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“Prom is so stupid,” Gianna mumbled, taking a sip from her flask and looking around the room. Everyone happy with their friends and their dates, and Gianna was surrounded by neither. “Another twenty and I’m out.” As off-brand as this was for her, it was the truth.

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“Then why’d you come?” Amara asked, for this night, and this night only she was sober. At least up until prom prom was done. “Every school dance is stupid, you know that, so why’d you come?”

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“Have you seen my date?” Alexa said sharply. Levi had disappeared within minutes of entering prom, and she hadn’t been able to find him since.

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“I think he went to the bathroom with Mason.” Amara could not believe she was here and in a yellow dress, but she lived to shock people. “I think a guy on the baseball team has a taser, I heard screaming.”

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fucktristan‌:

“ i smoke, they both smell fine to me. “ tristan tells her honestly. he also currently smelled like both.

“Of course that’s what you think.” Amara put another tally in her neither list. “So far, most people don’t like weed more than cigs.”

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“For science, what do you think smells worse? Weed or Cigs?” Amara asked, it was for her stats class, so it was indeed for science. She only cared about the other student's opinions because it would make it easier to get away with smoking.

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Gianna tilted her head. “I mean, I want to be a nurse. I want to help people,” she was offended, honestly. “My dad wants me to go to law school but that’s about the last thing I want to do. It’s too stuffy, too stuck up.”

“Do what you fucking want dude. Fuck parents, some of them fucking suck.” Amara shrugged, that’s how she felt.

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there is a slow nod and he looks away for a second, thinking over the situation and the name. he looks at her again and his brows knit together. “ where are you from? “ he asks.

“Texas baby, where the hair is bigger and so is the racism, but like people tend to forget about the racism, because there’s also barbeque and tex-mex.” Amara put her hand on her heart, she loves Texas.

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“I mean, that’s valid,” Gianna shrugged. “I just… love fashion. I think if I didn’t want to be like, a nurse or a lawyer, I’d be a fashion designer. I just love clothes.” she paused. “Which sounds superficial but it’s more than that, you know?”

“It sounds a little superficial.” Amara shrugged, “I feel like a lawyer is better for you, you know nurses.” The blonde didn’t want to say it, but she did. “Like all the girls who are the biggest bitches turn into nurses, and like you know what. They only become unbitchy because they realize that they’re not the center of the universe. When you’re a lawyer, you can stay the center of the universe.”

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he really isn’t listening to her, he takes the cash and pockets it. he leans against the building, still not listening to her. not until two names come from her. andrew. st george. he looks at her, now clearly paying attention. “ andrew st. george? “

“Yeah, my grandpa, he’s dead, buried in Arlington cemetery. The whole white family southern shit thing. You know, whatever. He was almost Andrew St. George who graduated from St. Andrews. How fucking white you know?”

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“Kind of, yeah,” she admitted, nodding. “Like… Ralph Lauren baby model, you know? It was weird, but I think that’s what happens with rich people. They just aggressively dress their children.” She shrugged. “I don’t know, it’s a state of mind thing you know?”

“That’s nice. I think that’s what my mom wanted to do to me, but like even as a kid I kind of refused to do anything she wanted.” Amara shrugged, her mom had a crazy closet with all these clothes, it was extravagant. “Like, my mom wishes I was a fucking barbie girl.”

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“I like to dress up for myself,” Gianna shrugged. “Ever since I was a kid my mom dressed me like this, and so it just became my thing I guess. I feel good when I dress like this, otherwise I feel kinda like a slob and like shit you know?” She sighed. “And with how I’ve been feeling lately, getting dressed and ready every day is the only thing keeping me from completely exploding.”

“Your mom dressed you up like a runway baby?” Amara asked, what the fuck, her mom was a pageant queen and she was never dressed up like that. “How have you been feeling lately?” What the fuck, how does dressing up help with anything? Dressing down, like taking off all your clothes is what should make someone feel better.

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the blond male looks at her, blank expression unwavering and he shakes his head. “ whatever. go ahead. “ he shrugs, flicking his finished dart to the ground. he doesn’t bother stepping on it.

“Good, you’re welcome.” Amara pulled out a twenty and gave it to him, “It’s nice donating to a charity of my choice.” She stepped on the cig for him, “You know, my grandma gave me money to donate to the charity of my choice right? Thinking I’d go and donate to a noble cause that’s what St. George’s do. Granny is crazy though, she kept going ‘do it for Andrew’, like what the fuck, I don’t know an Andrew.”

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Gianna looked over at Amara, tilting her head. “Uh…” she looked down at her outfit, shrugging. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “I just… dress like this. I like it, I mean.”

“Like why do you put such effort into your life everyday? I mean I’ve read the whole the way you look is the way you act ordeal and I don’t buy it, so do you like... Do you dress up because you want to dress up or because of other things?” Amara asked, she kind of didn’t really care, but she also really needed something, anything, to distract her from going out during prime smoke hours

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“Why do you sometimes dress like the junior hallway is runway?” Amara asked, she was in some signature clothing of hers, a flannel and jean shorts. “Like, I vibe with it, but I just don’t get it.”

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