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this is an independent & mutuals only dual blog for siffrin & loop from the game "in stars & time" . this blog will heavily focus on AU verses due to the isat rpc being incredibly small ( mainly pokémon & final fantasy xiv ) . this blog is also not spoiler free !

ok confession I think. I cannot handle more than one blog anymore. or maybe it was a mistake going for a single blog for a rpc that is oh so very small & kind of not known...

so I am super sorry to say but I am moving sif & loop back to my multi @soulgathered .

#ooc ✴ — a fuchs is talking .

knife-enby

since you guys loved miserable siffrin so much, here's another wip

#[ oh they are truly going through it ]#[ BUT OMG !! the star catchlight ]#[ ...haha just don't wish on it........ ]#portrait ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ you are loved .#portrait ✴ — loop ˖ ˚ wish upon a star .#[ since it is sasasaap sif ]#blood cw #injury cw

starsandstarlight

They blinked, not expecting the immediate denial. It wasn't?

. . . Ah, he was still doing that thing where he was being far nicer than they deserved. Okay. They did not ask what he meant, because frankly, he'd been doing that a lot today and they were tired of arguing against it.

Though they still rolled their eyes when stardust made that oh so bold demand. "Oh, like you would do any different." Siffrins were hypocrites, through and through.

Loop huffed out a quiet, but pained, laugh. Truthfully, they couldn't remember the last time they felt genuinely relaxed. First, there was their own loops. Then there was dealing with being stuck in someone else's loops that they literally had to help with. Someone who was such a better version of them and only reminded of them of who they used to be, what they'd lost. Including their own family. And now there was . . . well, now. Traveling with friends that don't remember them and that same other self, and no script to follow. Every hour they wondered why they accepted, and yet they couldn't bring themself to completely leave, either.

They looked away. ". . . Goodnight, Siffrin."

For the record, they did try to sleep. They were exhausted. They wanted a break. But they were also tense. Today had been a lot, and the others were still nearby, even if away from them, and stardust was right there, and they'd just had an argument, and they'd just learned their actions had affected stardust even worse than they realized, and something in them was expecting either stardust to wake up and for them to start arguing again or for one of the others to peek in to see what was going on.

They weren't sure how long they'd spent with their head dipped into their cloak, staring up at the top of the tent, when they felt stardust's grip on their hand tighten. Frowning, they turned to look at him.

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he huffed a little, knowing loop was right. "...'m trying to learn new ways" through slow steps and he often caught himself taking one forward and immediately taking two back. but maybe trying to help another them, reminding loop to be kinder to themself could help him in the long run too.

but that was an argument for another day, his eyelid grew heavier and heavier until finally, only barely hearing loop's goodnight, sleep took them.

the first night after the loops ended, siffrin had a dreamless rest, exhaustion not allowing them to remember anything by the time he woke up. the nights after that were different - he did not straight up have nightmares all the time but the memories of the loops had ingrained themselves into his brain.

in a sense, he still had not left the house. and perhaps a part of them would always remain stuck there.

the hand however helped. his dreams including loop's gentle light as if the star walked with them through the dark corridors. he wanted to apologize for somehow dragging them back into it but soon enough the dream dissolved into nothingness and siffrin relaxed again, their grip loosening a little and their expression relaxing.

#starsandstarlight #threads ✴ — siffrin .#verse ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ post loops 01 .

knife-enby

(this is a wip) have you ever seen a more miserable creature in your life

#[ they are the miserable creature ... ]#portrait ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ you are loved .#blood cw

i know i am not super active but,,, i'd like to hear ppls opinion on some potential names for si.f ( pre - forgetting everything ) ~ i just can't decide tbh .

#ooc ✴ — a fuchs is talking .

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Send "Are you in love with ___?" for my muse's reaction.

#ooc ✴ — memes .

