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Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
āHm. Theyāve been waiting to hear from you. Just so you know. They miss you. Or, well, Moon does. Harryās mind is a bit more confusing to read.ā
āOh! I wonāt visit them. I have work to do. Jake can talk to them anyways! So, Yeah! I can write a letter.. thats it-ā
Will sighed, leaning onto his cane.
āMm. Saw that response coming on from a mile away. Theyā Okay, wellā Yeah, nevermind, do whatever! See them, donāt see them, makes no real difference in my life.ā
āā¦Theres nothing to really chat with them for a- well.. Yeah!! Unless, They are free..-ā
āHey, Iām not pressuring you into anything else. Iāve done enough of that for one day and Iād like to avoid going all āBeholdingā mode again.ā
He held his hands up in surrender. HEāS SILLY AGAIN
āOh? That mode! I donāt mind it, honestly. I mean- I do. Like the harsh truth, yāknow?ā
āā¦Not really but- I can- I cant keep making excuses. So, yeah.ā
āAre youā Are you saying you want to visit them? Did I accidentally use reverse psychology or something?ā
āNo. Iāve wanted. To visit them, for a while, actually. But I always stepped down because- imagine finding out your son lives in his restaurant.ā
āI just wanted a happy family. For once. And everyone is either dead or gone.. ha.ā
[HE SOUNDS LIKE HES ABOUT TO CRY..]
āThatās what youāre worried about? Christ, Harry still lives in his Iām fairly certain and Moon lives with xis sister. Neither of them have any room to judge in that regard.ā
He softens at that last bit, tugging on the sleeves of his jacket. He misses his brother, chat:(
āWell, Jake is here. Iām here. Moon and Harry are likely out there waiting for you. Itāsā Never too late to start again, right?ā
āThat.. makes me slightly less nervous. I know those two are always accepting but. I feel like I failed them? I know i know. They are happy with me no matter what- but- why canāt I be the p-ā
[HIIII Jake pulled Steven into a hug.]
āWhat he means to say is; heās happy you came to visit. Despite what you said, itās still technically you. Thatās all he gives a fuck about- and something something- rant about how he loves his kids- you get the picture.ā
ā..Yeah. He- he said it. But. It doesnāt feel right.ā
Heās smiling.. He steps closer and just. Looks at them.
āIāmā Iām glad. Thatās nice to hear, I mean. Considering everything. I replaced your bug son and tormented you with your worst fears and youāre stillā Happy to have me here.ā
āThatās probably why it doesnāt feel right. Again, Iām not actually William William.ā
āYou still are a form of him. Youāre still my son. I wouldnāt get mad, why would I? I wouldāve failed. You know? Sure- I shut down but- I did also antagonize you. So, itās even in the end.ā
[Hes so.. softā¦. Hes sonSWEET)
āā¦Plus. Jake explained it to me.ā
āItāsā I dooooonāt really think thatās a good definition of even. Though, I suppose Iām glad you donāt seem to mind me. Justā Interesting.ā
Looking at his shoes now..
āRightāā
āIāve been told worse and seen worse. So, donāt worry! Everything will be fine. Trust me. Honestly!ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
āHm. Theyāve been waiting to hear from you. Just so you know. They miss you. Or, well, Moon does. Harryās mind is a bit more confusing to read.ā
āOh! I wonāt visit them. I have work to do. Jake can talk to them anyways! So, Yeah! I can write a letter.. thats it-ā
Will sighed, leaning onto his cane.
āMm. Saw that response coming on from a mile away. Theyā Okay, wellā Yeah, nevermind, do whatever! See them, donāt see them, makes no real difference in my life.ā
āā¦Theres nothing to really chat with them for a- well.. Yeah!! Unless, They are free..-ā
āHey, Iām not pressuring you into anything else. Iāve done enough of that for one day and Iād like to avoid going all āBeholdingā mode again.ā
He held his hands up in surrender. HEāS SILLY AGAIN
āOh? That mode! I donāt mind it, honestly. I mean- I do. Like the harsh truth, yāknow?ā
āā¦Not really but- I can- I cant keep making excuses. So, yeah.ā
āAre youā Are you saying you want to visit them? Did I accidentally use reverse psychology or something?ā
āNo. Iāve wanted. To visit them, for a while, actually. But I always stepped down because- imagine finding out your son lives in his restaurant.ā
āI just wanted a happy family. For once. And everyone is either dead or gone.. ha.ā
[HE SOUNDS LIKE HES ABOUT TO CRY..]
