So Loud

sharing my thoughts, ideas, feelings, and whatever else pops up.

[gettingahealthybody-deactivated]

“There is always a chance to change and make things right.”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

[stayyoungfuckyou]

LINK

If your reading this that means you still look at it. If so send me an Anonymous post like you always do....

[qucko-deactivated20151208]

reblog this for good luck

[archiemcphee]

Please join us in welcoming the newest member of the Department of Astonishing Optical Illusions: Keene, NH-based tattoo artist Jesse Rix, who creates surreal, trompe-l'œil-style tattoos that turn his clients into living optical illusions.

“Skillfully composed of fine lines and filled in with lifelike color, each tattoo’s style is rooted in realism. The subject matter, however, is entirely surreal. As hexagons, cubes, and bricks of skin are “removed,” unique spectacles—including galactic battles, cosmic portraits, geometric patterns, and under-the-sea scenery—emerge. To “reveal” these unexpected images from below the surface of the skin, Rix plays with perspective, experiments with light, and alters dimensionality.”

Follow Jesse Rix on Instagram or Facebook to check out many more of his awesome custom tattoos.

[via My Modern Met]

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

[icanbealotsometimes]

As you heal, you start understand who needed you broken and who loved you anyway.

(via icanbealotsometimes)

[stayyoungfuckyou]

real thoughts right now

I crave you. this feeling is new. A want that’s indescribable. I imagine a man in the desert for weeks with no water. It’s a matter of survival. Creepy? Maybe. Sick? Idk. I don’t want to inhale another breath of oxygen unless it’s coming from you. I don’t want to lie down unless your by my side. I don’t want to open my eyes unless I’m looking At you. I don’t want to hear another sound unless it’s your whisper in my ear. I don’t want to experience the joy of taste unless it’s your lips pushing against mine. I don’t want to smell even the sweetest cake being baked until I smell your beauty as I hold you tighter then I ever have. Touching the waters of shangri-la wouldn’t compare to feeling your soft, pale, and vibrant body. My thoughts are now fading. Hope rarely comes and when it does it fades fast. Reality sets in. Our time, long ago came to an end. My love for you will last long enough to become a sin. Together again? That’s my ultimate wish. Come BACK. YOU WANT THIS TRIP. Yes, in everyone’s eyes, it’s a sin. Sinner though, you have always been. Ds123 is who I will always be. When your by my side. If your not I’ll be the one slain. Link, your role. Like it or not. Is to save me.

[stayyoungfuckyou]

also....

[stayyoungfuckyou]

I Feel you in the air I breath. I see you in the thoughts I dream. I hear you in the songs I sing. I taste you in the food i eat. I feel you in the bed I sleep. I see you in the future I seek. I hear you in letters I keep. I taste you in the water I drink. I sense you all around. I search for what can’t be found. I gaze upon the stars each night. I find only the star and moonlight. I miss your touch and sensual bite. I want your love. I need your arms wrapped around tight. We need to end this fight.

[tattooedmafia]

[punktimes]

[nakedly]

[frettnovrnuttn]

[stayyoungfuckyou]

FUCKING STUPID

This shit has become pointless. Everyone is aware of the study. Yet I'm the only one not informed. I suffer more then all. I'm the one being tested. I'm the one being punished. I'm the one suffering. But remember. There are people who need me more then I need myself. So all the suffering and punishment I endure. They endure twice that. And it's not my fault. I'm not going to play your fucking game. Abide by your rules and regulations. Or do what the game originally requires. I will continue to find glitches, cheat codes, and update the DLC. 12 (your my one and only). 328 (please have my back) 1919 (I'm always on your side) 284 (TRUST(that number might be wrong)) LAD (thanks for having my back) ASC (give me the word and I'm there and completely clean) #TG3X #thankyou

[stayyoungfuckyou]

you are a drug addicted sociopath.

I know. Sociopath is questionable. I am told by medical professionals that I have a mental illness. I like to believe that I don’t. I am different. I am unique. I have made mistakes. Some bigger then most people make. I have made amends and now I am trying to move forward in my life. I struggle everyday. I hear voices all day everyday. They keep me up at night. It’s difficult sometimes to keep moving forward when your tired and worn out. A life alone is depressing and drugs are the only thing that make me smile anymore. I hate that it’s like this. When I’m sober, I care about nothing and my thoughts are nothing more then suicide. When I’m high, I care. I help people. I work hard. I’m responsible and make sure everything is taken care of. I lost my soul mate. I can’t even remember what it’s like to be intimate with someone anymore. It’s been 15 months sense I’ve touched a female. I was meant for one girl. Hopefully someday she will see that I am still the one she loves. My self medication will only last as long as I’m alone.

[pleasantryruinsflowers-deactiva]

<3

[ninetysevenweeks]

I miss you.

no metaphors, no other beautified words, i just miss you. (via ninetysevenweeks)

[stayyoungfuckyou]

You were supposed to be the love of my life. Fuck you. I'm so angry. I hate this!!!!

I am the love of your life. I get your pissed. You have every right to be. I am too [at myself]. You know who I am. You love me. I'm still the dragonslayer123 you love with all your heart. And your still the LINK I love with all my heart. I can't do this alone. And you can't keep going at it alone. We have to be a team. You and I against the world. Like we always said. Fuck our past. Fuck our resentments. Fuck our guilt. Let's start the next chapter. And team up. OK!!!!!???