Warning : anyone who’s under the age of 18 please DNI with this post and thank you!, this contains strong language, small NSFW (no sex at all just thoughts) ,a bit of drama.
Also this will follow a bit from the movie and the year set to 2013
Enjoy!!
It’s 8 o’clock, the winter weather breezed thru philly as the moon shined in the night. Haneen (in arabic : حنين) looked at the peaceful neighborhood street populated with Lebanese\ Syrian people behind the window. The tea was still hot and her cat fluffles slumbered in her small bed, she sighed and backed away only to sit next to her beloved fluffles as she looked around her room. Haneen listened to the tv sounds outside assuming her mother mariyam is watching while knitting something as usual. She felt super bored so haneen decided to use her laptop as entertainment since she checked facebook 9 times already, still nothing new.
“Ugh…nothing’s interesting” she silently complained until she logged into youtube, finally the angry video game nerd uploaded a new episode. Haneen’s face burned from fluttering and felt her heart skip a beat, nerd has always made her feel safe and in love from the very first time she saw him both on the internet and real-life, he also works in a game store she’d go to every 2 weeks to buy a 20 in 1 cheap computer games disks. The interaction, the smiles,their hands touching. It was a huge dream to haneen since her heart is all for him. She doesn’t care if he has anger issues, foul mouthed, properly drinking rolling rock too much sometimes and rant. To her he was the perfect man. She swallowed her saliva slightly as she stared at the door expecting her mom to barge in and command her to do the dishes, she nervously griped on her stain metrialed long sleeve waiting for it to happen, however the felt relived her mom didn’t came by, haneen played the video and the sound of his familiar voice hit her ears, she let out a breath she didn’t know she was holding, her eyes never left the computer screen. “WHAT A SHIT LOAD OF FUCK, WHAT WERE THEY THINKING!!!???” the nerd snaps at the game with pure rage, her laughter grew longer with every joke and rant. At the same time after the video ended she blushed more after she realized he reviewed the game she requested from him a few days ago during their small first date. She remembered how scared she was from sneaking out and nerves since he’s the first man to talk to her besides mariyam and her late father tyrus taught her it’s forbidden to contact a man who isn’t in her family, expecting her to follow the arab expectations but her heart can’t take the thought of taking someone she doesn’t even wanna look at she also felt she’s 23 and still no one has asked her out. Haneen crimsoned more on the memory of them kissing for the first time ever, her soft lips landed on his as his hands traveled through her hips still lingering on her skin, the look on his blue colored eye made her melt. The moment was perfect until her thoughts went down on the sound of the door knocking with her mom’s voice followed behind it
“Haneen! Go do the dishes, I know you're always on that phone!” mariyam loudly complained making haneen shiver but used to it. She didn’t have enough time to react when Mariyam came in with an angry arab mom expression on her face “didn’t i tell you to wash the dishes??” she asked as she eyed haneen up and down repeatedly “no mama i didn’t pay attention cause i was busy cleaning the kitchen's floor” haneen explained as her lebanese-american accent thickened, mariyam looked at the teddy bear sitting on haneen’s desk, the bear was holding a small heart with the word “i love you” sewed on and the heart necklace nerd gave haneen a couple weeks ago as a gift with her photos on each side of the locket, she raised her eyebrows and turned to haneen who was sweating a little “since when do you have that bear??” her question lingered for a few moments before haneen answered, gripping on her pajama shirt’s edge with hello kitty prints on, her brown with blonde streaks covered her face hoping she doesn’t accidentally tuck it away and let her mom find out about him. when mariyam picked it up she saw a letter, it was a hand written version of the full song “take my breath away” by him to her. Mariyam slowly read the lyrics and started to feel suspicious about it but she left it for now. “Go do the dishes, your aunt’s coming later” her mother warned her through her stair and left her room, haneen breathed feeling relaxed, she went to her bed and pulled under it a box she hid, she opens it and she was met with the items inside, a secret flip phone, a diary, a small plushy of shit pickle and finally a penile case covered with her old worn out scratched stickers that has cigarettes inside. She puts the letter inside and closed it "I hope the next date will go well” she wished. She also wished they would finally get married and have kids together but right now she’ll need to be careful cause after dark she’s his all night long. Haneen hugs her knees as she starts to dream about them all over again, just them, only them.
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Thank you so much for your time to read this silly and yet alright fan fic, i’m sorry if it’s bad or something. I just didn’t know what to write since I developed the story privately and tried to sum up who she is and what she looked like. Again thank you so much!
I have a an idea for an avgn fan fic I really wanna do but I'm also not sure if it's gonna be okay or not, he's character is the type to be single more than married or so but I've been thinking of making a fanfic for a long time
what do you think??
no, I don't think so
yes, I would like to see it
Voting ended onMay 11
I'll use my oc and a small universe since I'm not that good with drawing. Hope it'll be fine!
You know, I'm glad James Rolfe isn't chronically online so that he wouldn't have to look up more of the fan arts that I drew of his character, specifically the shippy ones lol