āThatās what youāre worried about? Christ, Harry still lives in his Iām fairly certain and Moon lives with xis sister. Neither of them have any room to judge in that regard.ā
He softens at that last bit, tugging on the sleeves of his jacket. He misses his brother, chat:(
āWell, Jake is here. Iām here. Moon and Harry are likely out there waiting for you. Itāsā Never too late to start again, right?ā
āThat.. makes me slightly less nervous. I know those two are always accepting but. I feel like I failed them? I know i know. They are happy with me no matter what- but- why canāt I be the p-ā
[HIIII Jake pulled Steven into a hug.]
āWhat he means to say is; heās happy you came to visit. Despite what you said, itās still technically you. Thatās all he gives a fuck about- and something something- rant about how he loves his kids- you get the picture.ā
ā..Yeah. He- he said it. But. It doesnāt feel right.ā
Heās smiling.. He steps closer and just. Looks at them.
āIāmā Iām glad. Thatās nice to hear, I mean. Considering everything. I replaced your bug son and tormented you with your worst fears and youāre stillā Happy to have me here.ā
āThatās probably why it doesnāt feel right. Again, Iām not actually William William.ā
āYou still are a form of him. Youāre still my son. I wouldnāt get mad, why would I? I wouldāve failed. You know? Sure- I shut down but- I did also antagonize you. So, itās even in the end.ā
[Hes so.. softā¦. Hes sonSWEET)
āā¦Plus. Jake explained it to me.ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
āHm. Theyāve been waiting to hear from you. Just so you know. They miss you. Or, well, Moon does. Harryās mind is a bit more confusing to read.ā
āOh! I wonāt visit them. I have work to do. Jake can talk to them anyways! So, Yeah! I can write a letter.. thats it-ā
Will sighed, leaning onto his cane.
āMm. Saw that response coming on from a mile away. Theyā Okay, wellā Yeah, nevermind, do whatever! See them, donāt see them, makes no real difference in my life.ā
āā¦Theres nothing to really chat with them for a- well.. Yeah!! Unless, They are free..-ā
āHey, Iām not pressuring you into anything else. Iāve done enough of that for one day and Iād like to avoid going all āBeholdingā mode again.ā
He held his hands up in surrender. HEāS SILLY AGAIN
āOh? That mode! I donāt mind it, honestly. I mean- I do. Like the harsh truth, yāknow?ā
āā¦Not really but- I can- I cant keep making excuses. So, yeah.ā
āAre youā Are you saying you want to visit them? Did I accidentally use reverse psychology or something?ā
āNo. Iāve wanted. To visit them, for a while, actually. But I always stepped down because- imagine finding out your son lives in his restaurant.ā
āI just wanted a happy family. For once. And everyone is either dead or gone.. ha.ā
[HE SOUNDS LIKE HES ABOUT TO CRY..]
āThatās what youāre worried about? Christ, Harry still lives in his Iām fairly certain and Moon lives with xis sister. Neither of them have any room to judge in that regard.ā
He softens at that last bit, tugging on the sleeves of his jacket. He misses his brother, chat:(
āWell, Jake is here. Iām here. Moon and Harry are likely out there waiting for you. Itāsā Never too late to start again, right?ā
āThat.. makes me slightly less nervous. I know those two are always accepting but. I feel like I failed them? I know i know. They are happy with me no matter what- but- why canāt I be the p-ā
[HIIII Jake pulled Steven into a hug.]
āWhat he means to say is; heās happy you came to visit. Despite what you said, itās still technically you. Thatās all he gives a fuck about- and something something- rant about how he loves his kids- you get the picture.ā
ā..Yeah. He- he said it. But. It doesnāt feel right.ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
āHm. Theyāve been waiting to hear from you. Just so you know. They miss you. Or, well, Moon does. Harryās mind is a bit more confusing to read.ā
āOh! I wonāt visit them. I have work to do. Jake can talk to them anyways! So, Yeah! I can write a letter.. thats it-ā
Will sighed, leaning onto his cane.
āMm. Saw that response coming on from a mile away. Theyā Okay, wellā Yeah, nevermind, do whatever! See them, donāt see them, makes no real difference in my life.ā
āā¦Theres nothing to really chat with them for a- well.. Yeah!! Unless, They are free..-ā
āHey, Iām not pressuring you into anything else. Iāve done enough of that for one day and Iād like to avoid going all āBeholdingā mode again.ā
He held his hands up in surrender. HEāS SILLY AGAIN
āOh? That mode! I donāt mind it, honestly. I mean- I do. Like the harsh truth, yāknow?ā
āā¦Not really but- I can- I cant keep making excuses. So, yeah.ā
āAre youā Are you saying you want to visit them? Did I accidentally use reverse psychology or something?ā
āNo. Iāve wanted. To visit them, for a while, actually. But I always stepped down because- imagine finding out your son lives in his restaurant.ā
āI just wanted a happy family. For once. And everyone is either dead or gone.. ha.ā
[HE SOUNDS LIKE HES ABOUT TO CRY..]
