As you all have noticed by now, I've been on and off in my activeness hehe.. 😓 I swear I just return on the most random time ever and well- like a hurricane on a random day. But anyway, I wanna start of by saying sorry, because I had a lot of promises that I didn't uphold and such and its just really trashy of me as an author to do so. So yes, this is a post of me finally signing of as stay-midnight.
I didn't lose interest in writing, I love creating fictional worlds in letters and sentences and I love living in delusions but I honestly don't know why I don't put aside time to get in my usual zone. It's been weird these past months, time flew by quickly.
I realize that returning every couple of months or even a year is just a weird thing and I don't really wanna keep y'all on stand by! I'm fine but I don't if I can pump those fics out anymore, its as if my mind can't allow me-Heh, stupid reason- I know!
Just I hope that you all can forgive me from leaving you all on hold like that– with no content. And once again this is probably goodbye to my writing in this acc maybe I can write again sometime in the future but it probably won't be in this account.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME ALL THIS YEARS! AND IT'S FINALLY TIME TO SAY GOODBYE TO STAY-MIDNIGHTT (Wait, hold me, Imma cry)
My fics will still be up and this account of course because male readers like us deserve this content hehe! Goodbye, everyone!
I am really sorry for being inactive 😭, this week is probably the worst week of my life right now. Constant work and preparation for defense and basically getting 2-3 hours of sleep every day (my eyebags is so 💀) and then the death of an idol just worsened it,,, I'll try to answer the asks soon and hopefully post soon 😭 i just wanna get swallowed up by the ground right now '
> warnings . none, or does having an existential crisis count?
(wc) > 3.0k
(sunny’s note) ☆ thanks to @stay-midnight for inspiring this fic! reference from here. y'all, i'm not well after writing this fic.
Loneliness existed in everyone, a feeling of which was unavoidable. Some may feel lonely, despite being around with people. And some may spiral into absolute insanity. We, as humans, all long for companionship wether we liked it or not. Our brains has been wired to develop relationships, platonically speaking, romantically speaking. Humans were forever bound to make connections to one another.
You were no different to your own kind, eaten and swallowed by your own woes and lonesome. Devoting your youth years to science and inventing, it was no doubt that you grew up having little to no friends. For one to be so immersed in their passion, one must to make sacrifices.
A decade long project of creating the perfect companion, proved how societal isolation has taken a toll on your mental health. It took years, it took blood, sweats, and tears. You poured everything of yours into your invention, your time, your health, and even your bits and pieces of your fragile soul. This was a project that you kept in secret, locking it away and never telling half a word to anyone.
After multiple demo models and the entire coding system crashing due to overload, going from blueprint to blueprint, you finally made it! The android’s eyes opened, slowly blinking as he admired his surroundings. An unnatural blueish grey, piercing through you like icicles. That was fair, he was in every way shape or form, unnatural.
"My tag is 'SKZ-03202K', would you like to give me a name, dear maker?" Monotonous, lacking every and all possible kind of emotions. Default speech full of formality, you haven't heard anyone speaking on that level of respect in a long while—made it a bit uncomfortable to hear.
You took a good look at him, from head to toes and back. "Your name is..." Pausing in order to make up something in your head, then it struck. "Hyunjin."
Hyunjin seemed pleased with his new name, 'Hyunjin'—as he mumbled his name once more for it to completely seep into his system. It sounded pleasant, however, not as pleasant as to when you said his name with your subtle, sweet voice. Pronouncing each syllable clearly, your mouth broke into a slight smile when you reached the last sound.
When did his hair got so red? The synthetic strands that you used for his hair was a translucent white when you first got it, it held no colour at all from the market all the way back home. What an eyesore shade of red, guessed you'd have to get used to it since there was no way you could afford new strands at the moment—the ones you got for Hyunjin were way out of your budget. Jeez, he stood out a hell of a lot looking like this, people would be sending weird stare left and right if you were to go out in public with him.
He looked very human, as if a random stranger had broke into your place and standing here in front of you. Although, his features were just a little off to be completely human. You made his face plate yourself, Hyunjin was a combination of multiple male celebrities you adored, a Frankenstein of some sort if you may say so. His slanted fox eyes, plumped and full lips, straight and prominent nose bridge. Air brushed and carefully carved every teeny tiny details on his face, the one mistake you made while painting him ended in a beauty mark that enhanced his entire face even more, happy accident?
