i crave being skinny.

My name is Courtney I have anorexia BP sub-type. 5'6" HW:180lbs/81kgs - LW:102lbs/46kgs 〰️CW:179〰️ GW1:160 - GW2:140 UGW1:120 - UGW2:100 Talk to me! 🖤TRIGGER WARNING🖤 This blog is for expressive purposes only. If you are triggered by its content please kindly leave for your own safety!

[kesztrin]

[iwillbecomethin]

What goes on inside of my head…

I haven’t eaten anything in 13 hours

I barely eat, how am I still fat?

Is anyone else in this room bulimic?

Maybe I would look good in clothes if I wasn’t fat

I’m not thin enough to have an eating disorder…

I should look at more thinspo

Why does my face look so fat?

I just want to cry

Do I exist?

Wait so if I ate 346 calories today…

Did I drink enough water?

Should I binge

I’m never going to be thin

I bet she could be a model

Why did I binge the other day

I probably gained weight

I wish my face wasn’t so chubby

Would anyone care if I dissapeared?

I would have more freinds if I was skinny

My freinds eat all the shit they want and they’re still thin…

I should purge what I just ate

I should start a fast

My thighs are huge

Oh my god she’s so pretty

I wish I was as thin as her

Why are my boobs so small?

I’m hungry…

I should go drink some tea

Why do I look so bloated?

I am a mess

What even is the meaning of life?

There is no point

Maybe people will want to talk to me when i’m thin.

Food is like a drug

I should just starve

[iwillbecomethin]

…this has too many notes…and I am so sorry

[etthereal-deactivated20180821]

*takes bong rips while crying*

[imoffsoon]

[ilovelisabetch]

[scorpy]

[ilovelisabetch]

[aseelxae-deactivated20210706]

i lowkey get sad when people say “l'Il shut up now I’m being annoying sorry” when they’re talking about something they love, because someone has told them to “shut up already” or “enough we get it” when they talk about it, and they’ve just gotten conditioned into apologizing for nothing.

[skinnyporcelaingirl]

I want to be small, petite, thin. Not skin and bones, is it just me?

[sadsoul166]

I will answer any question you want

🎀1. How old are you?

🎀2. Do you self harm?

🎀3. Are you a virgin?

🎀4. Are you happy with your body?

🎀5. Do you do any drugs?

🎀6. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

🎀7. Do you drink?

🎀8. How much do you eat?

🎀9. Are you insicure?

🎀10. Do you purge?

🎀11. Are you in a relationship?

🎀12. Do you like helping others?

🎀13. Are you suicidal?

🎀14. Have you ever attempted suicide?

🎀15. Did anyone you know commit suicide?

🎀16. Are you anorexic?

🎀17. What do you think of yourself?

🎀18. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done to yourself?

🎀19. What’s the worst thing you have ever done to somebody?

🎀20. When were you born?

🎀21. Do you have a lot of friends?

🎀22. How many followers do you have on Tumblr?

🎀23. What is your favourite thinspo account?

🎀24. How often do you binge?

🎀25. Favourite musician?

🎀26. Favourite song?

🎀27. Are you LGBTQ+

🎀28. Have you ever cheated on your partner?

🎀29. Did you ever steal something?

🎀30. Are you jealous of someone who has less weight than you?

😊💕send a number and I will answer💕😊

[skinny-wanna-be-thin]

Sure, why not? Ask away lovelies  

[skinnyloveposts]

Ask me plz lol i want to spill my own secrets

[toodlewhocoldbrew]

Yay!! I want to tell you guys stuff! Lol

[cureofwellness]

🌻 I need more lovley people to follow! 🌻

My dashboard is a little dry atm, so reblog if you’re any of these and I’ll follow you!

16+

have an active ED blog

like to talk to your followers

struggle with other mental illnesses except eating disorders

prefer sweetspo over meanspo

[twofiftynineam]

stay safe, y'all

[mythinbones-deactivated20190402]

Cold water dropping down into an empty stomach tastes better than any food:

It tastes like satisfaction.

[sleepypriestess]

[szatanszeptac]

[delicateandfrail]

🌻

[skinnyporcelaingirl]

I want to be small, petite, thin. Not skin and bones, is it just me?

[xxlittleeskinnybutterflyxx]

You have to control yourself. Always.