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
āHm. Theyāve been waiting to hear from you. Just so you know. They miss you. Or, well, Moon does. Harryās mind is a bit more confusing to read.ā
āOh! I wonāt visit them. I have work to do. Jake can talk to them anyways! So, Yeah! I can write a letter.. thats it-ā
Will sighed, leaning onto his cane.
āMm. Saw that response coming on from a mile away. Theyā Okay, wellā Yeah, nevermind, do whatever! See them, donāt see them, makes no real difference in my life.ā
āā¦Theres nothing to really chat with them for a- well.. Yeah!! Unless, They are free..-ā
āHey, Iām not pressuring you into anything else. Iāve done enough of that for one day and Iād like to avoid going all āBeholdingā mode again.ā
He held his hands up in surrender. HEāS SILLY AGAIN
āOh? That mode! I donāt mind it, honestly. I mean- I do. Like the harsh truth, yāknow?ā
āā¦Not really but- I can- I cant keep making excuses. So, yeah.ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
āHm. Theyāve been waiting to hear from you. Just so you know. They miss you. Or, well, Moon does. Harryās mind is a bit more confusing to read.ā
āOh! I wonāt visit them. I have work to do. Jake can talk to them anyways! So, Yeah! I can write a letter.. thats it-ā
Will sighed, leaning onto his cane.
āMm. Saw that response coming on from a mile away. Theyā Okay, wellā Yeah, nevermind, do whatever! See them, donāt see them, makes no real difference in my life.ā
āā¦Theres nothing to really chat with them for a- well.. Yeah!! Unless, They are free..-ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
āHm. Theyāve been waiting to hear from you. Just so you know. They miss you. Or, well, Moon does. Harryās mind is a bit more confusing to read.ā
āOh! I wonāt visit them. I have work to do. Jake can talk to them anyways! So, Yeah! I can write a letter.. thats it-ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
āOhā No, actually! Harry isā Here, see for yourself.ā
BAM. Image of Harry and Moon being happy and cutes. Not anything romantic just them out at store or soemthing. BUT THEYRE ALIVE AND TOGETHER
āTheyāre fine. Bruce requested to be decommissioned, much to Harryās andā Everyone elseās unfortunate surprise.ā
āOh. Well, huh. I got a reputation t up hold. All my more modern phone dads die, this time? It wasnāt in front of me. Lets go.ā
āAnyways. Itās sweet seeing them alive. I can send Jake over to say hi.ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
He shifts, stiff and uncomfortable. He looks like heās trying to tuck himself into the jacket heās wearing.
āRight. But, I justā Donāt forgive me that quick, alright? Thatās all I ask of you. If you are bound to see me asā As your son, then at least hold a tad bit of a grudge.ā
āI honestly donāt mind, it keeps me from trying to visit Bruce, no? Iām guessing the same happened with Harry?ā
[You canāt see it. But you can TELL that hurt for him to say.]
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
OUGH. He winced like he had been hit..
āIāmā Steven, Iām not one of your kids. You hardly know me. Sure, Iām technically William, but Iām notā Not the one you know.ā
āYou are aware that doesnāt mean anything to me, right? You still are a form of him. Any form of him is still my son. Even if they hate me, I donāt mind. I promise on my restaurant. If that makes sense.-ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
āNo, he has every right to be a dick. And, in your honor, Iām going to ignore you accepting my apology. Swear at me or something.ā
He holds out his arms like heās preparing to be berated back at the very least. Heāll be fine..
ā..?? Oh. Bo- I wouldnāt do that. Sure, it was a mess but. I donāt dare swear at my kids. so, I- I truly accept your apology.ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
āNo. I mean, yes, but no, Iām sorry.ā
He looks like a kid that just got caught stealing cookies. And not like. Yāknow. He just forced a grown man through a breakdown. He taps his cane on the ground anxiously.
āIā That wasnāt me. Not entirely. I told you I was on my way to becoming a monster and thereās your first peek at it. God, Iām so, so sorry, I didnāt want to do any of that.ā
ā..Just- whatever. I didnāt need to know Bruce died, do thank you for that.ā
[He was sarcastic⦠but HEY!]