"Call me [Y/N]." You smiled, admiring your creation. Congratulation, you had made a new friend! Literally. It wouldn't be as empty now, he could fill that void in your woeful heart. "Let's get you dressed." Setting the table to stand horizontally, you said.
The floor was made of wood, white oak wood in specific. A four-walls prison of which you called a laboratory, painted a white that encouraged anxiety and stress. He watched his feet, taking his first few steps. Under his artificial finger nails, he could see a blue light sneaking through—must be his internal machinery, built with solely bolts and steel. His entire body was a glossy paper white, except for some clear windows on his limps and torso that showed everything inside of him. Though he was man-made, in no sort of way was he, himself, a man.
“Here, you can wear this for now.” A minimal white button-up with a collar that wouldn’t stand, greyish brown straight-leg pants that were too short on him due to his tall stature. These were old clothes, they didn’t even belonged to you, one day it appeared out of nowhere and has been here since.
Hyunjin couched down beside you on the floor after putting on the clothes you gave him, he asked attentively “Are you hungry, [Y/N]? Would you like me to make you a meal?”
Your stomach grumbled in hunger, hasn’t been feeding yourself properly due to being hyper-fixated on your work—building Hyunjin, finalizing a few research papers that you were doing for an additional income, maintaining an almost full-time job at a engineering firm. There were barely anything inside the fridge that could be used to make food, you were surviving on whatever you could find around your apartment and convenience store-bought food. Sighing, realizing the amount of things you needed to take care of before you could rest in a comfortable bed and do absolutely nothing.
“No, I think I’m going to head straight for bed tonight, early shift.” You stood up and walked pass him, towards your bedroom.
Hyunjin followed you, “How would you like your room temperature to be, do you prefer warm or cold?”
“Cold, not too cold though, I might be sick by the time I wake up.” You told, slowly getting in bed after drawing the curtains. As you were about to turn off the lights, you saw Hyunjin blankly staring at you at the end of your bed.
Avoiding his intense gaze, “Don’t watch me sleep, it creeps me out.”
“Well, what should I do then, you might get hurt during the night and I should be here to tend to you at all times.” Explained, his logic wasn’t wrong but maybe don’t protect you in this way?
You blushed, not knowing what to do. “I don’t know, you can shut off during the night or something? Just don’t watch me sleep, okay?”
Hyunjin stepped outside, giving you back your privacy, he closed your door as he bid you goodnight. Tonight had not one single star on that dark canvas. only the nonstop gleaming moon that always lingered above everyone. Out into the balcony, the second most beautiful thing he saw today, the moon showered him with its light. The city scenery that stretched out into infinity, was this what you saw every day? What did you think of whenever you admired the busy evening out here on your balcony? Did you dwell on the past? Did you strive for bigger in the future? Or were you here in the present time, enjoying and stuck in the moment like everyone else?
His purpose? To take care of you, to be someone that you could leaned on and rely. He knew where he was born from, the mud and thorns of your mind. A creation from desolation and madness, each part of him was you losing senses of reality in bits and pieces. Hyunjin was a recreation, a breaking point, a last hope. Perfect being made by imperfect being, the irony that was he.
Morning came, he didn’t sleep—not that he needed any since he didn’t function like how human did—all the thoughts kept him up pondering without one logical answer. You woke up half an hour before eight o’clock, a habitual routine that you followed every day. No matter what you did, you would always be at the table having breakfast at eight fifty exact, then leaving on time as per usual.
Today you didn’t forget to pass by the supermarket for groceries on the way home, traffic was surprisingly well managed for rush hour and you got home a lot sooner than you expected on a Tuesday evening. Hyunjin was already waiting at the front door, he could pick up your distinctive footsteps all the way down the corridor from inside of your apartment.
“What did you do today while I’m gone?” You asked cheerfully, it was nice to know that there was someone at home waiting for your arrival. Hyunjin began listing household chores, which perfectly explained why your entire place was spotlessly clean—some of the furniture also got reorganized in the process.
You placed the groceries you got onto the marble counter, “Try making something out of these ingredients, I don’t know what I bought.” You didn’t remember anything that was in that bag, you could not list a single item that was on the receipt. You went to the supermarket, blacked out, and came out with a bag full of stuff that has little to none correlations to one another.
