and someday, i'll be

23 • she/her • 5’2, SW: 174 lbs, CW: 164 lbs, GW1: 150, GW2: 130, GW3: 110 • stay safe, loves.

[thinlettuce]

i find something oddly familiar and comforting in falling back into “ana’s” arms.

i’ve never really personified “ana” up until now.

it’s so intriguing to me how i can go from eating healthy and loving my body one day to starving myself for a week just because i decided to get a coffee one morning rather than eat.

i had forgotten the warmth that coarses through your empty stomach when you drink the hot, bitter taste of black coffee.

i had forgotten the love i felt when people asked the last time i had eaten.

i’m ready to fall back in against the wind.

something so warm about coming home to a forgotten friend.

[social-justice-headache]

Radical notion. 98% of “Thinspo” blogs are not “pro ana” they are just people with eating disorders. And the people who look for and at thinspo blogs are mainly other thinspo blogs.

Is it healthy? No. But is it a community? Yes. A picture of a thin person doesn’t cause an Ed, sorry to break it to you.

(And LEGIT pro-ana blogs are run not by people with Ed’s but by sick fucks who fetishise them)

This has been a PSA.

[foreveryikesxo]

THANK YOU!!

[fairlysworld]

Louder for the people in the back💕

[funneeb]

Yall ever procrastinate sleeping? Like you should be asleep and you want to but you just.. keep doing more things for no reason?

[deep-space-babe-deactivated2015]

Honestly the best feeling in the world is when you pick up someone’s cat, and they’re like “I can’t believe she’s letting you hold her !!!” Like yes. I am the cats friend. The cat whisperer. The forest nymph. The cat charmer. Th e

[sirihowdoiheal]

Ingredients: 1 tablespoon flour 1 tablespoon sweetener 1 tablespoon water

How to: Mix the ingredients together until you get a smooth batter. Put it in the microwave for 60 seconds and enjoy! It’s nice and fluffy and warm and I just love it. You can add cinnamon, lemon, cocoa powder, really whatever you want. It’ll probably add a few calories though.

Really comforting and safe, I felt a lot better after eating it (I was having a panic attack and was about to binge).

I was going to submit this to @star-ana-low-cal-recipes but it kept failing so whoops here ya go.

DISCLAIMER:: I am not a pro ana blog, I fully support recovery. I’m just trying to make myself food to eat without feeling panicky afterwards and having the potential to hurt myself out of guilt. I know a lot of other people go through the same, so I wanted to share and help them.

[xskinnydiaryx]

Tips to not binge

So here are my tips to not binge, you need to be determined! You can do it xx

Think about the control you have. You are in control of your hunger. You are the ONLY ONE who can control yourself.

Appreciate the hunger. It may sound weird but you’ll appreciate the feeling if you keep thinking about how thin you’ll become. Think about your dream body. At first the hunger will maybe hurt, but at a certain moment you won’t even feel it anymore.

Drink water or green tea. It’ll fill you up and it will be easier.

I know there’s not much, but this is what works the best for me. You’re in control you can do it x

[dietcoke-and-razorblades]

some days im like “i havent eaten in 19 hours and im feelin fine”

and then some days im like “im on my ninth muffin and only the power of god can stop me” 

[mylittlediariess]

when will i realize that eating under 1000 cals is still restricting. i see 1000 as failure but a toddler should eat that. A TODDLER. not a growing teen. still, my fucked up mind sees it as a binge.

[marisatomay]

oldest daughters have more de-escalation training than cops do

[saadshiitandkpop-blog]

I want to fuck…

…ing lose 40 lbs

[finalgrlfriendarchive-deactivat]

if my bones are gonna crack like glow sticks every time i move i think i deserve bioluminescence. both to complete the aesthetic and as a consolation prize

[pinkguts]

i wish i was a strawberry and not a person goodnight

[whats-the-worth-in-all-of-this]

Six (6) cals

[coffee-tea-and-calories]

Catch me figuring out how I can still be under my cal limit if the only thing I eat today is a burger and I take a long walk while my ed screams at me to just eat an apple

[greenteaxbuffy]

I feel attacked. Lol

[omegaverse]

bro i thought i was sooooo grown when i was 18 loool

[omegaverse]

idk what 18 year old needs to hear this rn but you are a child

[edbaby]

Emotional eating?? Try emotional starvation, the results are a lot more satisfying.

[ventingissues]

me, chugging coke zero: yes im very passionate about nutrition

[astr0nomist]

me: searches “anorexia”

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