still not at my GW but let this be your motivation lol

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still not at my GW but let this be your motivation lol
one of the worst thing that i had to do because of my ed was stop eating almost completely my grandparents food.
i donāt know if youāre familiar with the concept, but in italy, thereās this kind of thing where grandparents always make SUPER caloric food, use lots of oil, cook super caloric meals and everything. all italian grandparents are like this, itās almost like a āāāculturalāāā thing, and mine are no different. they love cooking food for me and my sister, always try to make us eat a lot, just like seeing us eat their food so much, and it hurt my soul that i had to stop eating most of their food. every time i went over for lunch i would always be super careful and eat as little as possible, and they were sad and i could see that. so today, i had lunch at their house after school, said fuck you to anorexia and ate a huge amount of pasta which was probably cooked with like 8385848 calories of oil. and after that, i even had some bread with some salmon and some cheese that my grandpa bought yesterday. i REFUSE to feel guilty. my ed took away so many things from me. i refuse to let it take this one too.
i am NOWHERE near wanting to recover but i am proud of myself for doing this. a full belly feels good. if you were waiting for a sign to take a break from everything or just go eat something, this is it. please do it. think of your loved ones. i have a shitty relationship with literally all of my relatives except for them. i did this for them. i ate today, for them. and i feel good. FUCK YOU ana
p.s. if anyone tries to make me feel guilty or invalid for doing this i will literally find you and terminate you
this is so wholesome iām so proud of you i hope one day you find freedom from all this <3then mail me some of it
K after ārecoveringā im happy to announce i AM BACK ššš yeah cuz ya girls lowest was 124 now we back at 133 and canāt have thatttttt. side note i did feel more energetic and happier for a bit but now itās slowly declining as i continue to look at myselfštried to not eat today but failed bc iām a failure also guess what i made ? COOKIES oh yeah i ate them haha fu- pls help me
leaving for a trip with an ed be like ššš
i got the birth control depo shot today and iāve heard so many people gain like 50 pounds and 10 pounds in a month and i canāt stop crying bc iām afraid iāll gain weight and if i do lol itās over i donāt wanna be here anyway
Reblog if your weight, diet, and daily calorie intake is the first thing you think of each morning.
Didnāt expect to be called out like this but ok
if youre reading this i am so sorry that youre following me bc that means youre probably going through the same thing i am and i hope you all can find peace in your lives and beat your illness, disorder, sadness
bothers me i looked up the most effective way at starving yourself to lose weight now itās hell lol
A 50 pound difference
i am now going to go buy miralaxšiāve always wanted to but i didnāt think it would work
when your bf is your only friend and when heās doing anything but being with you youāre sad and donāt wanna be aliveššpls tell me iām not the only one
send me thinspo, send it all, send me meanspo iām gaining weightš
am i the only one who wants to d!3āŗļøāŗļøši just wanna be skinny iām never gonna get there itās the same bs every. single. day.
my activeness on tumblr directly correlates to how much i should not be on tumblr in this moment
please enjoy this low effort meme i made with snapchat stickers
i want to be happy but i need to be skinny and apparently those just donāt go together
this is all i want šthe armsšthe legsšthe skinny stomachšcanāt take it
birthday in 2 days but all i want is to be dead lol happy birthday to me