after all, love is built on banal things @stigmata--martyr - Tumblr Blog

“Go out and do something. It isn’t your room that’s a prison, it’s yourself.”

— Sylvia Plath

sometimes it's a relief when you get sick. it almost serves as physical and undeniable proof to the mind that the problem wasn't imaginary.

#the inside of my head

"Your lack of action comes from your insatiable desire to understand what is going to happen next. You always need to know how the chips are going to fall.

You crave clarity but clarity comes through execution. You don't wait for clarity to show up. Motion creates momentum. You are trying to create something from nothing.

you know what I think the real problem is?

I think you don't have faith that even if things were to fall apart, it would serve you. You can't see far enough ahead to understand that destruction can also serve you. The things that you are afraid of happening might need to happen so that they can propel you into the next stage. The only thing that pushes time forward is a decision and follow through, so do it."

#the inside of my head #i needed to hear that