[catcowcat]

[inaloversquarrel]

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[d3adg1rlfr1end]

[sherylcrowmags-deactivated20160]

[a-dominant-man]

[bound-silence]

[recaption]

[rawvampirexa]

🥩

[godofthelairs]

[noirlac]

[kohoe]

[a-little-less-than-okay]

[starvingslutt]

I will never be beautiful, funny or smart. My hobbies will never amount to much else..i will forever just merely scrape by. Mentally, physically..

New clothes are off the table, I consider cutting my hair with my kitchen scissors. I consider not eating anymore, but there isn’t much else for me to do . I look at the same shirts I’ve worn since childhood. I think of the way it used to be.

I wish to be forgotten by everyone . To be nothing more than leaves on water , or maybe a bug. Maybe a creature of some kind. Blessed with worrying only of themselves, of their children.

I hope my time is up soon. I almost feel death creeping up on me now. I make choices to speed up the process. I hope it won’t be too much longer.

How could I be anything ? How could I be a mother if I am so useless anyway? I have nothing to offer anyone. This is why my time here is pointless. I wish to be a bird or a mouse or a fly. Anything but this terrible girl I’ve become.

[cats-healing-diary]

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

[b0xcvtter]

it’s ok because i have a blade

[pwurrrs-deactivated20241116]

preciousness ♡

[verbix2]

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