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hi i am fuchs & have managed to hit & confirm delete instead of reblogging my starter call so uh.... new starter call. because i am stupid ! ( mutuals only . also i might drop into IMs for plotting )

#misc ✴ — interaction call .#[ I'll get to them after sleeping fir a little]

[starsandstarlight] 👋 Their fingers are gentle as they comb through stardust's hair, navigating carefully through the tangles of the back in the hopes to ease whatever nightmare has a hold of him this time.

in their dreams, memories come easier to siffrin. they are still ghosts of what used to be, blurry and nonsensical, not something he would remember when waking up but still there.

he'd been back in the corridors of the house, running and alone. did he run towards the king or away? he could not even tell. but he'd glimpse his family disappearing behind a corner, never listening to him pleading for them to stop, to wait.

it's only when loop started to brush his hair that the dream started to change. he was sitting by a fire in a home, smaller than they remember being. gentle hands brush through siffrin's hair. the person behind him is chatting with someone sitting by a table, writing papers. they cannot see the faces but he knows they were important to him.

unconsciously, siffrin made the choice to not try to look too closely, perhaps knowing that if he did he would wake up. his mind deciding to stay here for a while in a memory that would disappear like morning dew, once he woke up. but at least his body eased and he relaxed underneath loop's touch.

there are however, quiet tears rolling down their cheeks.

send 👋 to play with my muse's hair ( accepting ) // @starsandstarlight .

#starsandstarlight #asks ✴ — siffrin .#verse ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ post loops 01 .

all-my-ocs-are-evil

[insert poetic title here]

fun fact: this did not start out as isat fanart

(rambling in tags)

#body horror cw #[ this is among my fave comics/fanarts of isat tbh ;; just urgh ]#portrait ✴ — loop ˖ ˚ wish upon a star .#portrait ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ you are loved .

starsandstarlight

. . . Oh! They knew why stardust felt less broken around them despite how mean they'd been to him! "Well, being next to someone even more broken will do that~" It was the comparison! It would be easy to feel more put together when they had someone who'd been shattered much further right there!

"You better enjoy it while it lasts!" they said, a faux haughty tone entering their voice as they bounced off stardust's own playful words. "This is a one-time offer!" They flopped back down next to them, not reaching out themself but allowing stardust to take their hand. Their eyes squeezed shut at the automatic flinch, letting the irritation and shame for it wash through them. It was fine. It was fine. Stardust knew it didn't mean anything, they wouldn't judge them for it, they wouldn't take it the wrong way.

It. Was. Fine.

Stars above they wanted to just be normal about things like this. They'd literally just been hugging! What was a small touch compared to that?

. . . Regardless, as they forced their expression to relax, they realized they'd miscalculated badly. Somehow, hands held with fingers intertwined felt more intimate than literally latching onto each other in a hug. They didn't know why. It wasn't as overwhelming, thank the stars, but it was . . . different.

Their eyes opened as stardust spoke and they glanced at him with a sly look, about to say they'd have to make him lose consciousness some other way-

And then they faltered and looked away. Stardust had nightmares about them strangling him. And they were just about to, what, joke about it immediately before bed? How stupid could they be?

". . . Then it'll suck to be me, I guess," they muttered instead.

Louder, they added, "You will, though! You had a long day filled with new, exciting things! That's exhausting! You'll pass out eventually!"

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siffrin frowned, their glare for once not hidden by his now lost hat or by the eyepatch. "that is not what I meant" he knew he - and therefor loop - had a tendency to put themself down... stars, it wasn't even hard for him to follow the star's logic.

they open their mouth wanting to explain why he felt that way, why loop's presence helped but even with all the progress he had recently made, siffrin would always remain siffrin. being vulnerable was hard. "...don't talk like that about yourself" they said instead, still frowning.

oh universe, this would be one long journey if they played this game every day.

it was fine. it was fine having someone around who could read every dumb thought that crossed his mind and who knew how to push all the buttons.

