aurora

tw ed

[starvedbeauty]

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☆⌒*. ꒰ঌ 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐰, 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ໒꒱

⠀⠀⠀ ౨ৎ‧₊ AURI ── '06 | 4'11 | she/her

⠀⠀⠀ ౨ৎ‧₊ pro-recovery, just here to vent & find ⠀⠀⠀ community. 🪽

⠀⠀⠀ ౨ৎ‧₊ secretly sleeping beauty. ♡

[starvedbeauty]

i genuinely look forward to going to bed it’s my favourite part of the day i love my little fantasy land where i make things up and have a running story for it before i sleep every night

[starvedbeauty]

feeling hungry like this always reminds me of early hs because i just never ate regularly even before my disorder

it’s weirdly really nostalgic

[starvedbeauty]

my bf gets a day off tomorrow im going to eat him alive

[starvedbeauty]

dirty fast for a caramel macchiato :P

[starvedbeauty]

feeling light headed and it’s euphoric

[starvedbeauty]

hashtag c/s’ing pizza because i’m hungry and getting desperate

[starvedbeauty]

pinkified!

[starvedbeauty]

i look like a biggie i need to lock in and remember why i’m doing this

[starvedbeauty]

i ate crazy style because i had a family bbq dinner and was being watched by fkn everyone for some reason so i think when i get home its hour long walk time ..

[2cheyenne]

i don’t need it

my body will eat its fat off

i must ignore

the hunger i don’t need it

the hunger i don’t need it

the hunger i don’t need it

i don’t fucking need it

i am full

i am nourished

i am cultivated

i must trust myself

i can do it

i trust myself

i trust myself

i did it before ….

of course I can do it again

[starvedbeauty]

today i dye my hair pink!

[starvedbeauty]

my past time is looking at pics where i look big to make myself sad

[starvedbeauty]

good morning angels

i think today is a lana and tea day

[starvedbeauty]

wieiad 07.30.26🪽

green tea w lemon slice (6)

green tea (0)

protein mixed berry oatmeal (140)

1l water (0)

3 bite size pcs of watermelon (~3?)

grande iced s’mores cold brew (220)

2 small bbq ribs (~300?)

4 strawberries dipped in melted marshmallow & chocolate (~500)

chamomile tea w honey (6)

i have no idea what kind of chocolate it was so im absolutely guessing on the last one! this was a higher end caloric day for me, about 1170 total. but i am trying.. to not freak out. i worked today so thats automatically like 15k steps. + damage control tomorrow i guess

[carinadiary]

no because looking at myself rn, people would probably use me as f@t$p0 ✌️

[starvedbeauty]

i didn’t have service but oh my god the panic that jolted through me