out of soap

dualcom regressor but that's kind of irrelevant, formerly SoapCombinedWithSoap on wattpad. pronouns are stink/stinkself, obviously

[stinkermelon]

STUFFED ANIMALS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

thank you for your consideration

[stinkermelon]

oh yeah btw i messed yesterday,, my life is so awesome ><

[stinkermelon]

my papa is awesome :)

[stinkermelon]

so i just took an entire shower padded =w=

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i look so cute when im padded omgosh >w<

[stinkermelon]

rash,,,, owie,,, >:(

[stinkermelon]

messed for the third time today,,, im really proud of myself :)

[stinkermelon]

STUFFED ANIMALS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

thank you for your consideration

[stinkermelon]

hehehehe im a little stinker,,, >w<

[stinkermelon]

man it really sucks not knowing what words mean

am i an abuser? am i a victim? am i an age regressor? am i a permaregressor? am i a tb/dl? is this my gender or my orientation or a kink or something else? am i good at being a kid or bad at being a grown-up? was i groomed? did that count?

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when i messed for the first time, it felt right. it was supposed to end up in my padding, and now it finally was. i was so happy.

the second time i panicked. there was so much more of it. and i realized that someone would have to change me. someone would have to deal with messes like that.

that's gross.

im gross.

[stinkermelon]

i hate this feeling.

i hate feeling like the entire way i want to live my life is inherently sexual.

none of this was ever sex stuff to me. not really. but i assumed it had to be because the ab/dl community was the only space i could find that was so thoroughly normal about it.

i belong in diapers. my waste deserves to end up in diapers. i just wish i could express that without sounding perverted.

i want to live as a baby.

i want people who care about me to feed me and change me and read me stories and play with me and tuck me into bed at night.

but apparently that's just kink stuff.

[stinkermelon]

thinking about messing again,,, i just wish i could do that all the time and not get so afraid about it,,,

[stinkermelon]

maybe we just all need to turn into babies,, maybe that would fix the world,,

[stinkermelon]

why is it easier the second time im a little scared ;-;

[stinkermelon]

made a stinky for the first time and that inspired me to make this blog, hello :)