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[staysuki]

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when in manila (tagalog🇵🇭)

when in manila (english🇺🇸)

hearts full of honey

onhold smaus

room 404

of all things good and evil [PDF]

office mischief

upcoming smaus

right through me (late-2022) (k.sm)

EHALOJ 3 (early 2023)

╭──╯ . . . if you have any questions, don't be shy to hmu!

—staysuki [fading].

[staysuki]

just read the happy to be here and hello????? It's so great can I be added to taglist to pleasee thank you

added 🕺🎶

[staysuki]

ASH BOO BOO YOU'RE BACK 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 missed you very very much 🤧🤧🤧

- your loca, bella

YESS ITS BEEN AWHILE 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[staysuki]

🎶: after somehow getting a scholarship from an exclusive arts school, y/n says goodbye to a life of normality and peace.

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[staysuki]

🎶: after somehow getting a scholarship from an exclusive arts school, y/n says goodbye to a life of normality and peace.

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a/n: i missed writing and i am now doing that basement fic idea of hollywood arts AU. thank queendom puzzle for inspiring me to actually start this.

lmk if y'all want tags!

[hydroyaksha]

Soleil’s fic recs

EXO:

Yixing- king! “The Lotus king and his jade” @sweetjekyll

Kyungsoo- hogwarts! “Spellbound” @whimsical-ness

Sehun- X-EXO! “GREED” @/quokkacore

Sehun -(X-EXO) “LIBERALITY” @quokkacore

STRAYKIDS:

Chan/ Felix - polyamory! Hogwarts! “Detention” @dreamescapeswriting

Felix - demon slayer! “If you tell me about myself” @skazoo

Felix - enemies to lovers! “Strawberry kisses” @vyutas

Felix - dick joke centered! CEO! “Penis heart” @staysuki

Felix - Agent! Scientist! “A normal Thursday” @abiaswreck

Hyunjin - mafia! “Ice” @healinghyunjin

Hyunjin - mafia! “Not a stranger” @straywrds

OT8 - ABO! “No control” @cherryeol04

NCT:

OT23 - yandere! Cult! “Connect” @mymoodwriting

WAYV:

OT7 - yandere! “Awaken” @/mymoodwriting

TEN - vampire!Hunter! “Blood wars” @things-we-cant-say

LUCAS - hybrid! “Please don’t bite me” @/quokkacore

NCT127:

NCT127 - yandere! Aliens! “Who is sticker?” @/mymoodwriting

Taeyong/ Yuta - Angels! Devils! Yandere! “Watching over you” @whiteteadreams

Jaehyun - Dog hybrid! “Competitive spirit” @flowerboykun

OT9 - vampires! Witches! “Black magic” @stayarmytinyzenmoa-l

NCT DREAM:

Mark - supernatural! “grit your f*ckin’ teeth” @irtza

Haechan - yandere! “Inseparable” @mint-yoongi

Jaemin - athlete! “on the rebound” @lunena

Jaemin - “Crazy in love” @mayaflowerxs

Renjun - classmates! “Blondes are done with fun” @rrxnjun

00’ line + Mark - arcana! “Arcane” @neonacity

Haechan - hockey player! “Ice ice baby” @cozyjae

Haechan - uni! “Learning languages” @tonicandjins

NCT TOKYO:

Sungchan - superhero! “Through the webs” @yutafrita

ENHYPHEN:

ENHYPHEN - scenario! “How they’re protective over you” @foresdxw

NI-KI - scenario! Idols! “Cookies - shattered glass” @ilovehimyourhonor

JAY - bad boy! Good girl! Dancer! “Opposites attract” @dazed-hee

TXT:

Beomgyu- hybrid! “Until it hurts a little less” @horanghoe

Beomgyu - fae! “Dasies” @thru-the-grapevine

Soobin - AI! “Artificial love” @bb-eilish

BTS:

Taehyung - Android! “A human touch” @snackhobi

SHINee:

KEY - A/B/O! “Out of love” @mymoodwriting

[staysuki]

thank you so much!! 🤍

[staysuki]

