Dr. Silas Montgomery

Silas. Doctor. Therapist.

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I'm not afraid...

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  What will it make me do…? N-No… they d-don’t look mean…

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It'll just calm you down.. help you to talk through the feelings you're having in therapy, but you won't get too overwhelmed by them. Okay.. that's how you know I'm not manipulating you, okay? I care about you, kid. 

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I'm not afraid...

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  M-Medication? But… but you’re not manipulating me… r-right? 

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Just medication that will help with your PTSD and any anxiety you might be having. Look into my eyes, Payson. Do they look the same as all the people who have hurt you? Or are they kind?

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1.) Describe your character’s relationship with their mother or their father, or both. Was it good? Bad? Were they spoiled rotten, ignored? Do they still get along now, or no?

Silas grew up with two normal, happy, loving parents. He adored them both, but he was a smidge closer with his mother: a Mama's boy. She stayed at home with him and his siblings, making them the center of her world. With Silas being the oldest, he'd known her the longest, so when she passed away, it hurt Silas the most, in his opinion. She was his rock, and she had been stolen from him. His father was a good man, but he was also a man who showed little emotion, so he couldn't connect to Silas on the level that he had needed him to. Today, Silas keeps in contact with his father and siblings, but at the same time, a part of the reason Silas took the job at the safe house was because it also removed him from his home environment, where the memory of his mother seemed to follow him everywhere. 

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  H-How are you going to do that…? So…. even if I’m scared… they won’t know? Th-that’s what they all said too… how do I know y-you actually mean it…?

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Therapy. Medication.. I'll give it everything I have, alright? But, I promise.. even if you're scared, they won't know. They can't know, they're liars, and they were just using it to manipulate you. You just have to trust me.

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  I just want… to go into foster care so I can forget about it and leave… people get angry at me really quick, you would too. I h-have to keep moving… Kierdra and Lindsay and Parker said if I’m sc-scared then that’s how they find you.   A-Are you m-mad…?

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No.. you're going to stay here, and I'm going to make you all better, alright? I'm not going to give up on you. Just trust me. They can't find you, just because you're scared.. no one's that smart. I'm not even the littlest bit mad. Just trust me.. you'll be safe.

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I'm not afraid...

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  I-I’m not… They were really mean to me, and… and they did things and they hurt me and my head really hurt… and then I left… I left but I said I was kidnapped so they wouldn’t get mad. I-I was happy, I think… and I had a new family but they were different because they weren’t very old… and we got into some trouble b-but we always ended up okay. It was okay when I g-got hurt there because I was helping them… but then they all got caught and I… I was alone… and then they found me and I was in the hospital and they brought my p-p…. Harold and Pamela… but they didn’t give me back to them… and then I was brought here…

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okay.. it's alright.. they won't ever give you back to the mean people.. I promise. Hell, I'd adopt you myself before they could take you back. You're safe here.. and I understand why you lied. You were scared, you were hurt.. It's okay.. It's okay. I'm glad you told me, Payson. That was such a big step for you..

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  If I tell you… and you tell the other Dr’s… they will. E-Everything… there’s so many lies… Everything’s a lie…

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I can't tell them anything as long as you're not going to hurt yourself or someone else, alright? Just talk to me..

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  Are they… are they going to make me go back to them? I lied… I lied again… 

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No. No one's going to make you go back.. What did you lie about.. You can tell me? Come here..

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  But you said we’re in Florida and they’re in Florida…Anywhere but here, p-please, can we go… I wish they died… I don’t h-have parents but they’re„, they’re the ones who made me and I have genes with them… 

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They don't know where you are, Pay, I promise. Don't worry, sweetie. You're safe here. They know nothing, you're safe.

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I'm not afraid...

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  N-No! I can’t be h-here, they’re here. Harold and… and Pamela… I-If I were you, I’d hide… they’ll hurt you too… 

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Payson.. They're not here, I promise. And, if they even try to hurt me, I'll make sure they wish they were never born. Are those your parents, sweetie?

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  B-But I left Florida…. There’s always someone, they were looking for me and I ran… But this isn’t… we’re in a sage house… wh-what…

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No, no.. you're in Florida, sweetheart. I promise no one's coming for you. On my honor. And if they were, I'd keep you safe. Who did you run from, sweetheart? Tell me what's going on..

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  Right…. S-Silas… and the safe h-house…. But why are we trapped? Promise you won’t tell them, p-please? But it was real… I heard th-them…

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We're in the basement because there was a hurricane. We're in Florida, and it's hurricane season, so we're just keeping you safe down here. There's no one to tell.. they're not here. They don't know where you are.. and you're hallucinating, sweetheart. It happens with severe stress, sometimes.

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I'm not afraid...

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  W-Well he’s not anymore… no one is, th-they all left… no one can hurt me because they’re all gone, but the walls… they’re going to fall… 

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Payson, sweetheart, focus on my voice. It's Dr. Silas. I don't exist in your past or wherever you're at right now.. It's not real. We're in a safe house. You're okay, alright?

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  H-He was just here…. we’re in the building and Parker said, he said we only have 8 minutes… we need to get out before we can’t breathe a-and that door…. It’s l-locked….

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No, Payson, he wasn't here. Calm down, alright? No one's here that will hurt you.. Just try to breathe, try to focus on my voice, okay?