āJust.. fine fine- itās alright. Not really, Iām just. Tired and have a headache. So thanks for that.ā
āTch. Donāt be a fuckin dick.ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
He went quiet, backing away from the pair and choosing to pick at his nails instead. His movements seem more steady now.
āHi, Stevenāā
ā..Oh. Yeah. Hello, is there anything else you need?ā
[He finally got up! Jake handed him his suit jacket back⦠HE MISSESS HOS DADS ⦠all he has is Abelās voice in his head sniffles.]
[Anyways, he crossed his arms. UP GOES HIS WALLS AGAIN.]
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
āI know it isnāt him. Okay? Trust me, I know.ā
He crosses his arms, looking smaller all of a sudden. All of that power he held before draining slowly.
āIāve been through things. And Iām sorry. That wasā Beyond an asshole move and I know that. But I wouldāveā I was getting sick. Weaker. Canāt help it.ā
Ough.. A few of his other eyes shut, losing their glow.
āOkay. So, I gotta question. The fuck are you telling me for? Iām not the one you insulted, am I? I can get him back up, but? Heād not be happy with you.ā
[KAUU !! Jake groaned and knelt down. Heās fixin Steven up!! He gave Steven a hug ā¦. And with a few seconds later.. STEVEN IS BACK!!! AND WONT LET GO OF JAKE!!!]
āGod damnit.-ā
ā..Oh.. itās- Hi.ā
ā..Hello.ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]
āNeither, actually. I was hungry. And you have so much fear to share. Sharing is caring, Steven, donāt push me away just yet!ā
OUGH. He hasnāt come back to his senses yet. He continues to be a smug little asshole.
āConvenient timing for you to be back, Jake. Do you recognize me too?ā
[Okay. Yeah. Steven is shutting down. Heās brocken. He cannot function!!! HELLPP HIMMMM]
āMm? Nah.ā
[I still think Jake got human beamed.. so, he can stay human a while longer. He shoved his hands in his pockets, the jacket is in-between his arms!! Hes smokinā¦.]
āBefore you say any shit. I know who you are. Just sayinā that whatever the hell this is? Isnāt him. But, who am I to judge?ā
Guess whoās back. Back again. Willyās back! Tell a friend:) OKAY. But in all seriousness, hands you my sortāve new sona? If this blog is still active, that is!
āHghā Where in the world evenāā
- @inhonorofthosethatwatch
(HOLY SHIT JUMPSCARE?? HI!! Also, New sona ,!,!,!.?,!?./pos)
āOh. Another person. Hello. How are you today. Itās been a while since⦠whatever. What do you need.ā
āWhā OH. Oh god, Iām not supposed to be here I thinkāā
He looks very familiar. Just a short teenager with dusty red hair in the end, but familiar. Outside of his bright green eyesā And what seems to be more eyes underneath the first set. He also sports a cane, walking unsteadily.
āIām fine though. Good. Uh, Steven, isnāt it?ā
āNo. No, you are not. You look familiar but, that doesnāt mean anything.ā
[Woaw. The dial on his face seemed to spin! It's almost like buffering on a computer screen. Taking a second, the dial soon stopped, his demeanor and tone quickly shifting.]
āMm.. alright, also, indeed. As stated before, you look⦠familiar.ā
āIā Yeah, okay, shit. Does the name William ring any bells? Any at all?ā
He appears very nervous, shifting his weight in his feet. I mean. Heās from another universe. Of course heās nervous.
āCause thatās me. Hi. Iām William. Or Will. Will is probably easier for this situation. Iāmā Pretty sure you know another version of me?ā
āIndeed, it does. Havenāt seen one in a while. Well, at lease the bugged one. Multiverses, I think.ā
[Woaw, he let out a small hum. Heās happy!!! Slyās tail is swishing around. yet, not in an angry way. He seems calm. He misses his kids chat. He misses them a lot.]
āAh. That is what my guess was. Nonetheless, are you alright? You have⦠many eyes. Not saying itās bad! Just, interesting!ā
āThā The one from this universe is a bug?ā
Heās calmed down a bit as well, straightening out his back a bit. With difficulty. Stiff limbs and all.
āAnd in that regard? No. I am not okay in the slightest. Iāveā Been through hell and back, if Iām being honest. And the eyes areā Very difficult to explain.ā
āBug son. Yes, is that a problem?ā
[Protective dad go BRRRR. Not bad, he just is unsure. Though, his tone quickly changed.]
