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133.2 Lbs Block don’t report Maybe then I’ll fade away and not have to face the facts

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Trying to get back to my highschool weight

The lowest my weight was in highschool was 92 pounds. I was 16 years old. The highest it had ever gotten to in highschool, was 105 pounds. For graduation I got a beautiful dress on sale. We got it fitted so that it would fit me perfectly. I would love to try and fit into it again. So I’m going to go on a diet and I hope that my dress and my other clothes I bought, my “clothes I will wear when I’m skinny” will motivate me

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new workout: don’t stop walking around until your playlist is over

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I’m going on vacation sometime in July (I forgot the date) and we’re going to Costa Rica so it’s going to be hot there. T shirt and shorts type weather. Which means I’ll also have to wear a bathing suit 😭

At least I’ll be there for two weeks, swim a lot, go on walks a lot, and won’t have my money so I don’t buy junk food. I’ll just eat fruits and vegetables the whole time I’m there.

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Dumbass me decided to get pizza buns today. Am I gonna eat all of them? Probably. But I am planning on going for a walk to 711 later today. Going to get a slurpee and walk around the area a bit to burn it off. But today I weighed in at 133.2 pounds!

So I think that walking my dog twice a day is definitely helping to keep my weight down. I’m hoping by the next time I go to my ED psychiatrist appointment, I’m 120 pounds

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Some of my photos when i was at my lowest weight to motivate myself to look like this again 🖤

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I have been feeling nauseous for a few days now. I haven’t been able to eat that much. I’m terrified of eating and possibly throwing up from it. I hate throwing up. Today I’ve had an apple and it might be the only thing I eat today. I might have an apple at night but we’ll have to see how my stomach is feeling. I haven’t really had much energy to get myself out of bed. Because my body right now is not getting as much food as it should be I’m exhausted and have barely any energy

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**i am so terrified of being recognized if you know me pls block and reach out elsewhere **

anyways

bodycheck time

this is a 50 lb difference on a 5’2 person

bmi went from 37.5 to 28.3

the amount i lost between these is the amount i have left to lose

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imagine yourself in a few months.

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first time posting myself on here

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You guys.. this is the best thing ever. And only 6 kcal? 👁️👄👁️

I got it from an Asian market near me, but I’m sure you can get them from Amazon. There are so many flavors, it’s SO delicious 😋🤤

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Tomorrow is weigh in day and the start of my new diet. The rules I have to follow:

Weigh yourself every 10 days

Drink at least 8oz of water

Walk everyday for at least 50 minutes

530 cals allowed

Fasting hours: 7 AM to 7 PM

Foods allowed: Chicken, Tuna, Fruits, Vegetables, Yogurt, Bran cereal

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My other page Starvingstonerblog was terminated 😭 So I’m back on this one and will be using it more

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Last night I made a bet with my friend. I told him “I bet I could reach 100 pounds by February.” So now that gives me motivation to actually do it. I’ve been doing nothing recently. Just staying at home, doing nails, sleeping. Tomorrow I’m going to weigh myself and walk everyday this week. I think I’m going to walk everyday during the weekdays and then on the weekends I’m going to use those as my rest days

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Since Christmas is now over it’s time to think about a New Year resolution that will probably have me crying for all of 2023

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TW! ed mentions> tips on how to get ur binging under control

i recently got my binging under control which i forgot to say but it’s kinda obvious cuz i’ve been losing weight again and fasting! so i decided to share some tips i guess:

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the first thing i’m gonna say is that it takes time! start off doing the easier things and then eventually u could bring ur restriction levels higher if u chose to! one of my biggest mistakes is at the PEAK of my binging i was doing all of the most difficult restrictions and it led to MORE binging! 

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-stay OUT of the house. if you get the sudden urge that ur gonna binge once u get home here are somethings u could do:

1.) go into a random store and buy urself something like gum, an energy drink, wtvr else and then enjoy that before you get home. listen to ur fav sadish or ana playlist while u do that and genuinely EVERY TIME my urge to binge goes away(lmk if u want songs)

2.)(not recommended if you are still deep in ur binge cycle cuz it could be dangerous to some ppl SO BE CAREFUL> you know urself, if ur still gonna binge on this don’t do it) go into a random store and buy gummy vitamins , they’re usually like 5-10 cals, even if u eat like a handful(don’t recommend cuz they're still vitamins but if u do it like once it’s fine).what i do is i buy them and then take tiny bites of the serving size or suck on them until they dissolve. plus it usually lasts u like a good couple months depending on how big the bottle or serving size is!

3.) just don’t go home until the binging urge is gone, take urself shopping, do something tedious outside your house! 

4.) if you don’t live in a big city like me, they’re might not be as much to do! but don’t make excuses for urself, if u live in a boring neighborhood who cares, go for a long walk with a nice playlist or podcast! if u have pets, walk ur dog. it doesn’t sound that entertaining but i’ve grown to really enjoy my alone time walking. you’ll also get ur steps up! walking a lot is definitely gonna improve ur mood and a good mood is great to avoiding a binge

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okay the second thing you should do is have 0-10calorie food options at home. this is definitely harder for some people because we don’t live alone! but if you hide little things around your room, you won’t need to go into the kitchen for stuff that you didn’t buy but ur tempted with! 

-for example yesterday i had 5 calorie jello! the serving size was so big i almost didn’t finish it all

-i also crush ice in my blender until it’s super smooth like snow and add 0 calorie flavorings into it!

-i have gum ALL over my room

-0 calorie drinks

-tea

-coffee

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3.) MAKE SURE UR DRINKING WATER. being dehydrated can make u feel like u need to binge, but realllyyyyy all u need is some water!

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4.) -play tedious games like the sims! it’s super fun and u could make sims that look like u but at ur goal weight! ik that sounds weird but it’s honestly rlly comforting LOL

-another game could be roblox… embarrassing ik but it’s fun 

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5.) if ur like me and have a shit ton of hw or even work for ur job that you have been putting off, make a day out of it! bring ur laptop or ur work to a nice coffee shop or park spot if u don’t wanna do it at home :) the options are unlimited! and if u trust urself at home, do it there. the fact that you’ll have just SOMETHING off ur to do list is gonna make u feel so much better

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6.) this is if ur at the PEAK of ur binge cycle: buy NUTS! i’m telling you guys BUY NUTS! don’t get discouraged by the calorie label, ik it looks like a lot but our body intakes calories differently with different foods and u absorb nut calories less than u would others if that makes sense

^^^they take a long time to eat and they’re so filling! i know that even if ur full u still can feel like u have to keep going but that’s never happened to that extreme with nuts for me! if this doesn’t work for u tho, think of another healthyish food

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7.) if you can’t leave the house take LONGGGG baths!! like 2 hrs im serious it helps to calm u down and clear ur head! 

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i hope this was helpful :) ik it’s kinda basic info but i felt like sharing it for ppl struggling like i was 

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My thinspo drawing so far. Definitely not perfect but I’m still working on it