(37) manager has your back

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[staysuki]

hi y'all i'm back! 🥹 first order of business is bringing this hyunjin fic back on its tracks (though i remember not putting a taglist on this one so idk if people will even see but oh well)

i'm currently re-reading all of my fics rn and getting back to writing so soon enough, i'll be able to get back on updating EHALOJ and Good and Evil!! missed u all so much mwah mwah 🤍✨

mastertag: @leagreenly @90s-belladonna @fuzzylard @loveliebri @chimmybaek7 @todorokiskitten @lilacdreams-00 @ethereallino @ninjaleeknow @trials--error @hey-i-really-miss-you @multifandomizer @aerastus @caratinylyfe @kdhvier @hibuki-chan @blaaiissee @skzoddinaries @suhnnyskiess @beaann

anyways, hope the tag was a-ok!

[staysuki]

(37) manager has your back

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[staysuki]

HI LOVELY ASH !!! sending a big hug so glad to see u back 😭💗 I hope things are better now 🥺‼️

THANK YOU 🥹🌟‼️ it took me a long while but i've finally risen from the depths again.

now i'm just taking my time to refresh my brains with the fics i started before diving back into it because i don't want to accidentally retcon plot points. also i forgot how confusing tumblr is??

anyways, i'm glad there's people who were waiting for me or glad that i'm back, i really didn't expect that but it made my heart warm 🤍🤍🤍

[life rant ahead, skippable]

i was in a bad place in my life, i was constantly moving houses and i didn't have a place to call "home" anymore. money was also tight and it was difficult finding a job so my motivation and mental health was at an all-time low.

i wanted to make sure i was in a better place before i started writing again (bit by bit) and although things aren't perfect yet, at least i can finally say that i have a place called home!

[staysuki]

seeing you pop up on my feed after so long has reminded me to check out your basement and omg i forgot how badly i wanted the Waiting for Us fic with Lino 😭 and rereading the teaser has brought back that want 😭😭

my dumbass had to search that up because tumblr tags are still a mess and i couldn't remember that at all 😀‼️

i AM indeed back and trying to relearn all of the stuff i've left behind but i can't wait to post stuff again!!!

[staysuki]

📍HAPPY DEATH DAY | l.felix smau (masterlist)

synopsis

-> rich yet down-to-earth. devilishly handsome yet an angelic sweetheart. before you transferred to your new university, lee "yongbok" had already established a fine reputation for himself—beloved by everyone, a personality that can bring world peace. but something seems off—because you've definitely seen him before, and he's not as sweet as he makes himself out to be.

pairing: fem!reader x slc!felix (snobby!y/n x mysterious!felix) (y/n is a bit like veronica lodge—the riverdale one, not the comics one, sorry lolz) (a bit of an OC y/n, just cause she has nicknames and identifiers and whatnot) (felix is called "leo"—from lee yongbok—just cuz that's hot) | friends to enemies to friends to lovers ig idk

genre: smau, light fluff and crack, semi-angst, mystery(?), strangers? enemies? to lovers? idk. no promises. it is what it is. (a bit of season 1 riverdale vibes)

warnings: mentions of death, illness, accidents, injuries, implications of s*lf h*rm and s**cide (but not from any idol, just background side characters). slight violence. criminals. sexual themes (just mentions, nothing too detailed, no smut). cussing. extreme language. R16??? 18+??? a tamer version of SLC nevermind that, i changed my mind, it's not as tame. high society scumminess, lots of ill gossiping and reputation destroying. think gossip girl but worse. mentions of the dark web and the black market.

notes: this is a spin-off series from one of the characters (felix) in my other smau (SWEET LIKE CANDY), but you don't need to read that series first before this one. this can be enjoyed as a standalone in itself because felix was only a side character in that fic. there will rarely be any mentions or allusions to the old fic, maybe here and there but it won't make it confusing.—the university/setting is VERYYYYY far from where SLC is set, imagine small town in the middle of nowhere type of beat where felix won't get caught.

chapters—

[red—written chapters]

teaser.

characters.

