late night venter

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heyyy, ig i should make an intro post

ive just been so tired and i hate myself so often. might as well share it!

Blog TW:

- self harm

- self loathing

- self isolation

- suicide

- uhm just my past experiences (losing friends and shit)

i’ll read any comments yall post

bye sleepys!

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I think myself a poet.

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in the dark

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owie

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i was clean for 2 months and 3 days

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buh im lowk never getting therapy i hate my mum i hate my mum i hate my mum

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im 1 day away from 2 weeks clean.

i know that if i relapse, it’s going to be disgusting.

I know my legs would be sore from the red ugly streaks i’d make.

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this was a great read. “Laziness Does Not Exist” by Devon Price

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guh

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buhh stop bleeding already!!!!

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tw: healed sh

is this scar gonna stay for a while?

its about 2 weeks old rn

ill prob send a progress piccy of the other cuts when they’ve healed more o _o just dunno how cuts scar and whatnot, so if you know anything please do tell~~~

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uahghd 50+ cuts

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its so confusing bc i gen cant tell if ive hit styro twice. So like when its kinda just pale and not bleeding that much to start, and the skin seperates more that chicken sceatching, is that a styro cut?? Bc like it wasnt thaat deep so idk how i hit it

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buhh my ass is soar, like genuinely how to fuck did i even bruise myselffff. Did i kneel too hard(?) like whaat????

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Oh to be a sad pink-loving girl sulking in her room at night.