i watched it begin again.

hello, i'm stella. "excuse me for i am the ocean, and i will starve for you"

[elliot--mason]

I have a nephew, but I- uh, I’ve never met him.

[stella-white-blog]

Oh, wait, yeah, Rosie told me about him. Aw, well, you'll get to spend as much time as you want with ours, Uncle Ell. 

[elliot--mason]

Cool.

[stella-white-blog]

You've never been an uncle before? 

[tessahalloway]

We do. Oh, um, Stella…that’s really weird. I love both of them just..no, not together. Pizza is good. Yes, I have been hanging out with Bobby! He says he still hates you. Kidding, and um..we’re good. Really good, actually. How are you and Sam?

[stella-white-blog]

I know that's weird, Sam already told me it was weird. I really want some mint chocolate chip ice cream though, like really bad. Really, really bad. Bobby doesn't hate me, he actually loves me. He hates you. That's awesome, Tess! Yeah, we're really good, too. 

[elliot--mason]

{Takes a deep breath} I’m good. Hey, Stell? Can he call me Uncle?

[stella-white-blog]

Of course. You'll be Uncle Elliot! It sounds perfect. 

[samuel-maron-blog]

No. I totally don’t want that. 

[stella-white-blog]

Okay, good. Hey, I have a question for you, too.

[elliot--mason]

{Talking hurriedly} Oh, God, Stells, I am so excited for you, you don’t even know. I’m gonna help you and Sam with everything I’ll do whatever you need me to do, I’ll go to doctor’s appointments- wait that can’t be done, I’ll get you food, I’ll- {Steps back and grabs her waist, eyes fall to her stomach} Oh shit, did I crush it?

[stella-white-blog]

Oh my god, Elliot, breathe. I can tell you're excited! *laughs* No, you didn't crush it, dummy. Thanks so much Elliot, you're the best! 

[samuel-maron-blog]

I really don’t want to have to call my kid junior. That’s all I’m saying.

[stella-white-blog]

I'm glad you said that, because I didn't want that either. I just didn't know if you wanted that or not. Phew, okay good. But, Alexandria would be the perfect name.

[tessahalloway]

Nothing, I just haven’t had anything to do and my thoughts just..roamed. You do, really? I guess we all do at one point or another, yeah? That is a symptom of being pregnant, so I’m not surprised. What’s the weirdest thing? And I’ve um..been good. Just been exploring. I’ve missed you too.

[stella-white-blog]

Yeah, I think we all think about it, honestly. God, last night I was craving mint chocolate chip ice cream with ramen noodles. And pizza. Of course. Have you been hanging out with Bobby the gay dragon? I'm kidding, oh my god. How are you and Garrett? 

[samuel-maron-blog]

Were you really?

[stella-white-blog]

I really was. And if it's a boy, we could name him after your dad. Or, after you. Whichever one. 

[elliot--mason]

Y-you’re pregnant?

[stella-white-blog]

Yeah. Sam and I are having a baby. 

[tessahalloway]

Me either but..I couldn’t help it today. I’m sorry, I just..yeah. How are you, Stella?

[stella-white-blog]

Why, what's so special about today? Don't be sorry, I think about it too, sometimes, I guess. I just try not to. I'm pretty good. I've been craving the weirdest shit lately though. What about you, Tess? I've missed you. 

[tessahalloway]

Do you guys ever wonder what we would be doing right now if we were still in the mansion?

[stella-white-blog]

I try not to think about it. 

[samuel-maron-blog]

Really?

[stella-white-blog]

Yeah, really. I was thinking about it the other day, and if it is a girl, I wanted to name her after you mom. You just beat me to it. 

[elliot--mason]

Oh, you know… Norah’s house.

What’s up, Stells?

[stella-white-blog]

Right. Good for you, Ell. 

Well, you know how I said I might be pregnant? I am pregnant. For sure.

[lucia--diaz]

We are planning to stay in Liam’s house. I promised him that we’d stay there. I think there’s a hotel near his house though,if you have no where to go. My family is welcoming so I’m sure they’d like you guys.

Our relationship wasn’t the best after my father died and I haven’t had the courage to meet her yet.. She abandoned me and ignored me,she didn’t even look at me for almost three years,because I reminded her so much of dad.

[stella-white-blog]

Oh, who's Liam? That's nice, yeah, we'll probably stay in a hotel or something. 

Wow, I'm so sorry, Lucia. That had to have been hard. Are you happy about seeing her or..?

[elliot--mason]

Alright! My house is almost done. I just need an actual front door…

[stella-white-blog]

A front door would probably be beneficial, Ell. Is that where you've been hiding out this whole time? I kind of have to tell you something. 

[lucia--diaz]

I agree. We are going to Miami. You can go where you want from there,though. I think we were planning two weeks,but if you need more time,we have no problem waiting. I need to visit my family there and then go back to San Diego and face my mother.

[stella-white-blog]

Well, there's no where else I really want to go, so those places are all fine with me. I don't have anyone to actually check up on, so. But, I'll ask Sam if there's somewhere else he wants to go, of course. 

What do you mean, face your mother? I mean, if you don't mind that I ask that.