You want forgiveness?

Maybe life should be about more than just survival. Don't we deserve better than that?"

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strongoffaith:

“I couldn’t do anything.” Alec looked at his hands.

Magnus released a slow breath and leaned over to give Alec’s shoulder a gentle squeeze. “C’mon, she needs to be taken back to camp.”

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strongoffaith:

Alec gently laid Clarke down and used his jacket to elevate her head. He sat back and ran his hands over his face.

Looking over at Alec, Magnus leaned back on his haunches. “She’s going to be okay, Alexander.”

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strongoffaith:

As Clarke’s body reacted and she made sounds of pain, Alec kept her down with his strength. He turned his head away and looked at Magnus instead.

Magnus worked quickly, removing the bullet and fixing the damage it had caused before he managed to stitch the wound closed. “She’s going to need a lot of rest.”

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strongoffaith:

“What can I do? Tell me.”

“Keep her still.” Magnus said, eyes focused on the blonde as he worked at removing the bullet from her body. 

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strongoffaith:

“Em…won’t teik ai kep klin her.” Alec couldn’t even force himself to use English.

Magnus pursed his lips and grabbed the things he’d need from his bag. “Well I’m saving her anyway.” He grumbled under his breath as he quickly started to work.

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strongoffaith:

Alec’s eyes widened and he found himself unable to move. The hand clutching the knife began to tremble.

“Alexander, drop the knife.” Magnus said, voice urgent as he dropped to his knees and slid over to the pair. He immediately started checking Clarke’s vitals. “She’s still alive.”

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strongoffaith:

Alec shook his head and trembled as he held her. “I can save you. Let me try. Let me…”

“You gotta let go, Alec.” Clarke mumbled as her eyes slipped closed --- and Magnus came rushing out of the forest.

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strongoffaith:

“You are. You are.” Alec insisted, his voice beginning to shake.

“I don’t think I am.” Clarke sighed, struggling to breathe properly. “So what matters now is keeping the others safe.”

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strongoffaith:

Alec looked around for something, anything, to keep the wound closed. He shouted for Magnus and continued to look. Blinking rapidly, he took out one of his smaller knives and glanced down at her. “-I need to get the bullet out. We can’t wait anymore.”

Clarke shook her head and reached a shaking hand up to rest on one of his. “Alec, it’s okay. I’m okay with this. Seriously, we all knew I wasn’t going to make it for the long haul.”

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Reblog this and tell me your muse’s hogwarts house and patronus in the tags

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strongoffaith:

Alec kept his hand pressed over the bullet wound. “Clarke, not now.”

“Alec,” Clarke mumbled, voice weaker than she’d hoped it would be as she struggled to keep her eyes open. “This wasn’t your fault, okay? Keep an eye on all of them, don’t let Bell parent alone. He’s too susceptible to puppy dog eyes.” She managed a slight, weak, smile.

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strongoffaith:

“You’ve pulled through before and you will now. I know you.”

“What if I don’t want to?”

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@strongoffaith:

“You’re talking nonsense. We’re getting this stitched up. Magnus is coming back, you’ll see.”

“Alec, c’mon. We all knew I wouldn’t make it out okay --- we all knew this was coming.”

[rbcages]

how are you so quiet about it? your sadness i mean. how do you hold it in your chest, in your eyes, in your teeth without letting it speak; how does it stay still?

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js

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[text] Sex on a rooftop - trashy or adventurous?

more texts for you bitches || @deathhunts

[ text: Kateri ] Both?[ text: Kateri ] I’m not fucking you on a rooftop.

[whambamthankyoubram]

more texts for you bitches

ANGSTY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] You should have told me you wanted me out of your life. [text] I should have never let you back into my life. [text] Okay [muse’s name] what’s the deal, pretty sure this is you…listen if you want me to leave you alone, please just tell that. [text] Please don’t walk away. [text] Please don’t do this. [text] When are you going to realize I want nothing to do with you? [text] You want nothing to do with me, I get it. [text] I’m an idiot. You fooled me again. [text] When I think things are about to change … I’m always proven wrong. [text] I just want you to be happy. And you’ll be happier without me. [text] I just hate that someone could make me trust [him/her/them] the way that I did [text] The truth is I’m not over you. [text] The truth is I never really wanted to be with you. [text] I’m seeing someone else. [text] How the hell did you get my number, stalker? [text] You’re so selfish. [text] I just saw you leave with [her/him/them]. [text] FUCK YOU AND YOUR DUMB CUTE FACE

