shin mirae / #f2f9ff
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shin mirae / #f2f9ff
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@synthhearts said, "don't i know you from somewhere?"
it's a cool evening, dark skies, showing just enough stars to draw mirae's attention up from his papers once in a while. behind him, music's leaking out from inside the lounge where the rest of the tables are. some faculty had been nice enough to extend an invitation for some after-hours drinks, and mirae had accepted out of guilt for all the other times they've tried and failed to get him out. this time, he lasted in the crowd for about thirty minutes, before he found an opening to slip out and grab an outdoor table instead.
it isn't their fault. some people just aren't meant for certain things. he thinks that the things he is useful for are elsewhere, not here, not with well-intentioned people who would be better off spending their energy on somebody capable of reciprocating. or at least somebody who isn't so...the way he is.
he's better suited for grading papers from barely-trying freshmen, for example. he's good at reading essays that are painfully obviously plagiarized and not incurring permanent brain damage.
mirae turns another page over and takes a heavy drink from the second beer bottle on his table. then he hears the voice.
"don't i know you from somewhere?"
he looks up, and promptly falls into a small coughing fit at the sight of ahra standing there in the low street lights. mirae sets the bottle down with a clear of his throat, feeling red all the way up to his ears. "oh, ms. ahn. good eveningā yes, we briefly met at the expo a few days ago. my parents had been very much looking forward to meeting you."
he'd been present as their lead-in; his mother reasoned that him being close to ahra's age would somehow spark an instant connection. someone of ahra's status and community reach could be a valuable opportunity for the company. a valuable investment, was his mother's phrasing. mirae had done his own research after that day, and he understood where his parents saw an opportunity: some sort of endorsement from one of the birds of paradise members could do wonders for lovebug's new user statistics.
truthfully, after everything he read, mirae just feels a pang of pity. he doesn't know how ahra can stand all the things that he assumes she has to deal with.
"it's nice to run into you in less formal circumstances." he offers her a small smile. without his parents and without her manager, he means. or that's who he had assumed that individual constantly around her was. "i'm not sure if i can recommend this lounge. they're getting a little loud in there." on cue, there's a swell of cheering inside. mirae grimaces, consciously placing his hands in his lap and feeling for his ring in place. "how are you? things with the expo aren't taking too much of a toll on you, are they?" truthfully, it had been his parents who pitched the idea of inviting her to inyeon's planning committee, completely out of self interest.
SETTING. out for a seemingly ordinary lunch. WITH @heartrendz.
the directive from his parents had been simple, suggested by his mother casually over the phone that morning during his morning drive into campus. it's the least you can do after everything, mirae. you're closest to them. find out what they want. never mind that he was only "the closest" because they were intent on avoiding their new social media manager like petty schoolchildren.
ziya was hardly a threat, only deemed one by their family name. the day their name first appeared on the list of new hires, mirae happened to be on the executive call when the spool of unspoken history concerning one amina and her child ziya, two people who mirae hadn't heard of until then. it turned out that she was an ex-board member, a so-called traitor to the company when she exited her role. with the way mirae's parents have been talking about ziya, it was as if they believed that this capacity for treason was also a gene that had been passed down from mother to child.
mirae has learned to take claims like this with a grain of salt. he's checked up on ziya a few times, mostly at his parents' insistence, and found nothing particularly suspicious, treacherous, or threatening to the company. if anything, ziya was a step up from their last social media manager, some idiot who'd been caught using the official account to broadcast their own views to the internet.
but after his own last scandal, mirae's already incurred a debt to his parents, and his mother is insistent. find out what they want.
so mirae invites ziya out to lunch. it goes well --- better than the other obligatory lunches he's had with people who have been worse conversationalists --- and there's no subtle way to ask are you still in contact with your mother who has ill intentions towards this company?, so mirae doesn't ask them that. he pays for their meal with a company card and resolves to tell his mother that ziya isn't anyone they need to be worried about. they should have other priorities right now, like the stagnating number of new users this quarter, or the concerning rise of catfishing and scamming reports that have been funneled to their support desk.
and for the most part, mirae believes that. "thanks for meeting me today," he tells ziya as they're walking out of the restaurant, offering them a tentative smile. it's a sunny day, and the sidewalk buzzes with everyone else on their lunch break. "i figure you already have a good amount of work to do, given that our last social media manager was...less capable than you are, so i appreciate that you took the time. if you need anything..."
some murmurs. mirae glances over ziya's shoulder and spots someone stumbling out of the same restaurant, bumping into a couple of people by the doors.
mirae frowns, gesturing slightly for ziya to step closer and out of the way before they get bumped too. "if you need anything," he begins again, "you have my number. you can---"
"hey." the stranger is there now, right behind ziya. their eyes, which don't look quite right, focus intently on the back of ziya's head. "do i know you?"
