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we exist for love btw

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How hard it is to have a conversation with my mom sometimes.

Me: yes you can ask questions, get to know your child. Instead of assuming the worse. Ask me what I like to do? What's my spiritual path about ? What meditation you do? How are you sessions? Things like that

Mom: yes you absolutely right I can ask you those things and I will. But at the same time, you come off aggressive and like your always being attacked when we don't agree.

Me: those are two different things. When your getting to know me, why would I disagree or feel like I'm getting attacked or act aggressive? If you're assuming and we're having an opinion that don't agree? Yes that means we don't agree. But getting to actually know me has nothing to do feeling attacked or me being "aggressive."

Mom: we do talk about your spiritual stuff. We do talk about your meditations. We talk about all that stuff. We talked about the stuff you did in the desert.

Me: that's not what I said. I said (repeats the first line above). Those are completely different situations.

Mom: this is what I'm talking about, you're getting aggressive. I can't have this conversation right now it's to much. I need to be more alert, aware and focused to have this conversation. We've been on the phone for to long.

Me: yes, it's to much. I will have this conversation when you are more alert and focused. The conversation is over.

[souhailbog-deactivated20240510]

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I thought I was at my lowest in January 2013, then Januaray 2014 came around and I was still alone& sad. Here came January, 2015 and my heart was shattered into a million pieces, but in January 2016 my soul is lost.. This is it. This is the lowest I’ve been and at this point I have no idea how to get it all back…

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2020 UPDATE:

I am thriving, expanding and evolving.

I have connected spiritually.

I have connected my mind and body.

I am healthy.

I am supported and loved.

I am moving.

I feel so much gratitude.

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I want to feel the sun on my skin before it disintegrates I want to feel the ocean water before my bones decay And I want to breathe the fresh air before my lungs fade.

-s.k.

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One of my favorites

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I know I’m not meant for a small town Or a small city. All I see is people walking around Blinded. In a routine. Maybe happy, maybe miserable. Wanting more in their life but are to afraid to do anything. Haven’t lived or left. Afraid to take that extra step. So they’re stuck, in this routine. This nine to five job, believing they don’t have many options. Letting people or things stop them. If you want it, you can have it. If you believe it, you will achieve it. Sometimes we get lost but you have nothing but time to find yourself. I’m not meant to be in a routine. I’m meant to be my own boss. I’ll get there, I know I will. Nothing or no one will stop me.

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Me going through all these old post!

Yes I will become my own boss!!!

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Forever my favorite poem ❤

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Meeee

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FOLLOW MY KOCKTAIL PAGE ON IG!

@Kendallkocktails

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Welcome home

There's something dark in me this time around

But my days are sunny.

With my heart being cold

And my mind is trying to balance the change of weather inside me

Battling the voice that keeps telling me to run

With the voice saying your worth every drop of rain

But I am the only one in control of those stars coming out at night

And waiting for the sun to rise.

Welcome home.

[6i]

in your 20’s find a balance between hustle & rest. you don’t need to have a love life or a soulmate figured out. go travel the world. battle your demons. set up a business, find people who value your heart & yours will attract. don’t live in the past, you have so much more to see

[anastasiarubleva]

[goodquoteco]

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me: i need to sleep

me: *masturbates*

[abovearth]

Pacific Coast Highway by harpr_