What would you do if the person who opened you up doesn’t want to do anything about how you feel? Starting a blog is one. I honestly don’t know what to do. I’m not the type of person who does not know what to do. I always think about my next move and I always know what to do but right now, I’m stunned. I’m clueless. How should respond to my fate.
Maybe, I opened myself too much. I’m sorry if I dragged you down with me to my dark place. I’m sorry if I insisted that you do the one thing you don’t wanna do. I apologize for prioritizing myself over you, Fam.
I promise not to tell you what I feel anymore. If this would make you feel better then it shall be fine with me.
Ever since I was kid, I’ve been longing for a comfort from my parents, friends and relatives but maybe I’ve got my walls so high that nobody noticed what I’ve been struggling with.
They say, “It’s okay not to be okay.” But No, you need to be Okay for your Family. I need to be the pillar where they would feel safe so it’s not okay to be not okay.
So here I am signing off from my emotions.
Bye for now. It’s time for you (@ self) to get inside the closet again. Maybe this world ain’t the right place for what’s inside you.
