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“ i had no idea if that was going to work. “ ( from Ann )

✯.:| ❝that was a gamble?!❞ though her shocked expression couldn’t really be seen from underneath her mask, she was impressed by her teammates skill. especially since she went out on a limb! ❝you decimated them, panther!❞ this was only her second time in mementos, so she still felt a bit out of her element. she was trying to keep up with the pace of her teammates, and though she definitely fell behind sometimes, most of the time she did well enough. though, in her opinion, panther’s skills were unmatched. she was just as lethal as she was graceful. finding out that her last attack was only a leap of faith made her feel a tiny bit better about her own somewhat slow learning. was everyone else just winging it and hoping for the best like her? ❝ you totally made it look like you had them pegged from the start. i wouldn’t have known it was a lucky guess if you hadn’t said anything,❞ she said.

#shuratm #✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| AWAKENED!! (post-main verse)

grailcrest‌:

Wait, she was serious?! Ren seemed flabbergasted, more in a comical way than an angry way. She was concerned about her cat? Well, actually, that was fair. Cats were important. But that was besides the point. “ You’re right, you’re right.. ” The thief admitted, sighing and putting his hands on his hips. This girl was a handful, but that only motivated him further to want to help her. He started to rack his brain on where they could go. He didn’t want to take her anywhere too far or somewhere where she would feel unsafe or cause people to talk. “ You’ll get your cat food, don’t worry. Er.. Shibuya has some small stores, right? ”

The back of his mind was still on the fact she didn’t recognize him. Who the hell didn’t recognize Joker? It was his ego talking, he knew this, but sometimes he wanted to let it talk. It made sense, but it still irked him. A big part of what allowed him to exercise so much power over society was it’s belief in him. His better judgement wanted him to stop dwelling on it, but it still ate at him.

✯.:| based on his reaction, sana felt as though she probably should have recognized him somehow. she probably looked as though she lived under a rock. it wasn’t necessarily incorrect, truthfully. sana just didn’t have a lot of free time, so when she did, she dedicated it mostly to her interests or her cats. mao mentioned shibuya, and she nodded. that probably was a good place to go, it might be easier to get lost in a crowd to avoid tabloids and gossip. sana pulled the hood of her cardigan over her head to conceal her hair. the people who recognized often did as a result of her hair. ❝should we walk there separately, or do you think we should walk together? just so we don’t get recognized and have rumors start or anything. ❞ her first instinct was to meet up at whatever location, but a part of her reasoned that it may help them blend in more if they just looked like two friends walking around together.

#✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| IT"S A VIRAL SENSATION!! ( main verse )#✯.:| I'LL LET YOU BE A PART OF THE NARRATIVE ( grailcrest / ren )#//sorry if this is too short!!

HOO boy ya girl is GOIN’ THROUGH IT. i’m so glad it’s the weekend y’all. my job gave me a LOT more responsibilities and between getting things together around my apartment (cooking, cleaning, trying to decorate for the holidays) i’ve had no time to write! i’m gonna tackle my drafts and my inbox tonight and the rest of the weekend for sure.

#✯.:| IT GOETH BEFORE THE FALL ( ooc )

POSITIVE ASK HOURS TIME TO SPREAD CHRISTMAS CHEER when i first read the about page for ur oc it was such a breath of fresh air to me and like weeks later it still is i lOVE SANA 💗

hdjhsklah I lOVE YOU MY SWEET SUMMER CHILD ;w;

#✯.:| NO STARS TONIGHT ( ooc ) starry is the sweetest i love him #grailcrest

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“nah, nah–” hikaru wasn’t one for confrontation usually, anyways–especially when it came to something like this. when it came to his new school, typically, his only conversation partners ended up being the well-known blondes. clasping his hands together, he would move to take a seat at the near-by bench. “so–uh, you’ve probably heard this a lot, but i saw your video.” it had became viral, after all.

“…now it’s not cause i’m a fan or anything, but…did you actually want that uploaded?”