000—happy worst day.

001—i'm a birthday clown tonight.

002—though my lips are smiling.

003—i'm not getting in the mood.

004—everybody looks the same like me.

005—it's boring, boring, boring, boring.

006—in a room full of stuff.

007—at the sound of empty applause.

008—blow out the candles.

009—one, two, three (foo).

010—everybody's missing a thing.

011—celebration with no feelings.

012—even when the candles went out.

013—would they wear the same expression?

014—birthday, it's your birthday.

015—the sound of the song.

016—silenced by the fireworks.

017—worst day, it's a worst day.

018—the clown's laugh echoing softly.

019—the clown's laugh.

020—tra-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, ha-ha.

020.5—happy death day.

021—happy, happy worst day.

022—feel like.

023—tra-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, ha-ha. (2)

024—happy death day. (2)

025—happy, happy worst day. (2)

026—i'm so sick of the fakes.

027—so sick of the fakes.

028—i'm so sick of the fakes. (2)

029—so sick of the fakes. (2)

030—run, run for your life.

031—run, run for your life. (2)

032—i remember the day.

033—when i was eight.

034—there was no laughter on the table.

035—in front of the dried-up cake.

036—smiling with pale lips.

037—now, hold your breath.

038—one, two, three, four.

039—i'm gonna run away.

040—farther, farther, farther away. (finale)

041—everybody blesses me. (epilogue)

lost hooks

ORIGINAL/PREQUEL: SWEET LIKE CANDY (hwang hyunjin's) SECOND SPIN-OFF/HDD SEQUEL: DON'T SHOOT ME (the story of han jisung)

CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT (HDD v1. basement extras)

(not a part of HDD but it's early revision before i changed stuff).

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(mm/dd/yy)

date started: 01/10/22

date finished: 04/29/22

taglist: (open!)

networks: @ficscafe

[that-crazy-five-foot-two-chick]

WHEW WHAT A RIDE. I usually go for drabbles, I usually go for fluff. This is neither. But I read every dang chapter dadgummit so I'm obligated to reblog.

Fyi to my dear everyone else who reads this, this is one of those examples of "the author uses irl people as barbie dolls and the characters are essentially OCs" so don't be surprised when some of them are very ooc. Pretty gritty, it's gonna have your nails poking holes into the edge of the seat that you're gripping, so enjoy.

[staysuki]

"the author uses irl people as barbie dolls and the characters are essentially OCs"

is the funniest way to describe it but i can't deny the truth. thank you so much for reading all the way! it's always such an honor when people who like entirely different genres turn out to like my works 🤍

[staysuki]

"Can I change my mind?"

pairing: ace!reader x lee know | gender neutral reader word count: 1.4k warnings: suggestiveness | i'm not well-versed in these kinds of things, i know about them but as someone who doesn't identify as such, there's only such a limited way i can perceive how it feels so i apologize in advance if there's any misrepresentation on my part! i'm willing to learn and correct any mistakes and if any of this is slightly at all offensive, i would gladly take it down. synopsis: you thought you were finally ready but you realize that perhaps you never will be.

if there's anyone in the world that you hate with a passion, that would be lee minho.

he was extremely attractive, athletic, and popular around campus— which would've been fine if not for the fact that he acts like it.

at first you felt indifferent towards him, but then the first time you guys "interacted" just immediately planted the seed of hatred you have towards him— an incident where he accidentally bumped into you by the sidewalk, making you trip but he didn't even spare so much of a glance towards your direction as he continued to parade down the field, waving at the flock of women bombarding his line of sight. hell, you didn't even know whether he felt someone bumping into him or not. what's worse was that the girls who were so eager to approach him also stepped on your schoolwork. perfect, just perfect.

you didn't mind his presence as long as he didn't mess with your daily life but now that he seemed to be appearing more in your general vicinity, you suddenly found yourself trapped within his weird harem bubble, making him notice you and have not stopped bothering you ever since.

