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I'm Briana and this is a closed indie blog because I'm only here to keep writing plots I loved with my friends in various groups we've been in xo

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#( intro post )

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#( ship: el x darcy )

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#( ship: el x darcy )

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El & Darcy Moodboard for @stcrgczerr

#honestly tho that's so real #they're sitting at the bar while darcy works #it's canon now #( ship: el x darcy )

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Will & Penny Moodboard for @stcrgczerr

#the babes 🥹#( ship: will x penny )

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El closed their eyes as they wrapped their hands around their glass. Darcy's words hit like little stab wounds, the image of what had left behind enough to make their chest feel hollow. The thought of her alone, their beautifully crafted cake now a symbol of what they had destroyed. It was amazing Anna could even still look them in the face. But of course once again, she had forgiven El before they would ever be able to forgive themselves. "All over," they finally said, feeling like it was the most honest answer. "I uh just flew in from Dublin, was supporting a concert series there." It had honestly been amazing but they felt guilty for even admitting it and sat up a bit. "I'm flying to Japan after the holidays." They took a long drink before letting out a low breath. After a moment they finally shifted in their seat to face her fully, their expression softening as soon as their eyes met hers. "This place got salad on the menu now? That actually looks pretty edible. I can get out of here if it's easier, we can talk in a place with not as many people. Preferably somewhere I can smoke," they joked and then immediately shook their head. "I know it's the last thing I deserve."

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Darcy wanted not to care, but it had always been so hard for her to turn it off when it came to El. Even after everything, she could feel the swell of pride at them finally getting the chance to leave the country and follow the dreams they'd talked about for so long -- even if it wasn't together. "I had to threaten quitting to get Beau to put something green on the menu that wasn't also deep fried, but he came around eventually," Darcy explained briefly, chewing slowly as she processed El's request. Should she offer that to them? Give them the chance to explain? She had wanted answers every day since and this would be the way to get them... With a sigh, Darcy met El's gaze. "I get off in, like... two hours." A part of her was terrified at the answers she would get when they finally laid everything out on the table, but maybe the truth really would set her free. "You remember how to get up to the stargazing station? I can meet you there."

#( threads )#( threads: el )#( ship: el x darcy )

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"I don't think it's bad at all. My Dad always say that nerves just mean you care and can also be like the gateway to excitement, you know?" Will understood her hesitation though. Their home had changed a lot but he was still holding onto hope that they could put a stop to it, take it back from the hands of the greedy people who were trying to destroy it now. Maybe it was naive or maybe Will just had that much faith in the people he had grown up with. He shifted closer to her as best as he could, taking her hand again just as he had at the hospital. Her hand fit so perfectly in his, it tripped him up for a moment and he almost forgot what he wanted to tell her. "But this place is going to be a big draw for people and I have faith that things are gonna turn around. Call it intuition." Well that and he knew that as long as he and the club had some say, they'd push back as hard and best as they could. And he'd always bet on them. He met her eyes as his fingers brushed against her knuckles, hoping that he was being comforting. He caught himself finally, clearing his throat as he pulled away. "Well I don't want to keep distracting you if you have things to do but I hope you don't get too busy."

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There was something about the gesture that pulled all of Penny's focus. The calluses on his hands, signs of the hard work he put into everything he did not only around here but at the vineyard as well, scratched lightly against her skin. It took Penny a moment to realize Will was speaking again. Was she really that touch starved? The disappointment she felt as he released her would suggest as much, but she pulled on a smile regardless, appreciative of the words of encouragement. "You really need to stop acting like you being here is a burden to me. I wanted you here, remember?" she chuckled some before standing. "I do have a few things on my to do list, but I'll come find you once I've knocked some of them out. Then maybe we could take lunch outside and get some fresh air. How's that sound?"