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Finally catching up on Happy of the End. Baby Haoran reaching out to his older self is such an emotional moment for me, I had to pause and collect myself. It's a turning point where Haoran chooses something for himself. He escapes not just to survive, but to protect that innocent part of him— the child who still believed in his mom and hadn’t yet faced the harsh truths of the world. His younger self doesn’t expect or ask for anything grand; he just offers Haoran the courage to want something, even if that want is simply expecting for more out of life than just breathing. In that moment, Haoran finally acknowledges the boy who’s been watching from the corner, waiting to be seen. He decides he can’t disappoint him anymore.

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angel ⋆:･ﾟ

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YUWU book 1 thoughts in only 3 sentences

- Gu Mang I trust you and love you 100%, idc what anyone says or what you do

- Mo Xi, first of all how dare you

- If Murong Liang isn’t dead by the end of the series I will kill myself

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I have so much to say about episode 16-18 of Love of Nirvana but honestly I’m gonna wait until I rewatch the entire series once it’s finished to write them down because my brain is WHIRLING let me tell ya

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Love of Nirvana has me hooked. I’m only on episode 7 but so far I’m loving how literally every person is scheming, is aware of each other’s scheming, but we don’t know exactly how aware they are of each scheme. At the edge of my seat, biting my nails.

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I’m on episode 12 now and to add to this, I feel like this will be a show where first impressions aren’t correct and/or showing that every single character has bad and good within them, and it’s up to you (and the characters) to decide within their own morals where and when they draw lines of what is too horrible and what is considered good.

Wei Zhao is my favorite type of flawed, toxic male lead. That scene when he had to do the sword dance in front of all his courtly peers and elders while grieving was so symbolic it really tugged at my heart strings and I feel like laid bare his character in this specific moment of the story. But hey, there’s been progress. From stabbing Ci in the chest to ‘I know your limits I won’t ask more of you’. Let’s just see if he does the whole 2 steps forward, 1 step back thing. My opinion of him could easily change.

I still don’t like Pei Yan as a romantic choice (even though romance should be far from my mind in such a politically charged world but I’m a simple girl what can I say I love love) and so far within my own morals I’d rank him worse than Wei as a flawed character. Maybe it’s because class wise I can align and relate myself more to Wei’s upbringing and struggles than Pei Yan’s, but truly a rich from birth momma’s boy wielding his power and knowledge to take advantage of people below him really just grinds my gears no matter what noble cause he says it’s for. (and especially when that noble cause is to save face and keep status for a family that seems to be full of pretty crappy people.) Maybe once more of his backstory is shown I won’t feel so strongly about it.

Jiang Ci, I love her. She’s naive but not entirely. She has a good balance between causing mayhem and relenting in certain situations. She’s strong as fuck because by now I would’ve just been like, can one of you just kill me already because I’m tired of this!! I can’t wait for when she gets out from under these asshole’s thumbs.

And last but certainly not least, baby boy Cui Liang. I’m suspicious of him I can’t lie, I feel like there’s some plotting going on behind that beautiful face of his. I can’t wait to see what nonsense he is cooking up for us.

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Love of Nirvana has me hooked. I’m only on episode 7 but so far I’m loving how literally every person is scheming, is aware of each other’s scheming, but we don’t know exactly how aware they are of each scheme. At the edge of my seat, biting my nails.

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Going back through old Run BTS episodes and started laughing at yoongi not being able to drive the ATV cause, ya know, and then couldn’t stop because he kept running up on people the rest of the episode

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Happy Of The End has intrigued me so much. I can’t quite put my finger on as to why yet though. There’s just something about Chihiro and Keito’s characters as they’re presented to me in episodes 1 & 2 that resonate with me.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been watching so many bls lately that includes MCs living and dealing with a lifestyle and life experiences that have always been and always will be out of my grasp, but when life grabs you by the hair and drags you through the mud, and you pick yourself up over and over just to get back to trying to survive in a poverty and abuse stricken world? That’s like shoving a mirror right into my face. No mafia or CEO daddies to save you, no genius brain to get you into college, no talent or skill to make you stand out of the crowd, no drive that makes you excel, no (potentially rich) family to fall back on, just an average person making questionable choices trying to get through each day.

I might just be blowing smoke since I haven’t read the manga and we are only 2 episodes in but there’s something eerily, simply, harshly real about this story so far that has fully grasped my attention.

