DARK MIND

[staywide--awake]

god I could seriously do with some help financially rn 😔

if anyone can help me out at all I’d be so so grateful

Cashapp £clomasonx

[quotefeeling]

“Everybody has a chapter they don’t read out loud.”

— Unknown

[abnormall]

i spend so much time wishing i was someone else. i dont think i’ll ever be okay with myself.

[abnormall]

[sa-dnesss]

[btwiamsam]

[sa-dnesss]

[stay-close]

Sometimes I find myself sitting in one spot for hours, staring at nothing, thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and, most disturbingly, caring about nothing.

— Mahbod Seraji, Rooftops of Tehran

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

I’m not even sure how it can keep getting worse anymore?

But somehow it does. 

It. always. does.

[abnormall]

i’m worried. i’m scared. i don’t know what to do. i feel empty and useless. all i can do is sit here shaking with emotions i don’t allow myself to feel.

[abnormall]

[sa-dnesss]

[stay-close]

I want to explain how exhausted I am. Even in my dreams. How I wake up tired. How I'm being drowned by some kind of black wave.

— Elizabeth Wurtzel

[verpasstzuleben]

[stay-close]

I keep thinking, thinking, and my thoughts are all sick, and my head is sick.

- Fyodor Dostoevsky, Stories; The Meek One, written c. 1876

[stay-close]

I woke up in the morning and I didn't want anything, didn't do anything, couldn't do it anyway.

— Richard Siken

[abnormall]