✯.:| hikaru was right, she did hear that a lot. though, most people followed it up with some type of congratulations, or a request to collaborate in some way in the future. nobody has asked if it was actually what she WANTED. ever. the question causes her face to betray her, a slight tremble of her lips displaying her anxiety. she brushes a loose hair away from her face and wears a smile as best as she can. ❝ah, amaya-kun, that’s very kind of you to consider my feelings. i...wasn’t ready for that to be uploaded yet, but i’m sure my manager used his best judgement for the optimal time to release the video. i’m sure my unease will pass as time goes on. ❞ why do you keep lying? her inner thoughts snap as her excuses tumble out. you can’t keep lying, especially since you never get better at it.

#✯.:| IT"S A VIRAL SENSATION!! ( main verse )#✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#tricksterfinale

continued from HERE ft. @grailcrest !!

✯.:| the two cats in sana’s apartment stirred at the sudden activity she caused. nori, the black cat, stretched out in the eerily flexible way all cats do before padding towards her owner and the detective. mochi, the ginger tabby cat, immediately leapt onto the black granite counter top and meowed. sana reasoned he was probably a little miffed that akechi was receiving her attention, and not him. only a half-wall separated the living room from the kitchen, so mochi could see the the entirety of the common area from where he sat. sana guided akechi through her and her father’s apartment, turning a sharp left out of the living room and down the hall to her bedroom door. ❝i have a surprise for you!❞ she said, almost in a sing-song tone. since tanaka’s change of heart, she felt a huge weight lifted off her shoulders. she felt like shackles she’d worn so long she’d forgotten about had finally been broken. it was as though so much LIFE had been breathed into her again. and as a result, she’d been writing a lot of songs. she’d written one for akechi, and it was finally ready for her to show him. it was one of the only songs where she played the piano, as opposed to using synthesizers and software to make backing music for her vocals. the audio file sat open on her monitor, titled “white thread”. her headphones rested on her wooden computer desk. she opted to play the audio through there, as she wasn’t sure if she felt confident enough to listen to it at the same time as akechi. as she guided him to the desk, urging him to sit and listen, she felt her confidence and optimistic demeanor slip away. she really wanted akechi to understand her intentions and like what she’d written. it was a window into sana’s perception of their dynamic. he was a protector, someone who rescued sana from the clutches of a ruthless, selfish money-making machine. but, as the protected, she couldn’t help but wonder who was protecting akechi. was his armor enough to shield the both of them? she felt as though they had wounds and scars from the same type of hurt. perhaps he was just better at hiding it. the white thread the song is titled after is a parallel to the legend of soulmates tied together by a red thread. her song is about a white thread tying herself and akechi together by their shared pain. she sings about the strength he gives her, and the safety he provides. in the end, she states that one day, she hopes to use her end of the thread to sew his wounds shut, even if it means their connection goes away. it’s about simply wanting the best for someone in return for the good they’ve blessed you with.

#✯.:| AWAKENED!! (post-main verse)#//OHHH MY GOD THIS IS SO LONG #//the fictional song is 100% inspired by lizz robinett's cover of deep sea girl #//so i def recommend using that as a reference to the sound #grailcrest #✯.:| INTELLIGENT EYES IN A HUNGER-PANG FRAME ( grailcrest // akechi )

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パンダまん

#✯.:| LET'S HAVE ANOTHER ROUND TONIGHT!! ( likes )#sana loves these SO MUCH #✯.:| WAIT FOR IT!! ( queue )

tricksterfinale

@starxcrossecl

❝ Sit down, let’s talk. One on one. ❞

starxcrossecl

✯.:| ❝oh? sure, i hope i haven’t done anything to upset you. ❞

#*nervous laughter* i'm in trouble #✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| IT"S A VIRAL SENSATION!! ( main verse )

grailcrest‌:

Finally, a breakthrough! Ren seemed to brighten up almost instantly at the idea of Sana even insinuating that she would accept his help. All she needed to do was admit something was going wrong - Then he wouldn’t be prying in someone else’s life! To him, anyways. His satisfaction didn’t show with much more than a slight grin and a softening in his gaze, but his triumph was clear. ❝ You mean you haven’t heard? ❞ It was at first a little bit of a surprise that Sana was unaware of his true identity. He didn’t outright say he was Joker or take requests in person usually, but everyone connected the dots sooner or later. Then he remembered that this girl was probably dealing with a lot; Probably not a lot of time to follow celebrities inbetween harsh schoolwork and being harassed by your manager among other people. Well, that left him with a tough decision. Should he be outright about his identity or be nuanced about it? But, would she accept his help if he wasn’t transparent..? What if he seemed too cocky and proud of himself when he spoke about it? Well, there was pride to be had in what he did, he truly thought so - but not everyone could see things the way he did. Then there was the stress about making sure people didn’t bother her after he did his work.. ❝ ..Er..My voice doesn’t sound familiar or anything? ❞ He wanted to see if he could gently guide her. Jeez, doing this sort of thing never felt this hard before.

