Not So New Here Anymore!

I am not available for commission

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… and I’m disgusted with dreams now — I want real things — live people to take hold of — to see — and to talk to — Music that makes holes in the sky —

- Georgia O’Keeffe: Art and Letters

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“Must I envy

even the specks

moving in the sunlight?

Must they seem

even more alive

than I … ?”

— For I am the Mud — Nari @r_on_a_1

https://www.instagram.com/ra_on_a_1?igsh=aXBjcGN4bmRpbWg2

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The official Space Beach Volleyball GAR command team photo

Cheeky sun tan version under the cut 😉

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Tell me, if he handed you a bloodied hand, would you take it, only because it was his?

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I remember you.

You were made of light.

— Maria Eugenia Calderara

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Understand that there is a beast within you that can drink till it is sick, but cannot drink til it is satisfied.

— Frank Bidart

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Isn’t that what you’ve been taught — nothing is ours? Haven’t you learnt to keep the loosest possible hold?

Maggie Nelson

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Still, there is this terrible desire to be loved

Still, there is this horror at being left behind.

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‘I kneel into a dream where I am good & loved. I am good. I am loved.’

— Natalie Wee, Least of All

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But it cannot be a mistake to have cared It cannot be an error to have tried It cannot be incorrect to have loved

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Pretty boy 5555’s

Reference under the cut

Inspired by this absolutely gorgeous photo of Hudson Williams

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“I’ve been trying to go home my whole life—”

— Chelsea Dingman

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The is so beautiful, the light behind him, the blood on his hand. Please k just get up they’re right behind you they’re right there u just have to get up please please please

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You guys seemed to like the last batch of Wreckers so here have some more

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"I exist.’ In thousands of agonies — I exist. I’m tormented on the rack — but I exist! Though I sit alone in a pillar — I exist! I see the sun, and if I don’t see the sun, I know it’s there. And there’s a whole life in that, in knowing that the sun is there."

- Dimitri, The Brothers Karamazov by Dostoyevsky

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Then the voice in my head said

WHETHER YOU LOVE WHAT YOU LOVE

OR LIVE IN DIVIDED CEASELESS REVOLT AGAINST IT

WHAT YOU LOVE IS YOUR FATE