Recreating Oneself

19 | Dreamer | Love experimenting | I level up on 15th September

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Fear is bad, but sometimes it's the only thing that brings us together.

Peeyush

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Entry #4: false side

It would be ridiculously stupid to not know that every action has consequeses. It is advisory to take a closer look at the consequences of our actions before we execute them. For these actions are the choices we make in life, and it doesn’t take a long time for these choices to shape our life. Nevertheless there are times when your certain actions encourage the society to give a label.

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Worrying: a vicious cycle

What is a mind in a grip of vicious circles. 

One of the most common phenomenon of worrying. The doctor tells you that you have to have an operation, that has been set up so that everybody around you is automatically made to worry about you. but since worrying takes your appetite and sleep,of course it’s not good for you but you can’t stop worrying. So you get additionally get worried about not being able to stop worrying. 

and then furthermore because it is quiet absurd that you can’t control your mind, you get additionally worried. 

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Theory: save the earth

According to me , the humans are driven by fear. All humans tend to execute their actions in order to survive. As soon as we sense fear, we look for an alternative.

I believe that the earth has it’s own repetitive cycle. Nature looks for balance. As we already know that every action has consequences and these consequences are opposite to our actions.

It’s as simple as this: when the ac is turned on, the room gets cold but the other side of the ac is hot.

Hence, global warming, a much discussed topic, can be perceived in a totally different way. I believe that just like our body gets rid of the virus by increasing it’s temperature, the earth is trying to do the same. The only difference is that in this case we are the virus.

What does a virus do? It spreads itself as quickly as we reproduce and populate the earth.

Therefore our whole campaign of stopping global warming is just another way of us saying that we need to “Save the earth” by manipulating it such that we can survive on this planet.

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Moments #1

He rushes towards her , full of anger. He's the only one moving in the station full of crowd. He said "Stupid bitch, every time you think I have to suffer." He stretches his arm and grabs her's, shaking her as he continued shaming her. She stood there. Tight as if there was an earthquake and any movement would destroy her. She kept looking at his feet, as if begging to him was the only way for her to stop the embarrassment. Society stood there watching as if it was a funny distraction from their busy lives. Another one of Indian daily soap drama. Is it the society's job to protect you? Seriously, that's how weak you are? I believe the situation could've been completely altered, if and only if she had grown some courage to face her problems instead of leaving it wondering shit will someday fix itself either by going to a temple, or by God's grace. She could've taken a stand for herself, told him that it's a mistake not a willingly executed plan. Instead she said "Wait I am coming!" , as he continued walking away with no intention of having her beside him.

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Throw back to the best summer. Full of enjoyment and positive thoughts. 

Drink then, now and forever. Cause drinks are what got us together.

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let your thoughts flow, cause it is times like this when you look at your activities as a third person and realize your flaws and uniqueness. 

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When one realizes one is asleep, at that moment one is already half-awake

P. D. Ouspensky

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Malana is crazy beautiful, specially with all the drugs flowing around. Malana is a tourist hub as well as a well known place for the origin of Hash oil. 

It’s not just the snow, or the beautiful mountains that put one’s mind to ease. It is the people and their unity. it is here that I realized the materialistic life I have been living for such a long time. People here don’t have a lot of money even though the export drugs such as Hash all over the world. These people live without television, mobile phones and any other means of media to connect them to the world as we are. Yet they live. 

Life is short and simple for them. Wake, make and bake. 

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Gender Inequality.

Often when the topic of gender inequality is discussed, it is somehow confused with the term feminism. Gender inequality works both ways, it’s about time that people realize such social issues.It’s not just the girls who face such demons in their everyday life. Men are also victims of gender inequality. 

In the very society we grow up in, we are taught as children that men are strong, they are the providers of the family, and amazingly “big boys don’t cry”.

It’s all a bunch of bullshit. In today’s world it doesn’t matter how strong you are, life will beat you down, not just once but throughout the various stages of life, you will face disappointment, failure and even hate. In such times an individual seeks for help. However, the society makes it extremely unfair for men to seek help by misinterpreting the term feminism with “hating men”. 

Understand people and understand oneself. Everybody has problems, it’s about time that we realize this and stop judging people.

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Entry #2

“Somehow our intuitions already know what we want to be.”

So the next time you get a gut feeling of doing something, just wait a moment right there. Think over the thought, as in briefly outline the future pros and cons of the activity, and then accordingly go ahead with it. 

It takes courage to follow our dreams and intuitions. I hope someday I can do the same. 

The problem with me is that I just basically don’t know what I want to do. For most of this, I constantly find myself blaming the people around me. However, the people around me aren’t the only reason why I am the way I am, it is also the decisions I made till now.

I am sure if you smoke, then you must have thought once, “why do I even smoke?”. Believe it or not it is a decision that we made somewhere while we were growing up. Once we start doing something, it connects us with people with same like and habits. I remember my first we conversations in the college literally started by sharing ciggs together.

Later, as I noticed the change in the behavior of most of the individuals in my college group, I realized that the whole group after a year or so had almost the same mind set. I mean a year ago, each one of us was different, and for god’s sake some of us didn’t even smoke. However, by the end of the first year it was even the dorky MBA student who wanted a good night joint to ease him off to bed. 

Nothing can be more disturbing than realizing that your own personality can be changed to such an extend. 

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Entry #1

Sleepless nights. no work yet so much stress. what could be the reason for this helplessness? the mind loves wandering, thinking of things happening around us. believe it or not but our mind is lazy in terms of making decisions. It is at such a point I have decided to divert the thought of mind towards knowing myself. 

I believe that society has a great influence on the way a person perceives things, or in other words a person’s basic mind set, also his ethics, is in fact a creation of the society. 

Since the childhood we don’t have the power to truely explore ourselves. Whatever we are fed as we grow is what we become till the time we don’t question ourselves. Sooner or later every individual questions his own thought. It hit me when I realized what I was told my whole childhood was morally wrong, yet I didn’t sense it. 

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Burn!!! Please apply cold water to the burnt part.

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Blunts before cunts.

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Accept your mistakes. Everyone makes mistakes, it's better than faking perfection

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Sorry Harry Potter, but this is just unacceptable

Severus Snape once intended to publicly kill a student’s pet as punishment for getting a potion wrong

Severus Snape, a teacher of children, took a 13 YEAR OLD’S PET and TRIED TO POISON IT and then proceeded to PUNISH THE STUDENT because the pet didn’t die

Severus Snape is a whiny, petty, self-absorbed abusive piece of shit there is no arguement here

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If you had not suffered as you have, there would be no depth to you as a human being, no humility, no compassion.

Eckhart Tolle