Life Goes on.

Sophie. Boston.

[stophalope]

Our room

[stophalope]

I don't recall the last time I laughed. Honestly? I think it's been years.

[stophalope]

I don't want this life anymore.

.

.

[stophalope]

It's almost Bowie's 6th birthday!!

[stophalope]

I find myself yearning for home. But I am home. Paradise is a place that's far from home.

[stophalope]

No longer in my nice girl era. Wanna belittle me or disrespect me? I'm gonna stand up for myself and you're not gonna like it.

[stophalope]

Getting my infusion ready. Call me Nurse Sophie

[stophalope]

I literally feel like my life (and it's outcome) is completely out of my control. I am chronically ill and disabled, riddled with mental health issues from over 20 years of abuse and dealing with other people's undiagnosed mental health issues.

I can't control anything. I can't control my health. I can't control their addictions. I can't control my happiness.

My life is literally dictated by other people's shitty decisions. What people have done to me is controlling me.

I am exhausted. I want out of this body. I want to be someone else. I want to be loved the way I want to be loved, without having to beg for the bare minimum.

I am so fucking tired. Tired to the core. My soul is tired and it just never ends.

[shanayya]

za dobro jutro.

[thepersonalquotes]

“i wanna do this with you” A LOVE LANGUAGE

[dreamsarenot-enough]

And only with you.

[ladyshinga]

chronically ill people deserve Diagnosis Parties where they get cake and stuff for finally getting some goddamn answers

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

I wanna be in a relationship where the flirting never gone end

[bubbla-thesunflower]

Important

[feelingsoftheday]

I might be a lot to handle, but I’m a lot to lose too.

[stophalope]

City of Refuge, Big Island, Hawaii

[stophalope]

Throwback to Cancun

[stophalope]

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