks]

“YOU CAN ALWAYS BE YOUR OWN GIRL”

-The Wallflowers

[mutchbiggertrucks]

It’s been three years since I got my tattoo. So much has changed and it’s been honestly a really fucking rough three years. We’re getting somewhere but lord has it been an upward battle. I don’t regret getting it but with all that’s happened I wish I got a different one first.

[mutchbiggertrucks]

I’ve had a Bad Day, stuck in my own head and unable to forget the ways those i love most have really hurt me. They’ve decided that they haven’t hurt me and that honestly hurts worse. I’m really really trying and tonight was a step in the right direction. Hopefully I’ll get to the point where they don’t bother me anymore.

[startingthefuckover]

We’re getting there. Meal prepped and cooked, worked out a little, kept my room organized, made a list of things I need to get at the store tomorrow. I’ve even been on a wild brushing my teeth multiple times a day kick. I didn’t drink any alcohol but I drank more water than I have in probably months. I’m even in bed before 12:30. I’m working on it. It’s not going to happen over night and I’m starting to realize that. But it is getting easier to handle.

[mutchbiggertrucks]

I’ve made so much fucking progress today. I fixed my bed frame, flipped my bed and rotated my box spring, did all of my laundry, changed my sheets, got a line on a new truck, did the dishes, cleaned up some shit in the basement, showered, shaved, moisturized, painted and cut my nails, and made plans for tomorrow. Hopefully this keeps up.

[startingthefuckover]

Was a decently productive week. I got a work project done, I walked a couple times, and I showered more in the last 5 days than I have in a really long time. Baby steps are still steps. I’m working decently hard to get my life all the way together. I’m also taking steps to keep myself calm in instances of anxiety and rage. I’ll take my slow progress over no progress all day every day. I’m working on being proud of myself.

[startingthefuckover]

Still more progress today. Still baby steps. Still trying. Still proud of myself. Taking care of myself is hard but I’m making an attempt for the first time in a long time.