āOh. Oh dear, if youād like you can talk to me. I wouldnāt mind. Then again, not forced of course. I simply worry.ā
āNope! Not at all, justā Yeah, nevermind.ā
He tensed, grip on his cane tightening. Heās. Just a little defensive. Just a tad.
āYou justā Youāre just offering that? Youāll let me tell you whatever?ā
āWell. Yes. Why else would I asked? I do not mind helping. Iām sure others would agree, no? So, honestly I do not mind. Honestly.ā
āRight. Uhā Itās been awful. Easiest way to explain it is everyone I love is either dead or in the process of becoming a monster. Iām on the becoming a monster end of the spectrum. Thatās what all the eyes are about.ā
āOh! Thatās oddly relatable! I accidentally saw my husband die in front of me! How silly!ā
[Okay, so, Steven! Thatās not something you just say out loud- but, he let out a nervous laugh and adjusted his tie.]
āAha. Sorry, anyways. I do hope that while they are monsters they are able to recognize you. While their human form may be gone? The fact they remember you proves that they are still human internally. Memories should be the thing that counts. If that makes sense.ā
[woaw⦠his mood dropped so FAST. But hes okay dont worry]
āOh. Weāre twinning! Iā I saw my brother die in front of me. Adopted brother, but still.ā
He gave his own nervous chuckle, smiling.
āAndā And it does, trust me. They do recognize me, they do know who I am, I justā I wish they saw themselves as humans like I do. Theyāre still themselves they just donāt believe they are andā Itās frustrating.ā
āYou canāt get them to remember their true self you could say. Their humanity isnāt defined by how they look. Itās by how they act and remember. Itās hard to see yourself as human at times. I honestly donāt see myself as human. Even with all of the help my husband and kids gave me. But, they still see me as human. All that matters is that you still see them as human, you are the only person who is there for them? No? You still believe they are human, they may not look the part but you know deep down they are still in there.ā
[HE FORGOR about himself. But thats okay. Dadven is BACK.)
He went mostly quiet, looking down at his hand. An eye blinks back at him as he does. Teary-eyed..
āIā Yeah, I do. I stillā Itās fine. Iām still gripping onto my own fraying humanity. Worrying about the world ending at the ripe age of 17 and whatnot. Life has been fun.ā
āHey, donāt stress it. Itās alright to cry. Donāt be afraid- nobody here will judge. Youāve been through a lot, so, letās take a moment alright? Youāre fine, alright?ā
[woah⦠hes soft!! Hes being dadvenā¦/silly)
āIā Yeah, Iām fine. Been through a lot. Have been through a lot. I just miss themā Donāt wanna cry in front of you even if you donāt really seem to mind. You know me andā Yes, fine, I technically know you, but itās whatever.ā
Heās wiping at hisā Several eyes. Mostly just his main pair though, shoving his glasses up. Heās receding into the bomber jacket heās wearing.
āThatās understandable, do not sweat it. Just donāt bottle everything up. Alright? You do not deserve the stress. So, please. At least take a deep breath? Itās not much but it can help. My husband once made me a small book to help me with such situations also. Ha. I struggle to have him out of my eye sight. I donāt want him hurt again.ā
āRight, yeah, justāā
He steadies himself on his cane before lowering himself to the floor. He brings his knees to his chest, blinking the tears out of his eyes and crying. EXPRESSING HIMSELF!
āYeah, uhā My own partner helps with that. Itās a bit difficult for me to be alone forā Reasons. Awful, horrible reasons. Though itās hard to really talk with him about anything like this when heāsā When heās so set on being inhuman. When he wants me to be the same.ā
āOh dear. Heāe also inhuman, hm. But, when you talk to him. Is that all he talks about? Oh dear- well, are there any ways to ⦠well, get him somewhat human? How did he become UNhuman..? If you donāt mind the ask.ā
āNo, heāsā Itās hard to explain? In our universe, weā Sortāve have these weird fear āgodā things? I serve one called the Eye and itās all about knowledge and exposed secrets and watching. His is the Extinction and itās all about change. Of the life-altering variety.ā
He takes a deep breath before continuing.
