I don’t feel like a real person. I just feel like a collection of what people want me to be and various mental disorders.
Alternatively: Feeling like an amalgamation of everyone you've met. Nothing is truly "you", you've just stolen it from someone
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@stillezwielicht
I don’t feel like a real person. I just feel like a collection of what people want me to be and various mental disorders.
Alternatively: Feeling like an amalgamation of everyone you've met. Nothing is truly "you", you've just stolen it from someone
I hate myself for wanting affection
I'm a needy little bitch
I hate it. It's so stupid. I'm so stupid
Can I just...Starve faster?
SHOUTOUT, TO...
…all boys with an eating disorder.
…all black people with an eating disorder.
…all adults with an eating disorder.
…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.
Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.
you know what’s the tea?
I need to stop fucking eating and get my shit together. I need some self fucking control and LOSE THE WEIGHT. I need to stop being a FAT fucking PIG and learn some RESTRAINT.
Is that too much to ask?
ive never proofread a single thing ive written in my life as soon the words are outside my brain i no longer recognize them as mine and i want nothing more to do with them
i write bastard sentences with my evil little hands and i make them everyone else's problem
Well that’s a goddamn mood
*yelling at myself with a megaphone* WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LIKE THIS
Me when i eat 0 calories a day but take gummy vitamins
I am very, very firm in my stance that NO ONE should count vitamin calories towards their daily limit.
I FOLLOW FOUR HUNDRED SIXTY FUCKING NINE ANA TUMBLRS BUT MY DASH IS DEAD AS FUCK WHAT THE HELL IS THIS FUCKERY
(reblog if your an active tumblr acc as of may 2020)
Feel terrible when I eat ✔️
Feel terrible when I don’t eat ✔️
Ugh
reblog if u a lil ugly
Brain: Starve yourself
Brain: Slit your wrists
Brain: Bruise your arms
Brain: Exercise until you can't stand
Brain:
Brain:
Brain:
Brain: This sucks I hate this why the fuck am I alive
*has destructive intrusive thoughts* feels good, feels organic