"y/n~ you're radiant as ever today, wanna go out with me?" he smirked as he threw you a sly wink, greeting you by the school gate.

"no, minho, leave me alone."

"bad day?"

you stopped, looked at him for a second before throwing him a fake smile, "horrible, thanks to you."

the next few weeks continued as such. he never really followed you or pursued you anywhere but any time that your directions would meet, he'd make sure to annoy you out of your core.

"change your mind yet?"

"no."

and the same back and forth continues. you figured he'd just give up, there's other people in university that would probably be a better candidate than you in all aspects, so you just waited it out.

"just one coffee?"

you sighed, thinking that he's probably never going to drop it because lee minho always gets what he wants. "you know what, fine."

he shot you a victory smile, finally being able to enjoy your company.

"ugh, can i change my mind?"

"nope, see you at the university café after school!"

little did he know, you planned to be as bland as possible with this little meet up.

as you sat across from him in the coffee shop, you refused to utter a single word. if able, you would just ignore his presence entirely. but he hasn't stopped bothering you.

"why are you so grumpy, y/n?"

"y/n~~"

"do you want me to order you a slice of cake? i'm gonna order you a slice of cake. i bet you're a chocolate cake person."

"no, i don't want cake." he turned back at you as you spoke, eyes filled with amusement as he sat back down.

"finally gonna talk to me?"

you rolled your eyes. "why are you so adamant on taking me out?"

he just shrugged, "i don't know, you just don't seem interested— in anything."

"so what is this, just a conquest? another one in lee minho's checklist so you could say that you've got with every person in school?" your voice laced with venom but he just reverts back to a closed off demeanor making you shift uncomfortably in your seat as you worried whether you crossed the line.

he takes a sip out of his cup, eyes still steely trained at you, before setting it down. "so, do you like cats?"

you would've laughed in their face if somebody told you that you'd find yourself inside the dorm of the hottest guy on campus, lounging on his couch with him and his three cats whilst you both enjoyed a comfortable silence drowned out by the sounds of purring and a background movie.

but that was exactly where you are now. you didn't even know why you said yes, probably because you felt guilty that you might've struck a chord.

you found yourselves shifting back and forth on the couch whenever his cats would move, not wanting to ruin their peaceful positions; so now, you found yourself mildly snuggling against minho, your head resting on his side as cats just settled themselves on your torso.

you felt him move beside you and then he guides your head towards his lap, a pillow placed on top of it so that you could rest your head. "sorry, they're a bit too clingy."

"pfft, it's fine, they're cute."

"you're cute."

you rolled your eyes once again, turning your head back to the tv as you catch him at the side of your eye just leaning down the couch with his usual victorious grin.

if somebody told you that you'd find yourself laying underneath the hottest guy on campus, you'd probably think they're crazy.

but that's exactly where you are now.

"are you sure about this?" he gazed down at you, eyes soft and yearning as he trailed his eyes down your figure.

meekly, you nod, intertwining your fingers behind his neck as you pulled his lips to meet yours.

you share a kiss with the man that you've always found annoying— but you feel a sort of peace at the sensation. the heat between two soft lips moving languidly against each other in a fluid motion that brings tingles down minho's side.

but as minho trails his hands all over your body, a slight chill runs down your spine, making you shiver away from his touch.

he breaks the kiss, pecking away the trail of saliva that connects your mouths together as he addresses you with his half-lidded eyes, "hey... are you okay? what's wrong?" his confident demeanor suddenly turning insecure.

you scrunch your eyebrows in worry, mouth opening and closing as you try to find the correct descriptions for your current emotion, "it just.. doesn't feel right?" whatever the right words are, it definitely wasn't that.

in one motion, minho sits up, positioning himself beside you in a safe distance, "i-i'm sorry, we don't have to do this if you don't want to or if i'm doing something wrong—"

you immediately cut him off, eyes wide in guilt as he starts blaming himself "no! it's not you, i swear."

he holds your hands, lacing it with his as he drew soft circles on your skin, assuring you to open up.

