Lucy in the sky, with diet pills

Girl/23 Eating disordered Loves drugs <3/Addict? **I do not promote nor condone eating disorders. This is a hell that I would not wish on my worst enemy. With that being said, some posts may be triggering. Sorry, I'm sick. You have been warned.**

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i wonder how people describe me when they’re talking about me to someone who’s never met me

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

The quieter you become the more you can hear.

Ram Dass (via collection-of-dismantled-almosts)

[edrecoveryprobs]

When someone spews wrong "facts" about eating disorders

(themanicdoll)

[wellbeyondmars]

Yoga Asana of the Week: Reclining Hero

[nova-smrt]

♡ it really is ♡

[1mmortal]

[edrecoveryprobs]

Having to go back to inpatient

(x)

[stonarexic85]

You know it's not in your head when even your boyfriend tells you you're getting fat.

[stonarexic85]

Wow I am such a fucking drug addict

...At least I'm at a point where I can really admit it to myself?

lol ohboi

[lunacrystals]

Everything is temporary.

3 words that completely changed my life once I fully accepted them (via mandolinaes)

[stonarexic85]

[stonarexic85]

That's my butt

[stonarexic85]

Georgia Graham @ Ford

[lovealwaysla]

[paganblood]

[nerd-licious-deactivated2020012]

TMI Tuesday

everything is answered

nothing is deleted

nothing is off limits

[edrecoveryprobs]

Ignorant comments from family members

(iwritewhatifeelisaywhatimean)

[stonarexic85]

I'm trying really fucking hard to be strong and keep a smile on my face and act like everything is okay

But I know that we're gonna end one day

I never even thought that was possible

I really thought we were gonna last forever

I know...that's so naïve

Everyone thinks that about their first love I guess

But maybe we jumped into this too quickly

We're not grown up enough yet

And we still have to find ourselves

....I thought we were doing that together...

but I guess I was just being foolish

You're my world and I don't want to imagine my life without you

but I know it's inevitable

This is why I never wanted to fall in love in the first place

I mean maybe we will work out after all

But I have this aching feeling in my chest and a pit in my stomach

And in my heart

as much as I want it

I'm just not as sure as I once was

Maybe our love isn't

'forever'