"thank you" he mumbled, clinging to loop's hand just a little bit more. "so did you - more than me even."

siffrin at least had managed to sleep a couple night surrounded by their family feeling safe since... when? he'd rather not think about it. "you must have been on edge since you arrived here." since their own loops started. he remembered loop saying they enjoyed their time in the sun and maybe it had been a bit of a break to not be the universe's idiot running through the house but that did not change that they were stuck in the loops.

and then seeing the world nearly break, their other self geting the happy end they wanted and being dragged by that copy into the open... "try to rest too" he mumbled, disappearing further into the blankets, their voice getting drowsy "g'night siffrin."

#starsandstarlight #threads ✴ — siffrin .#verse ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ post loops 01 .

⭐️⭐️⭐️ // loop c:

they have told pure vanilla that the cookie 'siffrin' has crumbled years ago. instead of saying the truth they pretend they are a remnant of a wish sif made & they'll take siffrin's spot as pv's guard.

loop's incredibly frustrated with their blind eye because they feel like a lot of times it is pv & his staff that help them out, not the other way.

they often leave little star patterns on pv clothes or twinkling lights in his hair whenever they do take care of it ( they try not to, remembering that they used to do that & they cannot have pv get suspicious ... but a loved habit crumbles hard )

headcanons for our muses ( accepting ) // @vaniliight .

#vaniliight #asks ✴ — loop .#about ✴ — loop .#verse tbt.

⭐️ grips u like a squeaky toy

he's fully aware of koharu's resentment against him after the vault but tends to pretend he's fine with it. after all they are disgusting & deserving of this, he couldn't even protect someone so dear to her! but also if sif is ever brought to the point of snapping the way he did during act 5 ... he would not hold back for her & probably say something along the lines of "you just needed someone to hate more than yourself! it's not like you saved him either, now did you?!"

headcanon for our muses ( accepting ) // @unmeiha .

#unmeiha #asks ✴ — siffrin .#about ✴ — siffrin .#verse ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ scion of the seventh dawn 01 .

promptsareus-blog1

For each “⭐️” I get, I’ll write a headcanon about our muses.

#ooc ✴ — memes .

vaniliight

“Loop…?”

That. That earned a puzzled frown from Pure Vanilla, hands curling around his staff in uncertainty. Loop… he didn’t recognise the name. The voice, yes. The name… no. Was this another side effect from his time lost? Possibly.

His staff studied the other for a moment, before he turned it to sweep across the corridor again. “It’s like how I left it.” his voice was – strangled. Any higher and it would be choked with tears. “Everything is… mostly in place.” Save for the cookies. Those who had been here before.

But it was just walls. It was just a place…

Pure Vanilla had to smile all the same, “It must’ve been terribly lonely. I’m… sorry that you were here for so long without company.” a pause, “I used to live here – and… I suppose I will be again. I hope you do not mind sharing the space with me.”

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"loop!" they repeated, maybe to assure themself of this spontanously picked name. don't think about it, you cannot go back to being that cookie!

loop leaned forward a bit, giving the staff a little wave with their hand. "it is how you left it a day before the kingdom got attacked" they corrected in a softer voice before shrugging at the notion they might had been alone.

stars, they had been lonely. but they would not reveal something like that to anyone. "I had company at first, a few cookies were caught in the time loop. but even with their memories re-setting they'd look outside the window and see the passage of time" they all somehow managed to leave.

loop had been the only one stuck here. "I know who you are. I hardly can forbid the ruler to live in his own quarters."

#vaniliight #threads ✴ — loop .#verse tbt.

wishlist is just really a plot with si.ffrin shortly / directly after losing their memories & everyone outside of the island forgetting it existed . this is me asking if sb wants to adopt an amnesiac kid lmao ...

#ooc ✴ — wishlist .

weisskunig-a

@sternenzeiten replied to your post “Angry because you’re not small and cute like me!”:

...ciel whimpering because please teach her your ways !!

Step one: Perfect the sad puppy eyes.

Step two: Profit.

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she will do her best to learn because she really wants to impress blueberry !

#threads ✴ — ciel ( guest ) .#verse ✴ — siffrin ˖ ˚ pokemon 01 .

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