Wayward Munson @stilinskivoids-end - Tumblr Blog

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Only brightened the picture because I had my curtains closed. My friends said I should model because of a certain photographer that I can't remember the name of.

#photography #photooftheday #alt model #transguy #schizophrenia #psychosis #ed #ocd #malnutrition #tw eating habits

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damn i wish i had #relatable intrusive thoughts like y’all so i could make jokes about them but all i get is things so horrible i can’t even put them into words ://

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but of course the idea that like intentionally spilling a drink is a perfect example of an intrusive thought is what led y’all to call people horrible things whenever they mention their intrusive thoughts. because of course a part of you kinda wants to spill the drink right? so a part of them must kinda want to be violent or worse. i wonder why using medical terminology appropriately is important 🤔🤔

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People don't share their worse intrusive thoughts because they are abhorrent, and the web's apparent need to soften all the sharp edges detracts from the core truth of intrusive thoughts.

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Intrusive thoughts aren’t just things that pop into your head that you decide not to do, they are thoughts that make you uncomfortable, usually taboo and disturbing. tik tok needs to stfu

here’s some common intrusive thoughts without the soft edges:

-hurting others or yourself

-sexually inappropriate thoughts about people you dislike/ don’t see in that way

-doing actions that would be majorly disruptive/embarrassing in public

-images of gore or other disturbing things

-betraying your loved ones

None of which are things you want to do! At all! Because they make you very uncomfortable and are disturbing!

Intrusive thoughts have nothing to do with the person having them, so saying you only support people with normal intrusive thoughts is completely missing the point yall

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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I can't even be referred to eating disorders services because they class me as a substance abuser even though I have a medical card it's not prescribed.

#medical marijuana #ed #schizophrenia #transguy #anorexia #anorex1a #tw eating stuff #eating disoder recovery

My ex said I love your ' fattie bits' and made me cry I hate him so much we've spoke about this before and how these weird compliments make me feel

#rexxie #psychosis #schizophrenia #anorexia #transguy

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AGGRESSIVE REMINDER

your ed is still valid even if:

× you havent been hospitalised

× youre considered over, or a healthy weight

× you didn't lose your period (to whom this applies to)

× it is not a restrictive one

× you suffer from relapse - recovery cycles

× you dont have a more "well known" ed (think PICA, orthorexia, ARFID)

× your main issue with food is not weight related (think sensory sensitivities)

× you eat typically unhealthily

× you don't think it is

I'm sorry but I'm going to have to post here about my eating disorder this is no longer going to be a safe place for those in eating disorder recovery. My head's a mess I'm relapsing so bad and falling down the rabbit hole I wanna go back to posting about numbers and my goals and what I'm not eating and rebloging stuff. I'll be back I'm seeing a dietician. Maybe I'll recover one day but for now I'm just too unstable to be able to contain all these feeling by myself I'm going to explode.

#anorexia #anorex1a #psychosis #schizophrenia #ednos #ed #edsheeran #ed recovery

The dietician is coming today and now I'm not sure I'm ready to recover. I wanna go back and take back my words of panic of losing so much weight I was scared but I wasn't it's what I wanted I wanted more.

#schizophrenia #edsheeran #edsheeranrecovery #transguy #dietician #ed #psychosis