just little things abt this ep and just about Moon character all together-
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Hearing Moon finally admit hes terrified about something is so relieving bro. Even if its to himself
The main emotions he'll ever admit to is anger, sadness, and confusion. Even then it takes a minute for him to admit it. He seems to also find comfort in animals when hes crying. He reminds me of a sheep in wolves clothing everytime I watch an episode that revolves around him.
3:28 , I think the main reason of this was because pets are known to sense when someones feeling down or anything of the sorts. One wrong move that even hints at sadness, animals know. Especially cats. So he tries to avoid them and not have pets draw attention to him.
Also, 12:39 , reminds me of when he said "I try to be whatever anybody needs me to be" in "Sun RUNS AWAY...?!?!". Its honestly kinda nice to see that starting to show a lot more in this episode. Moon can deny it all he wants but at the end of the day he is some sort of people pleaser when it comes to family and friends. He cares so deeply and feels so much it destroys him internally.
13:35 , Moon clearly didn't care if he lived or died before all of this. He accepted death way before like hes standing on this line waiting to be blown one way or the other. Now that he has so much to lose, so much to leave behind, he wants to live. He has purpose in life now. He's got a son, a pet, brothers, a sister, four friends that he'd die for, its not worth putting his life on the line for some dumb decisions anymore. One wrong move and he loses everything he worked so hard to earn.
11:59 - 16:56 , This whole conversation, Moon held back tears. He hadn't started crying before because the door was wide open, anyone could see him and coddle him but he doesn't wish to be coddled. Maybe because he felt forced to "grow up", to not be the one coddled but to be the one coddling others. He was already labeled as the smart one, the "older" one, the one that fixes the problems. Then the MOMENT Carmine walked out, he broke down Infront of the animals. The animals he said he didn't like. They provided him a sort of comfort now that he's let out his feelings.
9:06 - 10:01 , THIS shows how much Moon has grown. Back then, if this had happened, there's a 79% chance that Moon would do it. Give someone else the problem. Now? He refuses to do so because he doesn't want someone to lose their memories aswell, doesn't want someone to not make their own new memories, not do the same thing he did to Sun. Never again. He doesn't wish for anyone to be in his shoes and it shows a lot more each episode.
He loves so much and feels so much it always comes out way too little to the point others might think its mixed signals. He bottles so much up it comes off as an attack. He forgets to the point it becomes a weapon and a death trap.
I love Moon so much its not even funny anymore guys.
