she is a hurricane

Tessa Halloway, nineteen years old.

[garrettmcneil-blog]

I don’t know what to do either. I mean, we could write our will. I have no idea. It doesn’t really feel any different now that we’re engaged, though. I still love you as much as I did before, but I don’t know, maybe a little more.

[tessahalloway]

I'd rather not do that until we're all wrinkles, it'll make me feel old if we do it right now. It really doesn't..does it? I mean, I thought it would if I'm honest. I do too, but I don't know. I don't think it's possible for me to love you any more than I do now.

[tessahalloway]

Today has been the best, in a while.

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Tessa McNeil does have a ring to it. I love it. 

[tessahalloway]

I love it too. 

So, what should we do now? Write our will? Kidding, but I don't know what to do..

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Yeah, of course I’m sure, I want you to have it. Both Liv and I want you to have it. If you had jokingly told me no I think I would have had a heart attack, Tess. 

[tessahalloway]

Oh, okay, wow. This means a lot, you know, it really does. I'm sorry, at least i didn't say it though? Now that I'm thinking though..Tessa McNeil does have a ring to it, doesn't it?

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Wait.. so, yes? Thank god. I love you so much, too, Tess. So much. Here, I have my mom’s ring, well actually Liv gave it to me, so, yeah. *kisses her back* I’m glad that didn’t turn out badly. 

[tessahalloway]

Of course! Wait..your mom's ring? Um, are you sure? I mean, I don't want to take it away from Livia. Wow, um..wow. Me too. I was thinking about jokingly telling you no but..yeah, that plan failed.

[garrettmcneil-blog]

God, okay, I’m just gonna say it. Tessa, I love you so much. I love you more than anyone I’ve ever known, and I don’t know what I’d do without you. So, I guess what I’m saying is, Tessa, do you think you would want to.. marry me? *gets down on one knee* I forgot to do that before I asked you, oops. Let me ask you again. Tessa Halloway, would you do me the honor of marrying me? 

[tessahalloway]

Oh my god..um, wow. I love you so much, Garrett. Yes, of course yes! You're such a dork, but..wow. I love you. *leans down and kisses him*

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Okay, good. Okay, I really don’t know where I’m going with this. You know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you, right? 

[tessahalloway]

Going with what? Um..yeah, I know that. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, too. What's going on?

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Okay, well.. You know I love you, right? 

[tessahalloway]

Of course I do. I love you too, you know, like a lot.

[garrettmcneil-blog]

No, it’s not bad.. I just don’t have the right words to say, is all. Shit. 

[tessahalloway]

I don't know what it is, which is kind of obvious, but just try to say it? It doesn't matter how you say it, just that you get the point across..I guess.

[garrettmcneil-blog]

I can’t just say it, Tessa. This isn’t something you just say. 

[tessahalloway]

..You're scaring me. Is it bad?

[stella-white-blog]

I know that’s weird, Sam already told me it was weird. I really want some mint chocolate chip ice cream though, like really bad. Really, really bad. Bobby doesn’t hate me, he actually loves me. He hates you. That’s awesome, Tess! Yeah, we’re really good, too. 

[tessahalloway]

Of course Sam would tell you that, great minds think alike. Hm, if I find any I'll get it to you, sound good? I promise I will. Bobby loves me to death, we're best friends, he hates you! He loves me more than anything, psh. Thanks, it really is. Great! How is he taking the baby thing?

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Well, it’s actually a question. I don’t know how to ask it, though. 

[tessahalloway]

You can ask me anything Garrett, just..say it, I guess.

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Yeah, me too. I’m good, I guess. I just have a couple things on my mind. Uh, yeah.. 

[tessahalloway]

Are you okay? I mean, if you need to talk about anything..I'm always here for you. What are they?

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Y-Yeah, everything’s fine. How are you?

[tessahalloway]

Oh..okay, you had me scared for a second. I'm um..as good as I can be in this town. How are you?

[garrettmcneil-blog]

Has anyone seen Tessa? I need to talk to her.

[tessahalloway]

I'm right here. Why, is everything okay?

[stella-white-blog]

Yeah, I think we all think about it, honestly. God, last night I was craving mint chocolate chip ice cream with ramen noodles. And pizza. Of course. Have you been hanging out with Bobby the gay dragon? I’m kidding, oh my god. How are you and Garrett? 

[tessahalloway]

We do. Oh, um, Stella...that's really weird. I love both of them just..no, not together. Pizza is good. Yes, I have been hanging out with Bobby! He says he still hates you. Kidding, and um..we're good. Really good, actually. How are you and Sam?

[the-olivia-mcneil-blog]

It is. I stayed at his parents guest house whenever he got drunk to make sure he didn’t hurt his and Rosie’s son,while you all were at the mansion. I know he would go anyways. I should have to go now.

[tessahalloway]

You're a really good person, you know that Olivia? He might have hurt their son if you hadn't been there to protect him. He would, it's funny how we both know that. Or at least that I do. Oh, okay..bye Livia.