āWe have powers or abilities as a result. I canā I can make me people tell me the truth, compell it out of them, know things just out of the blue, and project images into peopleās minds if I so please. He isā Just radioactive. Quite literally. Where heās been dealing with his abilities all his life and itās been hammered into his brain that heās nothing more than them, Iām the opposite. I know Iām more than that and I just got my own powers as of late. Itāsā Weird.ā
ā..W.. oh- well. Huh. Iām not.. sure how to respond to that.. but he thinks heās nothing more than his power? Is that what you mean? My apologies if it's not- but thatās what I understood from that. Ha. I understand such a mindset. However, thatās not important. Now, I do apologize for such a situation. Maybe, since you are here? Do you assume there is another version of them here? I know how harsh and rude that may sound, so apologies again.ā
āNo, itās fine, itās a lot to take in. And, like I said, difficult to explain. I think heās just loyal to the wrong people is all. Andā I assume thereād be another version of him here? Probably happier, honestly. A lot happier.ā
āI meanā Youād know if the me from this universe had a partner, right?ā
āAh! Aha⦠ha. I havenāt seen anyone but my husband in months! Even then, I rarely ever see him. Ha⦠but anyways. Iām sure you could still have the same in your universe, no? With a lot of trial and error, unfortunately. But, at least you still have him. Right? I mean, there must be a way to turn him back?ā
āChrist, be glad you donāt have to deal with the Fears. Peter would have a field day with you.ā
āAnd, unfortunately? I donāt think so. Again, trying to prevent the world ending and all. And when heās so adamant on things changing thatās a little difficult. I am glad I still have him though. Small mercies.ā
ā..I donāt..- I doubt that Peter person could even be here. Anyways, back to you. Also, ah. I see. I apologize for such a situation. The fact you still have him can be something you focus on. Yes?ā
āIt is what I focus on. I still love him after all. But, uhā That aside, maybe tell me more about yourself? Or I canā I can ask you things?ā
ā..Oh? Ah. Yes? What would you like to know? I can answer most to all questions you may have.ā
He laughed, it was a bit somber.
āI want to know everything, but uhā Lets start simple. What do you remember of the William from this universe?ā
āAh.. such a forward question, but alright.ā
[YAYAYAYA HE FIXED HIS TIE.. again.]
āItās been a while, yes, most of what I remember isnāt the best. Most of what I remember stems from regret you could say. He was a good kid, donāt get me wrong. Though half of what I remember is the mistakes Iāve made. But, thatās not the main question, is it? Now, He was a very nice kid! He had his struggles, but, I hope he knew me and Jake were always there for him. While, yes- I will admit I may have been overbearing- but it was in hopes of keeping him safe. I know thatās not much, but that's off the top of my head, truly.ā
He hummed happily, easing up and seeming overall more relaxed. For totally no reason at all.
āThatās nice. Iām sure he was glad to have you. I know I used to have someone similar. Brother figure, but close enough. Are you alright with another? I know my questions can beā Forceful, sometimes.ā
āAh. I do hope so, We tried our best. Ha. Otherwise, sure. I do not mind the questions. They are honestly rather interesting I must admit.ā
āI can tell! Thank you for that, honestly. Here, how aboutā How have you been, Steven?ā
ā..Ah. Well. Minus just now? Horrible! I mean, just tired mainly I suppose. Iāve mainly stayed to myself. Mainly in the restaurant while Jake does other work. I honestly donāt mind it. Really, I love this place but, somedays? I canāt remember myself. But, Thatās why I stay in the restaurant. It brings me a sense of self.ā
His breath caught for a moment at that last part.
āThatāsā I understand that. Thatās how most of us are with the archives back in my universe. Stay away for too long and you get sick, get too close and your sense of self links with it. I donāt see how that happened with you, though.ā
āHm? Oh! Do you mean about the restaurant part? I can tell you why if you so choose. Itās quite funny. I was always taught from a young age to stay close to the restaurant, for one day. Iād take my dadās place. So, I did as I was told. I never left the place unless he told me to. I suppose, If I did leave without asking. I got very ill. So, that wasnāt fun.ā
āRiiiiiiight.. Thatās interesting. For me and myā My brother, I remember we tried to leave the archives and go to Malaysia for a while. He was mostly fine, sick and felt like he was losing himself, sure, but he was nothing compared to how I got.ā
He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āPretty sure I was practically immobile by the time he brought me back.ā
āHm? Archives? I know this may sound silly- but could you elaborate? If not that is fine? I have never heard such a place before. It sounds interesting? Also, thatās understandable. I relate to that a lot actually. Ha..-ā
āItās, uhā Basically where I work. Iām an intern, sure, but I still do a fuck ton of work. I have the honor of reading off these horrific statements people leave us with. Though, Jon is the actual Archivist. Iām just back up.ā
āOh! Well, that doesnāt sound too bad? I mean, simple readings, right? Work is a lot, yes, but reading is still fun! The logs canāt be that horrible!ā
āAh, yes, because reliving someoneās worst fears as if you were the one experiencing them is such a fun job.ā
He sounds incredibly sarcastic. Sorry Steven..