✯.:| ❝ what do you mean? ❞ in truth, sana didn’t keep up with a lot of current events. between school, dancing and singing training, songwriting, composing, and taking care of her cats, she had a lot on her plate. she knew of Joker, but enough to make the connection? definitely not. ❝ ...should i recognize you from where else? ❞ sana’s brow furrowed, trying to think of something that rung a bell. was he on some detective show, maybe? she didn’t really have any celebrities that she admired or kept up with too much. she followed some musicians on social media, but it was usually for when they did behind the scenes on their music production. she’d more than likely know who he was if he was involved with production, or record label companies. but maybe he worked on a corporate level she didn’t know about. ❝either way, we probably shouldn’t just stand here. everyone has cleared out by now, so we might be able to go somewhere with less people around to talk more openly. but, wherever we go, i have to get cat food at some point.❞ she had enough to get through until tomorrow, but she wasn’t the type to procrastinate for very long.

#✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| IT"S A VIRAL SENSATION!! ( main verse )#✯.:| I'LL LET YOU BE A PART OF THE NARRATIVE ( grailcrest / ren )#//sana like 'okay but my CATS'

jokaito‌:

“ sounds about a good idea; i need a new jacket to get through this coming winter. ”

✯.:| ❝can we get steamed buns, too? we can stop at convenience store on the way if you don’t want to stop by the food court.❞

#✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| AWAKENED!! (post-main verse)#jokaito

“ let’s kick his ass. “

MCU Quotes Ask Meme ( accepting )

✯.:| ❝couldn’t have said it better myself, skull.❞ sana lifted her arms above her head and interlocked her fingers as she limbered up for an attack. mementos had been crawling with shadows. with the holidays looming, it seemed like everyone was miserable. if they weren’t upset at being single, they were upset at having to be around their family, or not being able to see their family. it felt like a never-ending soap opera. ❝rise, ASTERIA! let’s send them to hell!❞ the elegant, mysterious persona formed, her blue skin gleaming like moonlight. her blessed attack rocked the shadow to it’s core hitting it’s weak spot. ❝would you care to step in?❞ she offered, gesturing to the incapacitated shadow.

#electricea #✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| AWAKENED!! (post-main verse)

grailcrest‌:

Dishonesty at it’s finest. The detective was a little dissapointed, but not surprised. These things weren’t easy to talk about, nor did she have any real obligation to. Goro didn’t want to scare Sana off by letting on that he was aware, but the hint of contempt in his voice betrayed him. ❝ Oh? Well, with you being a minor and all, I would expect you had someone watching over you since the public has it’s eye on you. ❞ The brunette reasoned, trying to use logic and sneak his way to his inentions rather than outright accuse her of being under some sort of oppression. They were in public after all, and he wanted to give as few hints as possible to the onlookers around them about what their conversation could be about. Having some sort of outburst or dramatic reaction from one of them was asking for media trouble. Fame made a normal conversation while out shopping a battle of life or death.

❝ I’m sure your manager is a respectable man, but doesn’t it seem like negligence on his part to not take proper steps to prevent little incidents like these? I only pry out of concern. ❞ Goro pressed further, studying the psuedo-idol’s face. He couldn’t help but feel bad for her - Talent being crushed by the world around it. Though his reputation as some sort of hero of justice was earned for ulterior motives, it didn’t mean he no longer felt empathy. It was just..selective empathy that he needed to turn off to get tasks done at times.

