I feel like i didnt eat enough as a child actually.
Because my brain was like yeah the ammount of food i have been eating since grade 6 is enough to sustain me in grade 10...
This has to be a symptom of autism somehow
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I feel like i didnt eat enough as a child actually.
Because my brain was like yeah the ammount of food i have been eating since grade 6 is enough to sustain me in grade 10...
This has to be a symptom of autism somehow
Tomorrow is my girlfriend’s 18th birthday! I have been planning this for months and I’m really excited.
But also nervous, I’m not well at the minute at all. I can barely stay stood up. I know I need hospital care but I just want to make it through this one day, that will be my accomplishment!
Even though I won’t be able to dance, drink the cocktails I’ll be making, or eat the buffet I’m doing I just hope she enjoys it.
Even when my body’s giving up I won’t give up loving her.
my ED
I love edging the shit out of my malnutrition like "no you haven't been good enough for me. beg on your knees and maybe i'll consider it" but i'm talking to my stomach and it needs food.
dont worry guys i promise i eat
We who lived in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. They may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms—to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way.
And there were always choices to make. Every day, every hour, offered the opportunity to make a decision, a decision which determined whether you would or would not submit to those powers which threatened to rob you of your very self, your inner freedom; which determined whether or not you would become the plaything of circumstance, renouncing freedom and dignity to become molded into the form of the typical inmate...
Even though conditions such as lack of sleep, insufficient food and various mental stresses may suggest that the inmates were bound to react in certain ways, in the final analysis it becomes clear that the sort of person the prisoner became was the result of an inner decision, and not the result of camp influences alone. Fundamentally, therefore, any man can, even under such circumstances, decide what shall become of him—mentally and spiritually. He may retain his human dignity even in a concentration camp.
Dostoevsky said once, "There is only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings." These words frequently came to my mind after I became acquainted with those martyrs whose behavior in camp, whose suffering and death bore witness to the fact that the last inner freedom can not be lost...
It is this spiritual freedom—which can not be taken away—that makes life meaningful and purposeful.
~ Viktor Frankl
Today (28th of April) 104 years go died Gavrilo Princip at fortress Terezín due to tuberculosis and malnutrition. He weighed only about 40 kg at the time of his death.
I like PM Modi ji because he's the father of the protein revolution in India. His administration has attempted a cultural level change in the malnutrition problem of India.
When my parents were children, they suffered from malnutrition. A lot of children suffered from malnutrition that time in the refugee camps. The cause of the malnutrition was the lack of sanitation and the lack of nutritious food. The lack of sanitation caused a lot of children to die out of diarrhoea. Their only source of food for sometime used to be those UNICEF milk powders. In fact, it was a Bengali doctor Dilip Mahalanobis, the Indian paediatrician who pioneered in the use of oral rehydration solution to treat diarrhoeal diseases. Due to this the cholera mortality rate dropped from 30% to 3.6%. When I think about what my parents went through, my blood boils. This is why I'm so passionate about eradicating malnutrition from the Indian subcontinent.
Daily Post #6
I feel nauseous. I have been for the past couple of days. I should really eat and sleep more. I start school soon. Anything is better than this hell. Aa I swear to fucking God I'm gonna throw up. I have 988 as a last resort. Aa hopefully I don't vomit. Also I've been feeling dizzy for a few days now. Hopefully I won't pass out. I should take better care of myself. Also added another chapter in Nihility and It.
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