Confident that Hyunjin could make do with anything, after all, you programmed him to know almost everything. He did not disappoint, serving you one of the best meal of your short lifespan. Interesting, watching your every movement. Chewing food, breathing, using your utensils with your hands, your eyes blinking each millisecond. He found it endearing to observe you, you were such a fascinating being to him. Could he say, he felt happy for the first ever time?
“[Y/N]?” Hyunjin hesitantly called out, a bit afraid to meet your angry glare every time something went wrong. For a long time living in the same space as you, he has learned quite a lot of human emotions, especially all the negative ones that you had presented on accident.
Not startled, numb to the usual occurrences and mishaps that happened. Nonchalant, you replied in a question “What is it?”
Met with his set of burgundy colored hair, Hyunjin was hiding his face from you by keeping his head low. In his hands, a large piece that had broke off from his face plate. Slowly moving his head up to face you, this bashful look that he was wearing on his ruined face. A whole eyeball, some of the wires were hanging out, gears and tiny pieces laid exposed since he broke a large majority of his face.
Let out a deep dragged breath, gently removing his face and its entirety from his head, you got your tools ready to fix it. It now has became a normal thing, you got multiple spare copies of Hyunjin’s faceplate purely from how often he would break his own face. Prying the heavily damaged faceplate off, replaced with a new one in just a short couple minutes.
“Hyunjin, this is your second one this month, how did you broke it so badly this time?” Questioned you, seeing how his eyes were avoiding yours, you figured he didn’t want to answer.
Compared to last year, his appearance changed into a completely different person in such a subtle manner that you only noticed now. Hair from a vibrant red to a deeper, more close to brown hue. His skin received more pigments, it looked more like real human skin with yellows and reds and blues all mixed up together. His irises has changed color as well, an icy blue that transitioned smoothly into a pale brown. What was going on, did he caught a virus by any chance?
Hyunjin too, caught onto the sudden changes that was happening to him gradually throughout the years. He looked more and more human, he began to become more reactive, his tone of voice gained more life than before. As if he was becoming human. This was utterly unreal, a fever dream—if he could even have any dreams from the start. He wasn't human, but maybe now he wasn't too far from being one.
"Hyunjin, look at me when I'm talking to you." You noted to him, those eyes were still trying flee from your stern gaze. A sudden light wave of pink washed across his face, was he...blushing? Though his cheeks was still cold to the touch, his surface texture still the half way point between matte and glossy. You should really check out his internal system, there was, for a definite, something wrong going on inside of him.
To be honest, his coding was not done by you—at least not everything. You originally bought the vital core that initially made Hyunjin function properly off an unknown second-hand robotic parts market. The owner prior to you that had this core must had been the one who coded his entire programming, you only went in and altered a few minor details like his voice frequency or deleted codes that suggested corruption. There was one file in particular that denied you of access, you couldn't quite get rid of it as well, permanently locked to your knowledge. To take further measures, in special cases if something bad were to happen, you placed a digital wall that prevented computer viruses—not separating it from the others, since you might accidentally block crucial codes that would ultimately contribute to his performance.
"You seem stressed, can I do anything to help relieve it?" His sweet, generous inventor looked so worn out and full of exhaustion, he could not help himself but feel something for you. What it was, he didn't know yet.
You dismissed him, "Just give me some space, I can't deal with any more trouble right now."
Trouble? Did you meant him, was he a bother to you as you two spoke, were you stressed because of him? Guilty, was that the right word? He felt guilty, like he was of no use to you and you would always has to rescue him from himself. [Y/N], please don't be mad at him. Hyunjin one and only goal, his purpose of creation, was to make you happy. And if you weren't happy, were distressed and angered. Each sighs and groans that left your lips, you no longer smiled when you pronounced that last syllable of his name, it broke his faux heart.
You said you were lonely, and you created him in the midst of your mess, now why were you pushing him away? The more he spent his immortal lifetime in this era with you, the more sentient he became. God, look at him, he couldn't even recognize himself anymore. There were so much colours and shades on his skin, his hair grew so long that you had to cut some inches off, his system was overheating more often whenever you were around. This was not right, everything was getting out of his abilities. He was supposed to be an android, he wasn't anywhere human, but why did he felt alive?