LOVING TEXTS, BITCH

[text] Did I tell you today that you’re the most adorable? Cause, yeah. [text] Be careful. [text] I’m only saying it because I love you. [text] I’m only saying it because I care about you. [text] Okay, I’m bringing coffee. [text] I’m thinking dinner and a movie later this week? [text] Let me take you out, please? [text] Let me make you dinner tonight. [text] I want you to be happy. [text] You’re always safe with me. [text] I can’t stop thinking about you. [text] I seriously don’t know what I’d do without you. [text] I know you may not feel like you are, but you are loved. And important. Please don’t forget that. [text] It was so good seeing you. [text] You don’t need this shit. [text] I’ll be there in five minutes. [text] Let me help, please? [text] You’re important to me. [text] Stop falling asleep in the bathtub. You’re going to drown and die and leave me and I’m not having that. [text] I would gladly watch Netflix and eat Thai with you any day. [text] I’d give up my phone charger AND the last piece of gum for you. That’s love. [text] Hey beautiful no judgment but why is there a bucket of KFC chicken in the bathtub??

ANGRY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] If you don’t want me to bust your window, I suggest you answer the phone. Now. [text] To quote Mean Girls, you’re a fugly slut. [text] Are you SERIOUSLY bringing that up right now!? [text] Lose my number, asshole. [text] You’re so predictable and obnoxious. And it’s not only me who thinks so. [text] …The least you could do is answer, wtf. [text] You’re a piece of shit human being and an even worse friend. [text] This is YOUR FAULT. And you can’t even pretend like it isn’t, because you know it is. [text] Why couldn’t you just stay out of it? [text] Holy fucking shit, take a hint, asshole. [text] Go fuck yourself. [text] What the fucking hell is wrong with you? [text] You can take your stuff back as long as I don’t light it on fire first. [text] I have cramps and a migraine so you do NOT want to mess with me right now [text] Bye and have a very fuck you day

SEXY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] Just let me suck your dick and be happy. Let me have this. [text] Why are you so hot…like honestly, it’s not fair. [text] Yeah, you looked good in your [dress/shirt/pants] last night but really, they looked way better on my floor. [text] Come over. With condoms. [text] You should come over, clothing optional. [text] I feel like a nasty slut and I LOVE IT [text] Sorry I got drunk and texted you about my sex life [text] Sex on a rooftop - trashy or adventurous? [text] If you’re not at my apartment, shirtless, in five minutes, I will be personally offended. [text] I don’t think he likes that I’m always sending him pictures of me in my bra but he needs to get it together [text] It’ll be like The Notebook, except with way more of my penis. [text] I didn’t know that all of his brothers would be hot and musically inclined, too. That’s a dick move on behalf of biology. [text] I DON’T WANT YOUR DICK. I WANT BRUNCH. [text] So is it your turn now to pretend like dating someone else would stop us from fucking? [text] I just need some of your time and all of your body. [text] I am available for nakedness [text] I think about [him/her/them] when I masturbate so I guess you could call it love

DRUNK TEXTS, BITCH

[drunk text] So wat are you really over me no w [drunk text] AND I UNFOLLOWED YOU ON INSTAGRAM TOO, BITCH [drunk text] You are my queen and my savior and I love you forever [drunk text] You are the most beautiful girl I have ever known [drunk text] I’m eating macaroni and cheese on a slice of pizza and autocorrect just wrote that text for me pretty much, what’s your night like [drunk text] Listen up slut, you’re one hot piece of ass and if [he/she/they] doesn’t realize it, it’s their loss [drunk text] but what’s the point of a Disney sing off party if you’re not here. You have to be be the Pumbaa to my Timon [drunk text] Can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight [drunk text] FUCK YOU YOU’RE GORGEOUS [drunk text] I think maybe you and me should like go out and eat pizza or something check yes or no [drunk text] Please don’t hate me I’m too tired and too dizzy to be hated [drunk text] I hate (him/her) but less when I’m drinking. Thanks, alcohol. [drunk text] Omf g you need to get over here now I think I’m dyin [drunk text] SWEEEEEEEET CAROLINE