♥no.one.dies.a.virgin, life.fucks.us.all♥

So no one really knows me on here, but anyway... I self-harm and I'm terribly bulimic, recently diagnosed as anorexic. I'm scared of being alone & I'm scared of losing more friends than I already have. I self-harm a couple of times weekly, purge multiple times a day, and I am no where near recovery...

[illbeforeverweird]

[starving-to-be-saved]

I knew I loved you when I started making excuses for the way you hurt me.

[starving-to-be-saved]

““I compare him to you a lot,” she says, a smile growing on her lips. “The way he looks at me, you never looked at me like that. Like I was something precious, something to cherish. You never listened, you’d brush away my views and opinions and insist you were right. He doesn’t. He listens, takes in my view and respects it. You never held me like he does. You’d make it seem like a chore, something you had to do. He takes my hand when I don’t expect it, pulls me close and kisses me like he can’t stop himself.” Her smile is beaming, but it’s not for you. Not anymore. “I compare him to you a lot because now I see how bad you were for me. I thought I was happy with you, but now I know I am so much happier with him than I ever was with you.””

— Excerpt from the book I’ll never write

[melisica]

[shikostuff]

[leafsea]

[vikhau-deactivated20160119]

[coltre]

[compulsive]

[elmongi-deactivated20181207]

[josuetheblog]

[lost-broken786-deactivated20200]

[starving-to-be-saved]

[starving-to-be-saved]

[starving-to-be-saved]

[glassbonespaperskin]

[iglovequotes]

[nature-travel-photography]