āSorry. Itās justā Itās not as simple as I make it sound. Trust me.ā
*he took note of that. You canāt see it. But you can tell heās no longer smiling.*
āIt can be, It sounds interesting, to me at least. I know I shouldnāt speak much on it but- it sounds⦠fun..-ā
āDo you want my job? Wanna kiss Eliasā boots while youāre at it? Itād be my honor, really, to pass you on to the Beholding. Iāll work at this shoddy pizzeria any day over that hellhole.ā
YIKES. Clearly struck a nerve. He glares at Steven, several eyes boring into him at once. Ten times the eye contact..
āā¦.Alright.ā
[HIIII!! His tone changed so FAST. He adjusted his suit sleeve and up his tail went! He angy.]
āIf you are so sure, do you wish to try and run this place? Iāll gladly bring those two back. Surely, youād have no problem.ā
āI wouldnāt. Dave and Jack, right? The two shitheads that burned down your original location and your kids? That truly is a pity. They were so young too.ā
He laughed as he pushed himself up from the floor, his own tone harsh.
āBut thatās why William imprinted on you so easily, isnāt it? You were so desperate for someone to care for. It was to avoid taking care of yourself, right? Donāt need to sleep if you have the excuse of a traumatized teen to be taken care of.ā
He steadied himself on his cane, stepping closer. His eyes are shining green by now. KNOWING THINGS..
āI could deal with them easily. Wouldnāt take much more than a simple reminder on Daveās end. Heās frail. Jack is similar. Get him caught between his decisions and heāll be paralyzed.ā
ā..Hm. Alright.ā
[Heās silent as HELL. Heās just looking at him..]
āWant to know something funny by chance? Yes, yes. Iāve had hardships. My children died, my father died. Whatever. However, I still have my husband. What about you? What happened to your boyfriend again?ā
[STEVEN. yo. YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT!!,.??!,?]
āPlus, his brother and sister is a soft spot for Jack anyways. His brother died due to his own negligence so did his sister. Peter knows Jack as the man who killed their sister anyways.ā
āI still have my boyfriend too. When was the last time you saw your husband? Youāre going through just as many hardships in that relationship as I am. I know, Steven.ā
āAnd, I assure you, I know that as well. You have your own soft spots too, hm? Your kids, your dads.. When did you last see Bruce, Steven? Or Terrence? Harry, even? Wasnāt Cliff another?ā
OH HEāS GETTING COCKY WITH IT.
āI could show you what happened to them, if youād like. Where exactly they went.ā
[Ooou.. steven is feeling 90 different emotions at once and one of the many is the urge to cry so hard he throws up./lh/hj]
āHa. Yes yes. I do often see him. Dare he be at work? We still see each other everyday day. So that point you make doesnāt hit. As for the others? Who knows. They are their own people, why would I wish to have them not achieve their dreams, hm? Harry wasnāt a fan of the business after all while. Plus, they arenāt truly my dads, yes? Harry raised me, that was it. They are wherever, who cares?ā
He makes a short buzzer sound with his mouth, clearly aiming for that āincorrect buzzerā noise.
āWrong! No, you donāt! You forget that you canāt lie to me, donāt you? I can see in that old, mechanical head of yours. You miss them. You miss all of them. Youāve been all by yourself. Left alone with no one outside of your employees, the occasional costumer, and the guilt of your own actions.ā
He sighs, standing right in front of Steven by now. He appears taller, more straightened out.
āWould you like to see them, Steven?ā
āNo. I wouldnāt. Sure, you can see through my mind, but I mean this. I donāt want to see them, sure. Iām a mess without them but! I can still run the business just as well without them. Do all you want. I donāt need them. Understood? Use that lie detector power. Itāll prove my point. I donāt need any of them anymore. Iām glad they left, honestly. Jake wasnāt the best, more so a pest. All howl would talk about was how much he hated the restaurant. Yet, he wouldnāt leave. Iām glad heās out of my hair.ā
āThat āpowerā continues to prove my point. You disappointed them. You donāt want to see them because you know theyād despise you. You pushed Jake away because you were afraid of upsetting Abel as well. Abel is dead, Steven. Has been for a while. And you still cling to his corpse, hoping you can appease him. What do you gain out of this? The approval of your father who used you like a mere tool? How sad.ā
Heās checking his nails. ASSHOLE?????
