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@stayathomemilf
Going down a rabbit hole of how I don’t believe I have ever been genuinely loved in my life. In an authentic, genuine way; just pure love for me as a person. Not even by my parents.
Maybe my dad, but he died when I was so young it couldn’t possibly stand up to the deficit of love I would face for the rest of my life.
What a shitty realization.
Screaming back into the void bc I simply do not want to be here anymore but I have to be for my daughter.
It has to get better.
I’m so terrified of how my mood swings are going to affect her.
"i forgive myself for what i did" and "i should not have done that" are two statements that can and should coexist. you can forgive yourself while holding yourself accountable. you can understand that you fucked up while also understanding that you're human.
the “humans are inherently selfish” fanclub can genuinely and in all honesty go to hell. i once came back from a school yard where the kids had heaped piles of leaves and cut wildflowers on a narrow strip of grass bc a bee had died. i actually want to cry.
when i was a child, my parents told me our houseplant would die of lack of sunlight. i was so young i don’t even remember this, but apparently, my response to this was starting to carry the plant around like an emotional support stuffed animal. whenever my family went outside i would hold the pot on my head to make it reach the sun better. i wasn’t in school yet, didn’t have any exposure to the lessons on caring they give in elementary, i don’t remember my thought process - but i can guess. kids integrally care about things, even tiny bugs and inanimate plants. humans care.
don’t let them beat it out of you
if you’re embarrassed by the person you were 5 years ago, good. bc it means you’ve grown. you’ve educated yourself and expanded your horizons. given half the chance, I’d deck 2011 me right in the face .
what the fuck do you mean “overstimulated” I acted like that because I absorbed all the noises and stress and textures from the grocery store because I’m an empath
okay now that i’ve calmed down what am i going to buy myself as a treat for enduring this suffering
what the fuck do you mean “overstimulated” I acted like that because I absorbed all the noises and stress and textures from the grocery store because I’m an empath
There is a version of you in the future looking back at who you are now with kindness and understanding, feeling so proud of how hard you are fighting even though your struggles are so painful, feeling glad that you pulled through it with so much strength.
January was a tough year but we made it
I deserve more than this.
tw// Police Brutality
No one better paint what happened to Tyre Nichols as black-on-black violence. It is police brutality against black lives. ACAB has always been about ALL cops and their role in murdering, discriminating, and incriminating black people. Not just their complacency but their very active participation in racially-motivated violence. Black and other bipoc cops does not counter the police system being a white supremacist system, especially when the majority of victims of police brutality remains to be black.
Good that officers are actually terminated- not paid leave, terminated and facing charges. But this needs to be extended to every other officer- and it is incredibly worrying that when the department finally does take action against police brutality it is as if they are particularly painting that it's the black cops that went too far this time, as if not every cop and every other instances of police brutality was not worth the same condemnation.
Let's not forget there were more than 5 cops that were involved. Multiple cops that chased down Tyre, and watched him get beaten, and not provide any medical aid, and let that man die.
There is no reforming the police system. Do not let anyone try to pin the race of the 5 offending officers to deflect outrage towards the police system as a whole.
Tyre Nichols should have gone home to his mom, to his son, and with his loved ones.
i hate that feeling where you’re not necessarily sad but you just feel really empty
Tyre Nichol’s mother has set up a memorial fund to help pay for mental health services for his family and a memorial skate park in his name. If you cannot donate, please share.
no sorry I can’t hang out I’m busy feeling nothing and then feeling everything all at once and getting too overwhelmed