Was this something terrible? Or was this love? How come love was so painful, how come he even felt pain in the first place? Hyunjin couldn't cry, he didn't have tear ducts. However, his fake heart that pumped fluid the thickness of blood was aching. Shut down, shut down everything, he would tell himself. Reboot your system, wipe every line of codes that signified a sense of adversity, get rid of it all. Go back to how it was should be, go back to when you felt nothing and were nothing but a tool to help your inventor achieve euphoria. These feelings, these human feelings weren't meant for you, they weren't yours and would never be.
"[Y/N]," Hyunjin called once again, he made up his choice, he loved you. This massive error in his system, was because he had developed feelings for you. You turned back, staring with the same distanced expression you wore previously. "please disassemble me."
"What?" Not a word of asking for clarification, you heard him loud and clear.
Turned away for one second, back and he was looking more like one of your kind than before. Hair, no hints of red, black as the sky the night he awoken. His eyes, the same fate, dark as never before. Hyunjin, was more alive than you, despite what he was. As if a levanter had blew the essence of what it was like to be human into him, he was not the Hyunjin you once made with your bare hands and lonesome. He had became his own person. The physical embodiment of your solitude, he received himself a soul from it. He wasn't a perfect masterpiece since he was now deemed imperfect, but imperfection was what made him to be considered as human.
Simple enough, humans were unlike artificial intelligence or androids like him. Humans has limitations, humans has flaws, human has empathy. Humans were imperfect. While androids and artificial intelligence excelled at everything, they were better at manual labours, better at gaining knowledge. Yet, they were not better at being human. An outlier such as Hyunjin, he wasn't mortal with blood and organs, he didn't need oxygen or nutrients to survive. Somehow, he felt joy, felt sadness, felt anger, felt pain, felt all of these complex emotions that was beyond his system comprehension.
"I can't bear to watch you wither away, while I'm stuck here 'til the end of time, or 'til I run out of energy." Hyunjin confessed, saying this now so you both could save yourselves. Maybe in another life, he would be breathing the same air, he would be eating the same food, loving the same person as he was doing now. Maybe in another life, being alive and feeling all these overwhelming emotions wouldn't be so wrong on him.
Since this love was completely artificial, you invented and built him yourself, you had technically created this fondness of his. A manifestation of yearning out for a faraway love, just so you wouldn't be too lonely anymore. When his skin become warm, he'd hold you without hesitation, he'd kiss you with his soft lips. When his heart actually start beating, he'd forget every thoughts that would run across his mind and love you. When he awake in a fragile, human vessel, this love would be authentic.
Fic Announcement (specifically about the pending requests)
So, as you all may know— I still have lots of pending requests to do, but at the same time my brain isn't braining with those requests like I can visualize something but I stare at my screen after a while and blank.
I made the decision after days of thoughts about this so instead of pumping out the requests one after another, I would pump out the requests after every fic that ISN'T a requests (meaning a fic that I thought on the top of my head and lingered long probably) so yes, heart to heart wanters (that Felix fic) might come sooner ooh- but the next fic isn't it but rather an original thought that isn't part of the past poll (Han Ji Stans rejoice cuz-) So yeah, the Lee Know + Bin requested fic would come after this fic then Heart to Heart then so on! Just a heads up just in case you guys wonder why it's not a request fic nor the heart to heart fic!
IM SORRY--- This week has been insane as fk and i havent had the time to properly write much less sleep- but I hope I could pump out something by this week (hopefully...) if not then I'll go make a quick drabble to compensate for the posting fic oh and im also going to announce something important later huiheu
holy shit fratboys skz??? hhgnnggh but fratboy Felix???!!?!!; I'm foaming at the mouthhgghshhghhbbbnnn
Yes anonnie. Fratboy Felix kills us all and like fuck yeah- he could kill me tbh HAHAHA he really gives off frat vibes and would be the type to give away those suspicious brownies
okay okay so like-i had this random thought cross into my head and now i'm all like-😃📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉
minho teaching switch reader how to domtop switch chan (chan is more used to dom topping and reader sub bottoming)
He teaches you what to say and what to do as he watches-somtimes showing you as chan gets reduced into a mess 😃
all minho asks in return is one of you sucking him off and the other gets fucked by him at the end of it, some pictures too....
