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SW: 162 | CW: 130 | GW: 120 | UG: 110 Height: 5/7

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why i want to lose weight

🌻 i have to use less product for my body since i don’t have to smear it over so much fat

🌻 i want to be able to look myself in the mirror naked without turning away in disgust

🌻 i wanna be able to eat food without thinking about everyone around me judging me

🌻 my parents will stop telling me that in order to be happy later in life i’ll need to be skinny, because nobody really likes fat girls

🌻 to be able to rock crop tops, bralettes, skirts, short dresses and high heels (and everything that wont look any nice on me now)

🌻 to not feel any shame when walking into a fast food chain or any place where they serve food

🌻so i’ll be able to resume ballet and look like a goddess while dancing

🌻 to not feel my fat jiggle when i move

🌻to feel comfortable with people taking a picture of me

🌻so i can go into the gym without feeling the judging stares wondering why a beached whale is here and not at mcdonald’s

🌻 to feel confident going to the beach

🌻 to be able to fit in clothing from the children’s section

🌻 i won’t have to contour my face because my cheekbones will be poppin

🌻 so my jaw will be sharp enough to cut a man

🌻to make my parents proud

🌻 for my family to not feel any shame in being related to me

🌻 for the happiness

🌻 for the satisfaction of reaching my uwg

🌻 for me

[birdasaurus]

Alizee Gamberini

[xskinnydiaryx]

Tips to not binge

So here are my tips to not binge, you need to be determined! You can do it xx

Think about the control you have. You are in control of your hunger. You are the ONLY ONE who can control yourself.

Appreciate the hunger. It may sound weird but you’ll appreciate the feeling if you keep thinking about how thin you’ll become. Think about your dream body. At first the hunger will maybe hurt, but at a certain moment you won’t even feel it anymore.

Drink water or green tea. It’ll fill you up and it will be easier.

I know there’s not much, but this is what works the best for me. You’re in control you can do it x

[moodsandmatters]

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[starvingforperfection130]

I can tell ppl are gonna treat me differently when I start losing weight. When I actually reach my goal I’m gonna be so happy and everyone is gonna treat me more nice and comment on my weight loss. I wanna be perfect. Slim face, skinnier figure. I hate being the fat friend.

[rip2myedthoughts]

when it’s time for dinner…

[bellisvintage]

[antiangelicanorexic]

Idea:

I lose weight and don’t gain it back

[miamlsunshine]

[pastelparrotlet]

Isn’t it wonderful how you’re always finding new songs and new books and new shows and new hobbies and new places and new people to fall in love with?  There will always be things to love, as long as you stick around to find them.

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[birdasaurus]

Alizee Gamberini

[thinlettuce]

i find something oddly familiar and comforting in falling back into “ana’s” arms.

i’ve never really personified “ana” up until now.

it’s so intriguing to me how i can go from eating healthy and loving my body one day to starving myself for a week just because i decided to get a coffee one morning rather than eat.

i had forgotten the warmth that coarses through your empty stomach when you drink the hot, bitter taste of black coffee.

i had forgotten the love i felt when people asked the last time i had eaten.

i’m ready to fall back in against the wind.

something so warm about coming home to a forgotten friend.

[sonderin]