SETTING. a dinner event, post pr disaster. WITH @exitsignflicker.
mirae knows uncomfortably little about park rinu, which is also an uncomfortable contrast from the others who have been swept into this role before. his parents liked to choose candidatesātargets, franklyābased on their likeliness to play the part, receive their payouts, and walk away with little trouble. the whole arrangement was mortifying, so mirae liked the finality. he liked never having to look any of them in the eye again afterwards.
so, then, his regular connection to park jinu had already posed an inconvenience from the start, before any of this shitshow even happened. back then, he didn't even know rinu's name, only that he was the face he saw at the rose quarter's reception every few months he stopped by with someone new on his arm. rinu minded his business throughout it, never pried about why mirae was there with someone new so often, never questioned if he was some sort of deviant or player or maybe both like some of the tabloids say, and for all of that, mirae had started to think favorably of him. park rinu could keep quiet, a trait that could balance out the fact that they crossed paths more often than mirae would have liked.
then, the slip. the stupid little mistake, which had happened because his most recent companion hadn't been vetted thoroughly enough, because mirae didn't do his own research like he usually did, because he was behind on grading papers, because there was a tightly-packed week full of events coming up, because he was supposed to somehow wrangle his brother to all of themāso, really, is this all jiho's fault?ābecause of all of this, they had failed to catch the fact that his last pretend-companion was already in a resonance of their own. one day after pictures surfaced of mirae slipping into the rose quarter with them, another set surfaced of that same person holding hands with someone else on the street, their marks happily thrumming together.
then all of the gossip. so they weren't bonded to each other all along? why pretend? isn't the whole point of lovebug to find the one you're meant to be with? why is shin mirae sabotaging another fated relationship? is this really what lovebug endorses?
no, he had answered on autopilot, the reason that they had been pretending was to cover up for his real partner, who wanted to stay out of the spotlight all this time. of course. and they'd eaten it up, that's so romantic, he just wanted to make sure his soulmate was safe, and the tide turned overnight, and his parents were satisfied enough that they stopped making threats to write him out of the company and drag his brother out of exile to take his place. his brother, who mirae wants to grab by the throat and thrash until the loose blocks in his brain fell into the right spots, but who will always be his little brother to him, the one he virtually raised himself when their parents couldn't separate from the company long enough to do it themselves.
anyway. mirae can't imagine jiho trapped in a corporate office for forty-five hours a week, so there's no other way around it: park rinu is his new "soulmate" for the foreseeable future.
how long will this one last? none of the others were needed for more than two or three weeks, but there's too much scrutiny this time. mirae's afraid that it's going to be a month or more. even throughout tonight, a simple dinner for one of lovebug's philanthropic ventures, they haven't had a single second alone.
the balcony only empties out because it turns networking hour, and everyone flocks to the open floor to talk to each other. mirae manages to pluck two glasses of champagne from a passing server and escape through the double doors unnoticed. one step into the cool evening air, he pauses to exhale. it feels like the first time he's done so all night. then he crosses the balcony to join rinu at the railing.
"i give it another fifteen minutes before we can leave," he says by way of announcing himself. "i didn't know what you liked, but it was the only thing they're serving. i'll take it if you don't drink." he offers the second glass of champagne, taking a solemn sip from his own. he's been sober through far more of this whole ordeal than is humane.
rinu is wearing the ensemble that he had a driver deliver over that morning. he looks different, borderline strange, in these clothes and this light, which is nothing like the fuzzy lighting of the rose quarter's lobby.
mirae tears his gaze away to look down at the sprawling city beneath them instead. in the dark, each glowing window looks like a burning star in the sky. "did you get a chance to meet my brother yet?"
eee HELLO ā¼ļø i'm so excited to be here, everyone's muses look so good omg. this is an initial disclaimer that this is my primary blog for my muse mirae, and my other muse yeji is on a sideblog @primesynthetics! also another disclaimer that i'm rly bad with pickin gifs and so i've just cut them out entirely, but ur welcome to use them in your replies!
i have a few pre-established plots for both of them, but if none of those quite fit, i'm also down to come up with smth new & specific to our muses! i'm also excited enough to write that i'd be down to assume basic connections, start threading, and go off of chem, so lmk if you'd prefer that. ty in advance for reading!!
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āYou, God, who live next doorā If at times, through the long night, I trouble you with my urgent knockingā this is why: I hear you breathe so seldom. I know youāre all alone in that room. If you should be thirsty, thereās no one to get you a glass of water. I wait listening, always. Just give me a sign! Iām right here. As it happens, the wall between us is very thin. Why couldnāt a cry from one of us break it down? It would crumble easily, it would barely make a sound.ā
ā Rainer Maria Rilke, tr. Anita Barrows and Joanna Macy,Ā āDu, Nachbar Gott, wenn ich dich manchesmalā | Ā Rilkeās Book of Hours: Love Poems to God
when iām trying to go to sleep but then i remember and remember and remember and remember