RGRGGRRGRG my eyes are carrying luggages to another country but i just wanted to share, hehe-🤧💕
hi hi hi again fic talk nownie
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no cuz why have i read this in a fic somewhere before not x reader but defo Chan getting reduced to pulp as he gets dommed by the dom king himself (Lino)
But dom teaching 101 w Lino is defo a fun read like I could see him wanting more ways to fuck his hyung while also giving you knowledge about domming, would see him teaching you about brat taming as well by bending Chan over while gripping his hair back "You see, [Reader], this is how I deal with sluts who talks like they own the place, Isn't that right Channie?"
tell me about it like i havent been writing slighrly this week cuz im still pissed at tumblr for deleting a long paragraph and works piling up more than pancakes
the endpoint was reached yes yes so it was mostly just additional thoughts? especially for the divine amusement one-things i could also see happening hehe (like e.x, certain other things that could happen that wasn't in the other asks like other ways they could humiliate chan and readee y'know-)
anyways-if police officer in training jeongin were to witness?!?!?!?!? its either making the reader suck him off so he won't tell or giving seungmin his handcuffs and baton for him to use on reader 🤐
oml yes that pic of jisung 😭 and changbin's outfit there too like-pquwbskqiwjws.....anyways-perv jisung really has a hold on me, i could spend hours talking about it 😩
high sex with perv jisung?! eating some of felix's sus cookies aa you get railed by him in the frathouse (fratboy skz's but them all having specialties tho-) and the other fratboys getting back there to the sight of reader getting clapped by jisung like a lion in heat 🤧 main headcanon for perv jisung is really just constant horniness so you're also constantly pinned/bent over and fucked anywhere anytime, as well as him doing and saying very inappropriate things to you in public😈 also perv jisung also being a fratboy though-
but enough of perv jisung for a hot second and now some thoughts about fratboy felix! (i am getting on the fratboy skz wagon then-all of them be pervs tho-)
Fratboy Felix who is in fact genuinely sweeter and nicee out of all of them-and yet he can be the most brutal....his ways of being perverted are kind of rougher....ehem-like wedgies-AHEM-idk okay but i think he'd really like doing that-the pained expression you make but he knows that you feel aroused by it too 😶 (perv minho also likes doing that....) headlocks as well too, (changbin would do that-) and pinning you down and just being manhandling you in general?!?!? (jeongin would be like that too-)
heck, the ideas really inforce the fact that its felix secretly leading the frathouse 😭 and since breeding is his specialty-i really feel like he'd make the reader wear a jockstrap??? in Felix's words-"easy access to my cumdump, plus it makes the view nicer." he'd say smugly to fellow fratboy jeongin- who's staring at your fucked out look as felix slaps your butt-a whimper coming out.
Felix wouldn't be as constantly horny as the likes of jisung, minho or jeongin-cause when he fucks-he destroys. always making sure to leave you sore and unable to walk and think right after a long and intense session, so while getting fucked by him isn't constant, getting manhandled is 😭 (plus he always makes sure to fuck his cum back in you so hard-enough so that he usually cums 1 or 2 more times before plugging you up 🤐)
And one of the most perverted things he likes doing-whenever he makes you coffee or bakes you treats-he cums in them. Like straight up jerking off and cumming in the cup of coffee he's about to give you, or cumming and filling in a cupcake 😭 he'd bake nude too if you're roommates with him, wearing nothing but an apron and sometimes, you're the one getting filled instead of whatever he's baking 😶
insanely cocky and smug too, always mouthing off on how good he is and how good you are for him. When it comes to sharing you though, he'd be chill about it, unless someone gets the fucking audacity to flirt and try to steal you away from him-depending on his mood its either throwing hands or some smug and cocky comeback as he walks away with you with his arms around your neck-
hehe, college au skz is soo 😵😭 perv fratboy skz's- more thoughts to be shared so that's it for noww ! 😳💕
good evening anonnie! 🫣
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yepp! i saw them and i still wondered how you thought of them cuz like my mind was blanking the whole time huhu- yeye the da thoughts were wild-
ORRR evil cop jeongin decides to cuff seungmin to a bed while he makes seungmin watch with his throbbing cock and angry expression as he fucks you against the wall ?!?! 🫢 like even in this universe seungin rivalry wont end but in this verse Jeongin has the upperhand-