✯.:| ❝ well...i suppose you have a point, ❞ sana said, feeling as though she was admitting some type of defeat. ❝i don’t talk to the other idols he manages, but he never told me to expect any sort of supervisor.❞ in truth, she wasn’t allowed to talk to the other idols. tanaka had told her he was worried they would give each other inaccurate singing or dancing tips that wouldn’t work for the other person. he wanted to be the only person coaching or advising his talent. ❝there’s a wellness shop on the other side of the crosswalk, i just need to pick up some tea that’s specialized for vocalists. that’s the only reason why i’m here, so if you happen to be going in the same direction, i would be grateful if you wouldn’t mind being nearby. we don’t have to walk together, or anything, i know how tabloids and people like to twist things, so, if it’s too much trouble don’t worry about it. i’m still very grateful for you helping me a minute ago. ❞

#✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| IT"S A VIRAL SENSATION!! ( main verse )#✯.:| INTELLIGENT EYES IN A HUNGER-PANG FRAME ( grailcrest // akechi )

“ i didn’t want you to be alone. “

MCU Quotes Ask Meme ( accepting )

✯.:| sana shifted in her seat, setting aside her headphones. her computer’s humming was little more than white noise. she usually was alone when she recorded her music, but having maurice around wasn’t unwelcome. although, she had to confront her own nervousness at feeling comfortable with someone like this. no one had ever seen her write or make music before outside of her manager and occasionally her dad. ❝i always write alone, but i appreciate your concern. …i’m not showing you anything until it’s done, though.❞ she wasn’t quite ready to show anyone her works-in-progress quite yet. she fixed her hair into a bun and turned herself around fully in her swivel chair to face maurice. ❝ i’m not gonna talk very much, either, to be honest with you. if you get bored, nori and mochi would probably love some attention from you. nori just likes to be pet but mochi is more playful. he’ll probably go crazy over the laser pointer in the living room.❞ she advised, imagining her two cats having a grand ol’ time with the young man.

#maskedcharxsma #✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| IT"S A VIRAL SENSATION!! ( main verse )

hi YES i’m alive i’m sorry for my absence. thanksgiving and deep cleaning my apartment with my bf happened but i’m HERE and ready to tear apart my drafts ty ty.

#✯.:| IT GOETH BEFORE THE FALL ( ooc )#i woke up from a nap in a cold sweat like FUCK

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#✯.:| new ideas in the air!! ( aes )

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MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE QUOTES ASK MEMES !