āDo you remember what all they did for you? Your dads, I mean. They helped you and you just dumped their progress down the drain. Moon fought through xis own depression in favor of helping you, Harry was there when you were at your worst, and that jacket of yours is from Bruce, right? You miss them.ā
BOOM. Hi Steven. Take images of all those aforementioned moments projected into your brain.
āSure. Heās dead. I donāt care. I can continue his legacy. As for Jake? Iām still glad heās gone. Maybe he can actually find the courage to talk to his son? But, hey? Who knew monsters can have children. Anyways, Again? Sure, Heās dead. Nothing new. If he knew how far I had gotten by my own hands? Heād be impressed.ā
[His dial spun for a few seconds. Processing. Though, quickly stopped only for him to throw the suit jacket on the floor.]
āOh. I am aware. Not my fault. I didnāt want their help, yet? They never left me alone. I didnāt want Harry back. I told them I was fine, but, instead of actually worrying about themselves- they worried about me. It honestly annoyed me, letās be real. As for the jacket, I donāt need it anymore. Take it. I have multiple suit jackets anyways. Loosing one doesnāt cause harm.ā
āHeād be impressed by how well he trained you, more like. Cause that really is what he did. He programmed you into a monster of a human being. Of his own creation. You only wish to carry out his legacy because he taught you to. And Jake misses you, believe it or not. I can sense it even from where weāre standing. That tinge of rejection you left him with is so sweet.ā
His grin grew wider as the jacket was thrown, teeth glinting in the light. Heās eating well today, folks..
āReally keeping the act up, huh? Itās almost admirable how stubborn you are. But, no, I think Iāll leave the jacket with you. Not like Bruce needs it anymore either. After getting decommissioned and all.ā
HI! ANOTHER FLASH IMAGE. This one is of Bruce in the factory, preparing to beā Put down, essentially.
āOh, here, another fun angle, how about your kids, Steven? The ones after the first two. Key, Bubble, Williamā There were more, werenāt there? How many did you and Jake take care of? How many of them cared for you and saw you as a caretaker? And yet you fought with them all the time. You still do! Youāre fighting with William right now, technically.ā
āThe perfect child. Isnāt it. He, would be proud. Also who cares about Jake. Didnāt he loose his wife? Maybe he can focus on that instead.ā
[OKAY YEAH. Itās getting to him. Especially the Abel talk. He quickly became silent, before holding his.. head? Well, somewhat. He just had a headache.. ouchie..{
āyou can burn the jacket. Who cares, honestly. I donāt need it nor does he. Get it out of my sight already.ā
[OKAY HEAH.. he very visibly flinched at that. He has no ears but his hands covered where they would be. The more he tries to calm himself down the more worked up he gets. If, his mind is being read? All thatās repeating is āthis isnāt the son he wants.ā All that matters to him is keeping Abel happy. Heās ringing, a lot⦠heās PISSED]
āNot my fault, they all went with Jake anyways. So, why should I care? I can focus on this business. So, Iām fine.ā
[Heās muttering to himself. Numbers, each one relating to how he failed Abel. Apologizing after each one. āIām sorry for feeling. It gets in the way of business.ā And āIām sorry for letting my emotions take over. I shouldnāt have gotten close.ā Most importantly!! āYou are right. Jake hated me. It was a joke.ā]
āYou care about Jake. Also, trust me, he would not see you as anything to be proud of. That man simply saw you as something to control. He was never proud of you, Steven.ā
WILL. Looks very proud of himself, eyes shining wildly. All of them narrowed onto Steven. Howās it feel being in the spotlight buddy..
āNow, thatās no way to treat the legacy of a dead man! Heād be torn hearing that. Harry would hate you for shoving the last remnant you have of him away ever so easily.ā
FLASHBANG PART TEN BILLION. Just salt in an open wound, really, he shares a happy moment of Steven and Bruce. And Harry.
āMm.. No. No, they didnāt. Key and Bubble are gone, I think, and William is missing. Youāre stuck with me. A monster wearing his likeness. See? At least Iām honest with myself.ā
He picked up on that.
āThatās better. Your will lasted longer than I expected. Ready to admit youāre done now? Iāve had my fill if you are.ā
[y..yEAH THE FANS GOT LOUDER, any attempt at a voice came out jumbled. Thereās a way we can fix this, TRUST..]
[as in, someone picked up the jacket! Heās BACK!!! Observing Steven..]
āSo, what was the point of this? Do you want money? Fame? I canāt. Do anything my head hurts. Just- you can go now. You know? Just. I think it would be beneficial.. go back to your boyfriend. Alright? I donāt think we need anymore problems to a timeline.-ā
[HIII ITS A JAKKEEE]