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She/ her Will be posting edits/ other things! 💖 ✌🏻🫧🦕

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Watched Cinderella’s Castle last night and it was so good!!! 💖🤭⭐️

(THIS VIDEO COULD CONTAIN SPOILERS)

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I haven't been feeling the greatest the past couple of days and all I've been watching is Minecraft ARG's!

It's honestly been a great time. In my opinion, they're very entertaining and fun to binge for absolutely no reason

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Just saw the outsiders musical a couple days ago and it was phenomenal!!! I was at a loss for words the entire time and it’s always been my fav book/ one of my fav movies so for it to also be my fav musical is the best!

I definitely recommend for people that haven’t seen it yet. It will blow you away 100%

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“Stop and say, be my valentine” 💖⭐️

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Really want to play mouthwashing soon! I’ve watched a bunch of people on YouTube play the game and I’m obsessed!!

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Hey guys! I know it’s been awhile but I’m back! Since TikTok is gone right now, I’ll be posting on here and Insta(which is the same as this!)

Here’s what I’ll be editing/ posting about!

- Society of the Snow

- El Internado Laguna Negra

- Gran Hotel

- Blair Witch project movie

And a bunch of other things!!

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About to watch Les Mis and I’m so excited!! Haven’t watched it in a bit and might even get my bestie to watch with me

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I watched the Holdovers last night and it’s safe to say that’s it’s in my top three fav movies ever(the other two being Hunky Dory and Dead Poets Society)

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I’m sick and all I’ve been doing for the last 2 days is laying in bed and binge watching Degrassi next gen

I’m already on season 7 episode 9 from starting at season 3

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Chapter 5:

The day was bleak

[Curt’s perspective]

I woke up the next day, still on the staircase from the night before. My whole body ached as I sat up. Yesterday didn’t even feel real at this point. It felt like some nightmare that I couldn’t seem to wake up from. After sitting in silence for a bit, I heard a familiar voice.

“What are you doing here?” The person asked, sitting down next to me. “Tatiana..? Well I could ask you the same thing.” she rolled her eyes at me, starting to laugh a bit. “I came down from Russia for a few weeks to visit you, I thought you’d be at your moms but I saw you here when I was walking past. Are you alright?” she asked. All I could do was stare at the ground, trying so hard not to cry again.

“I didn’t chase after him, it was my only chance to talk with him and I blew it..” I trailed on. Tatiana looked confused. I didn’t use a name, I only said He or Him. She put her hand on my shoulder. “Who didn’t you go after?” she questioned.

“Well..I found out yesterday that Owen was actually still alive. And we were standing on this staircase once again, just like the night I left him for dead. I still regret everything to this day, but he walked off before I could tell him the truth..” My eyes did end up starting to water, tears soon rolling down my cheeks. Tatiana put her hand over her mouth, shocked by the news. I continued.

“The problem with me is that I care, I always care and I still care immensely about Owen. Yet I know he hates me, he has every right to. But I wish I could talk to him one more time, just tell him that I regret it all, everythi-” Tatiana cut me off. “Everything Curt?” she questioned. I shook my no. “Not everything..I’ll never regret the time we shared, our feelings that soon became love, I’ll never regret loving Owen.”

She nodded, knowing that was the one thing I couldn’t regret, not after all this time. Even if I tried to forget him, I simply couldn’t..

-(here’s chapter five finally!! Chapter six will be out tomorrow cause I wrote both around the same time! 💛💙)-

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El Mood-board with a Law school/ study theme

[all pictures found on Pinterest]

I love her so much it’s crazy! I auditioned for legally blonde yesterday so I’m gonna post a ton about it. Also I’ll make ones for the other characters soon 💖

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The Picture of Dorian Gray mood-board with a dark/ chaotic academia theme

[All pictures found on Pinterest]

This is one of my all time favorite classics, definitely have to read it again soon.

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I’ve been listening to “throwing in the towel” from the Outsiders musical on repeat for a bit now and I want to sob but it’s my favorite song so I can’t bring myself to turn it off 😭

I honestly could talk about this musical for hours if someone gave me the chance. I seriously need to see it. Maybe for my birthday 🤭

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Just found out about Outsiders the musical and I’m already in love! I started listening to it and I’m actually crying so hard. This is one of my all time favorite books and I’m literally lost for words by how amazing it is.

I already know this is one of my new favorite musicals.

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Bill Woodward mood-bard with a carnival/ eye theme

(All pictures I found on Pinterest. If you guys have any requests, let me know 💙💛)

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Chapter four:

Starting to Regret

[Owen’s perspective]

After walking for a bit and trying to forget about what just happened, I decided to go back to my little, rundown hotel room. It is able to fit two people if necessary, but there’s no need anymore, it’s just me from now on.. I walked inside and went straight to the kitchen cabinet. That’s where I kept the alcohol, something I desperately needed right now. I grabbed a bottle of whiskey, shut the cabinet, and opened the bottle while sitting on the couch. I needed to drown out everything right now.

Before I knew it, the bottle was empty. I didn’t even realize that it was all gone. I drink a lot, I will admit, but the bottle usually lasts for some time. All I could was stare at it, the empty bottle which I supposedly chugged in a couple seconds. When I continued to stare at the bottle, I started to think about a lot. About tonight, about the fact that I didn’t even think about looking back when I left, about Curt..

I then threw the bottle at the wall, it shattering into pieces. My eyes started to water as I looked at all the glass on the floor. I only threw it so I could stop thinking about it all. Get all the thoughts out of my head.. But I started to regret what I did, smashing it was a mistake..

This was sure going to be a long night..

-(here’s chapter 4!! This one was also pretty hard to write, but I did it!! Also I’m gonna make some mood boards and post them tomorrow💛💙)-

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Going to bed soon. I’m gonna start trying to post more on here. Also chapter 4 will be posted sometime tomorrow :) 💛💙