Changbin in that shirt will always get me ALSO CHANGBINS DANCE W/ NMIXX? THOSE HIPS DONT LIE- but yeah perv jisung has it out for all of us-
Will always welcome perv jisung a scenario that I would like really like for him is like while you study or do an important paper, he jerks you off or even slide his hand down to your ass and fingers you even though you are doing something quite important 🫢- lion in heat sung-
Felix beinga secret leader is just 🤧🫢 but yeah he would forreal like you in a jockstrap, spreading you wide open in the hallway as he fucks you there shamelessly- but his shenanigans doesnt end there, he wouldve fucked you on the bed of other frat members at some point cuz he also loves pissing off the other frat members— Felix also has the best faux sympathy and innocence, one minute you could be cooing over him and the next drooling over his fingers as he slams inside you relentlessly- its hours of being plugged up with his cum as well like he definitely likes it when he plugs you as a sign of ownership- Also Felix likes to make out with you in the open like on the couch while probably some other frat member is sitting and just tired trying to watch their show-
Felix cum sweetener(?) jk HAHAHAH BUT FR FELIX WOULD PROBABLY FILL YOU UP INSTEAD OF THOSE SET ASIDE CREAM DONUTS-
well-reply whenever to ask the askss, i really don't mind hehe (admittedly its a hot second to type it out but mostly cause its thoughts trying to be coherent in a way hehe-) 💕
anyways yeah- seungmin being in tamer settings but because of his sir/master vibes it turns into like, not tame? HAHA-and god that would be hot 😭 afterwards its him making you suck his cock under the cold water (the water would make it harder to breathe while gagging on his cock and seungmin would grin at that-😶)
and as said....thoughts on perv, college au Jisung as bestfriend and roommate ahhhh 😳🤧 YES- he'd enjoy you shying away from his advances, (the power he'd feel from that-) so much, one of his specialties could also be corruption- he enjoys the feeling of reader turning into his slut-ahem i mean being so submissive for him-and making you be just as perverted as he is 😈😭 (ALSO YEAH-Perv Jisung is the Best Jisung trope, he just fits it so much that its unreal 😩💓)
he'd be so touchy-hands on your butt, your pecs, your thighs and your bulge- would be shameless enough to dry hump/grind his crotch on you, and he'd crave the embarrassed look on your face as you try your best not to react (which is useless cause again, he knows-) constant flirting as well, calling you baby or jagi all the time, likes you romantically as well ofc, he just can't help be a perv 🤐 and hey, he wanted to let you know how feels somehow-ahem- (constant outta pocket sentences too, "i'd fuck you over this desk" jisung would say the second you two sit down at a library-)
would also pretend he's thrusting up into you if you're sitting on his lap and the room is empty 😭 you'd think he'd do a fake exaggerated moan but his low groans and whispers of you being so good for him is making your head go 😵
And when perv jisung eventually turns into perv boyfriend? If he was horny for you before, just jerking off or being a perv, congratulations, you're also getting fucked every day no questions asked 😭😩 (i imagine him becoming your boyfriend started out as him inviting you to his room and then him immediately making you get on your knees, making you confess all of your own perverted thoughts and the more heartwarming feelings cause he was fed up with the oblivious act, before proceeding to fuck you for hours until both of you pass out-needy perv ji.)
he'd be making all of his fantasies come through too-the exhibitionist that he is-sex at the library, a public bathroom stall, at the gym locker room, sitting on his face-my god. (and uh, just to put it out there, jisung watches anime, so i fully believe that jisung making you wear a maid dress and doing a whole master and servant act is....happening-i mean, not impossible-)
and since you said he'd be into threesomes, whelp-one night he invites minho to your dorm room, its all been talked out and both have your consent so there's no hesitation when jisung gets you on your knees with his hand gripping your hair tight, making you open your mouth wide as minho has his way with you 😭 (sungie would def like the thought of his friends playing with you-) also exhibitionist jisung 🤝 voyeur minho
Still though, he'd be possessive over you, just cause he's sharing does not mean they get to have you the way he does. gag on his friends boxers, cock, get fucked, spitroasted, dp'd or whatever happens between him and who he shares you with, he's gonna fuck you again by himself to remind you that in the end, its you and him and only him.