“ i’ve never seen anything like you. “

“ move or you will be moved. “

“ hey, sailor. “

“ is there anything real about you? “

“ nevermind i take it back. “

“ i hate you. “

“ fine! do you want me to drive? “

“ man, shut the hell up. “

“ there’s nothing more horrifying than a miracle. “

“ i’m with you till the end of the line. “

“ you are a hard person to get a hold of. “

“ there’s worse ways to go. “

“ got anything for me? “

“ please, stay. “

“ it’s not your fault. “

“ didn’t see that one coming? “

“ don’t do anything stupid till i get back. “

“ is it me you see? “

“ i adore you. “

“ we don’t want to kill you, but we will. “

“ let’s kick his ass. “

“ i had no idea if that was going to work. “

“ still think you’re the only monster? “

“ i’m not going to fight you. “

“ i’m always picking up after you. “

“ hands off. “

“ he was very hot. “

“ you’re all not worthy. “

“ maybe if you were more attractive it’d be less disturbing. “

“ hey what’s up everybody! “

“ c’mon use your words! “

“ i don’t even know who you are. “

“ what? no smile? “

“ you’re not going to stop. “

“ did i step on your moment? “

“ hows my hair? “

“ no, i didn’t. but i enjoyed it “

“ in my own defense that was last week. “

“ you look taller. “

“ i get in trouble a lot. “

“ it’s a big bunny relax about it! “

“ i’m going to pretend you didn’t say that. “

“ i said kneel! “

“ that tie looks real expensive. “

“ abort mission! “

“ i understood that reference. “

“ did you just nod off? “

“ that wasn’t so bad. “

“ i can’t see into the future i’m not a witch. “

“ all yours. “

“ kind of done with you telling me what to do. “

“ i can get by on my own. “

“ i’m going to miss these little talks of ours. “

“ don’t worry (pronoun)’s got help. “

“ yes, i think it works. “

“ then he stabbed me. “

“ (pronoun) made a different call. “

“ that’s not up to you. “

“ higher further faster baby. “

“ i’m turning into you. it’s a horrible dream. “

“ destiny arrives all the same. “

“ what makes you happy? “

“ you don’t want any part of this. “

“ do you even speak latin? “

“ i guess you go through me. “

“ anyone else? “

“ you and i remember budapest very differently! “

“ looks like you’re giving the orders now. “

“ piss off ghost! “

“ i know my worth. “

“ (pronoun)’s not alone. “

“ varies from moment to moment. “

“ surprise! “

“ i don’t see how that’s a party. “

“ if only (pronoun/name) could see you now. “

“ i thought you were dead. “

“ i retire for what? five minutes and everything goes to shit? “

“ and in return i’m going to let you keep your hand. “

“ you weren’t there. “

“ i like her. “

“ who the hell is ___? “

“ i don’t know if i’m worth all this. “

“ i need the other guy. “

“ i was attacked! “

“ compromise where you can, but where you can’t, don’t. “

“ i don’t feel so good. “

“ that’s not what everyone else sees. “

“ but i knew (pronoun) “

“ believe it or not, it’s hard to find someone with shared life experience. “

“ do not touch me again. “

“ before you didn’t have me. “

“ i didn’t want you to be alone. “

“ i’m always angry. “

“ okay… that one’s on me. “

“ i’m not asking for permission. “

“ you still owe me a dance. “

“ none of this makes sense!”

“ don’t take my stuff. “

“ if you stay here you’ll die. “

#✯.:| talk less ; smile more ( ask meme )

grailcrest-a

starxcrossecl liked for a starter! ❝ It would make my effort worthwhile if you accepted this! ❞ The second year lowered himself dramatically, bending his knee and extending his left leg backwards so he could present the energy drink to his classmate, arms outstreched. It was like it was some sort of royal valuable that he had to bestow with the utmost care. In reality, it didn’t help much because it was warm from being in his bag all day for starters. Secondly, it was already after school - Long after the ideal time to have caffeine, which would’ve been in the morning. But by the Gods Morgana was going to complete this gesture, whether he died doing it or not.

The feline-esque phantom thief had noticed that in recent days, his classmate, Sana Nakamura, showed up to class exhausted. It made sense with her getting famous and all (❝ Good for her! ❞, he would always think whenever the topic found it’s way into his mind). It was none of his business to pry or try to play nurse to her, but the least he could do for a fellow classmate was help her out, thus the energy drink. He had intended to give it to her in the morning, but distractions piled on into more distractions until lunch, when he finally had his chance!…Only to have to stay in the teacher’s lounge with Kawakami-sensei while he made up for work he had done poorly on. Procrastinating on studying really did come to bite you in the ass, but that was besides the point. Finally, he was left alone when school ended, which meant he could finally flag down Sana to present his gift. He wanted to provide a flurry of explanations as to why he was doing it or why he waited until after school or why he was running full speed, among other things, but he ultimately decided that actions spoke louder than words.

starxcrossecl

✯.:| ❝thank you, morgana-kun!❞ sana beamed, finding his grandiose gestures and kneeling charming. there was a playfulness and innocence to morgana’s offer from sana’s perspective, and she always found those qualities admirable. she wasn’t sure what it was like to not expect the worst from people anymore. ❝this is very thoughtful of you.❞ even though it was the end of the day, sana would probably need the energy drink anyway. her manager was putting her in more and more dance lessons as he pushed her to be an idol. she wasn’t sure how long until he would put the contract in front of her and her father, so she was biding time until then. tanaka was probably going to push her regardless, but she hoped that she might be able to convince her dad to not sign the contract if she showed him how hard she was working to do something different. her phone buzzed in her hand, and when she turned on the display, she saw a text from her manager.

[TXT: Tanaka] Hey. Your practice tonight is cancelled, the instructor’s kid is sick. Don’t slack off too much!

❝huh,❞ she remarked before turning off her display. ❝my practice just got cancelled. do you have plans for today, morgana-kun? i don’t have many full days off, so we should do something fun. ❞

#✯.:| I'M NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT!! ( ic )#✯.:| IT"S A VIRAL SENSATION!! ( main verse )#grailcrest #SANA TRUSTS 1 (ONE) MALE AND IT IS MORGANA #✯.:| YOU KNOCK ME OUT; I FALL APART ( grailcrest / morgana )

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