[staticsphere-archive]

you black out in the stratosphere where your mouth tastes like static and your wrists are shattered stars

[lesspopped]

I had this habit for a long time: I used to get in my car, and I would drive back to my old neighborhood, the old town I grew up in. And I’d always drive past, like, the old houses that I used to live in. And I’d do it, sometimes late at night, if I was — when I used to be up at nights. [laughs] And I got so I would do it really regularly, for — two, three, four times a week — for years. And I eventually got to wonderin’, what the hell am I doing?

And so I went to see this psychiatrist — this is true! — and I sat down, and I said, you know, “Doc, for years, I’ve been gettin’ in my car, and I drive back to my town, and I pass my houses late at night, and, you know…what am I doing?”

And he said, “I want you to tell me what you think you’re doing.”

[crowd laughs]

So I go, “That’s what I’m paying you for!”

So he says, “Well, what you’re doing is, there’s something bad happened. And you’re going back thinking that you can make it right. Something went wrong, and you keep going back to see if you can fix it, or somehow make it right.”

And I sat there, and I said, “That is what I’m doing.”

And he said, “Well, you can’t.”

not a week goes by that I don’t think about this introduction Bruce Springsteen did to “My Father’s House” at a concert in 1990

[retroactivebakeries]

Glitch: A Story of the Not - Jenna Katerin Moran | DriveThruRPG.com

Glitch: A Story of the Not - Glitch is the first modern installment in a long-running series of games (starting with the RPG "Nobilis") for

[sweatermuppet]

cis people asking cis questions by silas denver melvin (@sweatermuppet)

[Text ID: did you cut the blood out yourself & try again? have you told your doctor? your daddy? what do you think your mother will say? is your body normal as i want it to be? can you define normal? do you mind my asking? can i ask some more? have you found a god who approves? does the church board their windows? do boys wilt when you kiss them? did you cut the blood out yourself & try again? what do you look like in your dreams? are you sexed? do you want to be? does your dog still come when you call his name? are you virus or wine? is your name more important than the one you were born under? how phantom is your [ ]? when did you learn to dress your shame? do you wear it well? do strangers find you fuckable? do you want them to? are you more rot or riot? do you think you belong in sports? or television? how about the world? are you wanted? did you cut the blood out yourself & try again? did you try again? did you try again? /End ID]

[heavensghost]

good news guys my doctor said im not mentally ill and im so normal super normal even he actually gave me an award for being most normal person ever

[staticsphere-archive]

what’s that one song

[paxamericana]

[angelnumber27]

Not my rock bottom era again

[traaumaa]

you wanted this, whats wrong now?

[staticsphere-archive]

parents,,,,

[onecells]

[the-ghost-king]

you only ever see your body in the mirror but that reflection isn't even your body

rainer maria rilke // virginia woolf // safia elhillo // rainer maria rilke // jandy nelson // ricki cummings // anna swir // sylvia plath //

[quietvoiced]

[astrangerlately]

[staticsphere-archive]

wasn’t supposed to be like this it didn’t come out right n im not calm I haven’t been calm all day and I’m rereading like seven different conversations from after work and I don’t remember. typing. any of this what’s the fucking point anymore if I can’t even trust my own head

[staticsphere-archive]

oh you have to be fucking kidding me. they’re treating the wrong thing. is this a gddamn fucking ******* *. is this what ******** feels like. that’s hilarious. im gonna throw someone out a window and/or tear apart my DSM

[weltenwellen]

Adonis, tr. by Khaled Mattawa, Selected Poems