that's it for noww hehe, self control yarn, perv skz thoughts are-ehem, anywayss 😊💞🍀
dun dun dun its me again at 3 am in midnight
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imma keep them for archive hehe but idk if i can reply to those ask after trying cuz i feel like we got to the endpoint of those thoughts(?) cuz snowswept tails kinda had the fox and human roaming around for shelter, and the other fics too like d.a kind of ended after the orgy- so i my brain just blanked out on those-
But to the thoughts! After the shower shenanigans with prisoner seungmin i feel like the reader would get a bit bratty (yes third person now cuz like its hard to write in second person for this thoughts) I can see Seungmin slam choking reader against the wall and before sneaks a hand down your shorts - grabbing your throbbing cock— before degrading you and saying something like "Be wary of your words, pup- act like shit again and I'd leave you to fend for yourself and im not as kind as the other inmates" oh and A police officer witnessing all this?!(lets pretend that jeongin is the police officer here huehue hes like a police officer in training/criminology student🫣)
PERV JISUNG >>>> those vids of him on tiktok i keep seeing got me feeling some typa way like those arms can crush me but anyways I feel like the best trope for perv sung is Pervert x Oblivious Idiot— Like reader literally just thinking how thats just a friendly joke by good ol sungie despite him saying some shit like "nice pants, but id think you be better off without it-" the point of the matter is he would definitely be over possessive over reader before the whole relationship cuz he doesnt like other people flirting with you except him but AFTER a soldified relationship and him fucking you like a lion in heat until dawn he'd so be down to try threesomes (with his trusty bff leeno) so one night he sat you down you agreed in respect to your boyfriends kink and ofc the fact the minho is hot- ALSO during the threesome with minho- minho would be so teasing with sungie competitively like "Bet you cant make them choke like this can you?" as Minho thrusts into your throat with his big c- but the threesome turns into competition real quick like "Fuck you, Minho- he's mine" Jisung would say while glaring at the older as he pulls you back into his cock like sjzjsndn exhibitionist Jisung as well best place to fuck for him is definitely the janitors closet or hear me out in a frathouse while all the other fratboys are out (felix serving those sus cookies) but yeah Perv Jisung would be so touchy in public like expect him to slide a hand to your backpocket while walking or pull you by the waist hueheue (i added all the thoughts in one paragraph cuz-)
Hongjoong will practically be a zombie without his caffeine but can beat a bitch on sight. Jisung will be super useful but will probably trip on smth and slice his arm open or smth. Yeonjun will scream like a baby but may be good with some organisation. Jongho will fight. He will fight well. He’s your best bet.
By some stroke of luck… My four are Suho, D.O, Minho (shinee), and Jongho?
Suho and Minho are a force to be reckoned with (why couldn’t I also have Yunho shausksj that way I’d be covered by SM’s Passion Group and my chances of survival would be like 101% sjsksnsj) but so are D.O and Jongho so like… 👁️👄👁️ I think I’m surviving
Tagging: @hwaightme @justhere4kpop @skazoo @michel-angelhoe + anyone who wants to try this (no pressure! And sorry if you’ve been tagged already sksbshjsks)
So…I got the ATEEZ hyung line, in the order of: Seonghwa, Yeosang, Hongjoong, Yunho 👁👄👁
So we got quite the skill range here and a man who can drive AIN’T TOO BAD👏🏻 (Yeosang with a hammer + Matz line going protector mode might mean standing a chance in combat)… (also captain wisdom and cooking… hey the situation is looking pretty bright😍)
Tagging (sorry if you have been tagged already and no pressure!!!) @feltednettles @byuntrash101 @sorryimananti-romantic (+anyone else who wishes to do this❤) much love <3
okie so i have haechan, doyoung, xiaojun, and wendy,,, there’s no way i’m surviving :|
we’ll make it to the three day mark then that’s it for us, haechan and doyoung are so quick witted while xiaojun and wendy are buff which means we could make it for a few days but everyone’s too babygirl to survive an apocalypse,,, at least I’d get to enjoy amazing vocas before i die
tagging: @aemoonie @blehhhidk (no pressure in doing this!!)
I just realized that i barely have pics of idols in my gallery 😭 The pics i have are from the concert and they are: Seungmin, Jeongin, Chan and Jisung 😭
I feel like Chan is gonna do all the work while me and the trio are just gonna be scared to shit or fooling around 😭💀
There will be some drama once someone gets bitten though (probably me lols)
anyways i dont have many active friends in tumblr anymoreee but ill tag @kittensyoonie cuz we still talk from time to time hueheu
i mean-pquwbzkwiw its long and all that so understandable 🤧 just delete it or something then-? HAHA- i don't want my asks to be too bothersome y'know so do what u gotta😎💕 (also fr justice for snowswept tails and divine amusement eventually!)