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Stop, why is Jiang putting his glasses on so he could see Shang working the problem on the board so cute to me I literally had to pause and squeal

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Monster Next Door Episode 3 & 4 thoughts, spoilers!

I knew the second I heard that off key singing that Win was going to be an issue. I wonder how much of an issue. A little thorn in God’s side or is he going to cause a real ruckus?

God: “I’ve always wanted to try something like this :)”

- This being, a pink bear for a birthday party.

Guess everyone everyone has different goals in life, huh?

Well Diew, maybe if you didn’t have Mr. Shy in that tiny prison on planet sucks balls he wouldn’t get sick now would he!!

Love how God has to protect Diew while they’re INSIDE because of lightning and thunder and then he’s like, oh shit! Personal space - my bad.

Shared custody of Mr. Shy how cute (someone please save him.)

Once again, romance series making me scream into the abyss because Great is just a giant cinnamon roll that I know rarely exists in real life.

Diew looks SO much better in the scene when they’re in the rain with less styling/volume in his hair. Someone take the straightener and hairspray away from the hairstylists on set.

Diew’s ‘evil’ thoughts: What if this hot hunk of a man pushed me up against a wall?

God’s ‘evil’ thoughts: What if I sat on this cutie patootie’s bed?

Game is so adorable I can’t deal.

God drunkenly talking to a plate of food telling them they can’t lie down at the bar, comedic gold I will say.

I can’t even comment on the progression of Diew and God’s relationship because everytime they’re talking, opening up, listening to each other, being cute my brain turns into sweet gooey down bad mush.

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If Takara’s Treasure got another season and a movie to flesh out their story more, it might be a true contender for knocking My Beautiful Man off the #1 spot for my favorite bl. But since we only have one season, it will rest gently in my top 5.

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Monster Next Door Episode 1-2 thoughts

That hairstyle they have Diew’s actor in does NOT do him justice. I looked on his Instagram and it really blobs out his features. The blonde could stay, but he could’ve been even more cute if they just changed the styling.

Every time that turtle is on screen he is trying desperately to get out of that tiny ass cage. I get it, Mr. Shy. Diew deserves prison for that enclosure.

God’s actor: I’d climb that man like a tree.

God’s balcony signs saying EXPLICIT CONTENT PARENTAL ADVISORY and POISON!!!! got me cracking up. Gotta make sure it’s very apparent he’s just a cool, rebel, don’t give a fuck guy.

I didn’t expect it to be so cute but Diew and God’s interactions have got me kicking my feet, twirling my hair. I love the juxtapositions of their balconies and backgrounds. I wonder if the color scheme will start blending the closer they get.

I really hope as the story progresses, both sides realize they need bits of each other’s personalities to thrive. God learns he doesn’t have to be On™️ all the time, to take time for himself, to slow down and Diew learns that being around people, creating friendships and going out and doing things aren’t scary, is fun, and beneficial to him as a person.

I am so SO happy they didn’t drag the ‘hating each other/Diew being annoyed with God’ thing for multiple episodes.

Beer and Wan better be second couple because oh my GOD are their interactions funny and sweet.

The library scene when the friend group said, “FIGHTING!” and the librarian said, “NO THIS IS A LIBRARY” actually made me lol. Lately, I’ve been laughing out loud more at bls and that makes me happy. Either I’m getting used to the humor in their cultures or they’re just becoming universally more funny. Either way, I love it.

I almost didn’t watch this show because I judged it solely off the still on Gaga and the description, but I’m glad I started because I have a feeling this will become a new favorite.

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This might be the cutest shit I have ever seen in my life. I’m on Episode 3 of SunsetxVibes and my opinion so far is - no plot just bros being in love. My favorite kind of romance story.

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I am very sorry if this upsets anyone but Prapai’s actor in the Love in the Air Japanese adaptation just does NOT give me the bad boy + cinnamon roll vibes that Fort did. You’re telling me that’s the man who is the #1 racer in the illegal racing event hosted by the mafia? Stop lying.

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I love how in Japanese BLs we get characters/actors with non-perfect skin and non-perfect teeth. Like they are still just extremely beautiful but in a normal way and not a Hollywood airbrushed perfection way.

There are so many little things that make me love JBLs so much and this is one of them.

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Being in the online kpop space with no online kpop friends feels like I’m just constantly shouting nonsense into the void