"i don't think.. how do i say this.." you tilted your head, clearly struggling but minho's presence beside you made sure that you were nothing but safe. "i don't think i want to have sex."

"that's okay."

"—no, like, at all. ever." at first he pauses for a bit but he slowly nods, realization dawning on his senses.

"i-is that... okay? i mean, do you not like me anymore now?" you couldn't look at him, guilt and shame filling your heart. "i mean, i'm sure there's others who would gladly sleep with you—"

"y/n." his voice hard as he guided your face to look back at him. "i don't want anyone else, i want you."

"b-but.."

"i've always did. i mean, sure, at first i thought you were just some prissy teacher's pet but i like how you have a levelled brain on your head. you challenge me— and not just in the way that you didn't like me immediately like others. but you challenge me in school, you make me want to do my best in studying whenever i see you in class."

your breath hitched at the confession, not knowing what to say knowing how he'd felt.

"i don't think i'd say the same thing. i really hated your guts but—"

"do you like me too?"

hesitantly, you nod.

"then that's enough for me."

"but you don't get it, there's something wrong with me— i don't feel like having sex and isn't that important?"

he moves in a more comfortable sitting position, holding you once again with those same caring eyes that you've never realized was always directed towards you.

"no, y/n. there's nothing wrong with you. it's completely normal and i get that. there's so many other ways to show affection and care towards someone, it's not always about sex. and i can't wait to find out how you would show your love for me." he leans down on the sofa, gazing down at you with a lazy smile.

"hey! i didn't say i love you already."

"oh baby, but you will."

[decalcomaniacs]

hi hi ! ace person here to give feedback :D

honestly just by seeing that this was an ace representation fic, it means a lot to us already. there isn’t much public representation for any of us on the acespec so it’s always nice to have a small slice of you within the things you love.

i understand your hesitation with elaborating on this topic, op. it’s a very broad spectrum and no two aces are built the same. you did well with establishing the fear of someone packing up and leaving after they find out abt asexuality.

minho being an instant comfort after ace!reader explains the fear and confusion is just so lovely like i almost cried. it’s not like it’s just about human decency but people find it an immediate dealbreaker if someone doesn’t have sexual interest in them or wish to participate in anything sexual ever. it’s okay if allo’s don’t want to date asexuals but all we ask is to have decency if you wanna split.

the ending dialogue was super cute n funny heh. i don’t want you to feel like i’m grading a test you submitted op but you maneuvered this well ! it’s not problematic at all :) please don’t worry about taking it down.

thank you for writing this ! i hope you have a lovely day <3

[staysuki]

aw thank you for the feedback, i appreciate it! i like challenging myself with writing but i'm not super comfortable telling a story that isn't mine to tell so i'm glad i was able to do it some justice even though i just ran with the vaguest scenario and ran with it. 🤍

[staysuki]

i started watching b99 bc of dont shoot me now i always think of hannie when i see jake peralta 😭💞

YES BECAUSE THAT SHOW IS TOP TIER. my number one fave show fr

[staysuki]

if you're okay with it, can you please make an smau on slc seungmin? i really like your work and got hooked on your fics ever since slc!!!

WAIT i've never thought of this before DARN

but i already closed the universe 🥹💔

[staysuki]

hi everyone! it's been a while since i've been here (two months to be exact) and life has been kinda crazy.

i haven't had the time nor motivation to use my writing juices anymore and i've kinda started losing my passion for it.

i don't want to be the kind of person to show up out of nowhere and just beg for money but finances are kind of shitty rn and would honestly appreciate all the support i can get.

i started a redbubble under staysuki, where i just doodle some stuff or you can support me directly with any amount through my ko-fi. i truly appreciate all of the support i've gotten on my page, i hope to come back soon, maybe with a big project though i'm not sure if i'll ever come back to WIPs.

much love, ash.

[staysuki]

ate ash imy pi 😞🙏 sana ur okay lngzz

not much but it's okay not to be okay 😔💔‼️✨ imyt

[staysuki]

(36) when his older cousin comes for you

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