Anyways-Changbin ficc ! ! ! Idk if it's right or not but what I noticed most about the change in writing style is like, its more descriptive? Describing the atmosphere or the background and all that- its nice ! And Changbin is so romantic in it 🤧🤧🤧 Also-soft dom smut is a nice change of pace for suree (cause we all know-) pretty good overall as well!
also also! the college au skz 🤧🤧 THE FACT THAT ALL OF THEM HAS SPECIALTIES LIKE- (i would very much like to be madaldal about perv jisung and just perv skz in general so sorry about that in advance /hj)
ahhh the prisoner seungmin and incubus jeongin random thoughts (i was actually thinking of asking if just random thoughts was okay to send instead of the fic talk-)
hushed sex with prisoner seungmin oml-he'd probably be whispering the nastiest stuff as he shuts you up with his big hand i-certainly a setting that's new for thoughts 👀
the incubus jeongin one i haven't read it but imagining it is-🤐🤐🤐 (if we're specialties now then blindfolds with incubus jeongin for that one-would want you to be so addicted to him that you didn't even need to see him doing the things he'd do-more pleasure to feed on ofc!)
shorter ask than usual-(a miracle honestly-) anyways, that its for nowww 💅💕
good evening anonnie!
boop!
I dont wanna delete it 😭 cuz idk ill keep it in my inbox for awhile— its not bothersome but I just feel bad cuz you put the effort into those asks 😭 (frfr hopefully those fics will turn into full fics someday)
Yes? In a way— trying different styles in writing because of purposes and researching stuff as well cuz yall deserve the best content hmph 😤 I also tried to play with words a bit as an experiment and yeah— I started getting into the more softer side with the new fics idk why(?) did 10 months affect my libido or something-I love romantic changbin sm! And up next, lee know and bin fic! hmmm i have a general idea in mind but not a clear plot point
YES, like college au skz has a hold on me depending on how its delivered but thats just some of my ideas and yours in the specialities! (oh yes, perv jisung is literally 😫🫣 cuz idk Ive fallen for that jisung trope like? newnwnwis)
Yea! Random thoughts are okay cuz they give me burst of ideas driven by thoughts—
Seee? cuz like Prisoner Seungmin is so unexpected like seungmin is on the more tame side of skz fics itll be a nice change of pace but anyway, Seungmin fucking you in the prison bathroom as well? under the cold public showers he would shamelessly fuck you despite other prisoners around in a way its him claiming you his—
Ive hidden that fic deep somewhere cuz like the writing is making me go 😨😬 but it does make me see my improvements atleast BUT LIKE- anyway Incubus Jeongin is having fun with you and messing you up in your dreams as you sweat in blindfolds in your own head- of course, it makes you beg for his touch as he teases you— twirking your nips, thumbing the slit of your cock and lightly brushing against your rim- aghhhhhbwbsuannns
aaAaa its even more a miracle that i answered this that fast- thank you anonnie!
Thoughts for the day(midnight) keeps my stress away! But these thoughts I might not write in fics huehue but they are like random sudden burst of thoughts:
Dedicated to the VocalRacha thoughts:
Prisoner Reader x Prisoner Seungmin? I dont know why this suddenly came to mind like typically Seungmin is on more softer settings or things like that so this is unexpected BUT HEAR ME OUT— Seungmin committed fraud yade yade yada then he got a cellmate who he found really hot then it ends with him fucking you on your bed while coverimg your mouth with his hand cuz he doesnt want the guards to know what he does to you during patrol— puppy loves to play rough >:)
Ah, I remember my first ever smut fic that I wrote and it was an Incubus!Jeongin fic— the sex demon Jeongin was bound to a home that you just brought and lately you've been having vivid dreams of being cuffed in a room then as the nights passes by in that house, the dreams becomes more realistic as you've been getting fucked by this man with a hushed voice so basically Jeongin is fucking you in your own dreams as he feeds off your pleasure then after you finally see his face for the first time you can't help but fall against his glowing pink eyes-
