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viagginterstellari

Gobi desert, 2024

He's but a year old yet my nephew has already fallen to alcoholism

#he keeps reaching and crying for the beers on the table #.note #at my brother's birthday

kap-wa

Old Growth by Mitch Epstein (2021–2023)

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Sunrise in the mist of the falls

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Communication is key

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Peak

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by Igor Gorshov

Did not think being outside for 8 hours a day for the past two weeks would affect me this much, i'm back home and now i feel so cooped up all the time

#i need OUT #to be fair i've been home for two days and have slept through most of them #so that might be part of it as well #the sleep was nice tho the trip was fun but my body was ready to collapse by the end of it #.note

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'Stormlight', Amber Brunsden Art [1642 x 1675]

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The White Wolf

They let us name our shovels

#excavation day one

fuck the rant from yesterday it's time to look forward to the good things: going away for two weeks tomorrow to do an excavation with uni

#yippie #.note

quiet-singing

Generations of hurt.

stillesang

when i called this finished a couple days ago, i honestly despised it. i started this piece all the way back at the end of june last year; i got up to 80% done in a normal amount of time, and then everything kept going wrong. i got stuck in a cycle of being demotivated, not having the time, and art block, and my OCD got me used and stuck to the idea of keeping working on it, effectively making it impossible to ever finish it. i could not drop it either, it was so close to done at all times, it would have been a waste if i did; but work on anything else was not an option either when i called it done i absolutely hated it. many parts are still unfinished and i disliked those spots. it felt so awful to grow hateful of something that i really liked the look of when i started but at this point i just had to have it off my hands, call it done, and convince myself i won't ever have to think of it again. now, a couple days later, i'm starting to see the parts that made me excited way back then again, and can start to appreciate it again, but i won't forget that time inbetween i originally wasn't sure if i wanted to post it, but this really solidifies the feeling of letting go, so, here we are

#sideblog commentary #little rant but just have to get it off my chest