‶ IT’S A MYSTERY. I GUESS THIS IS MY DESTINY… EVEN THOUGH I WAS GIVEN THAT ENDING. ″
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‶ IT’S A MYSTERY. I GUESS THIS IS MY DESTINY… EVEN THOUGH I WAS GIVEN THAT ENDING. ″
[ ♚ ] introduce your muse .
name : heine rammsteiner. age : unknown ( appears to be in his early 20′s ). height : 5′7”. eye color : crimson. hair color : white. sexual orientation : homoromantic asexual species : human ( genetically advanced ). allergies : bullshit. fears : gynophobia, failing to save/protect those he cares about, and allowing the “dog” to take over his body/mind. relationship status: single.
“ If you came here looking for help, then you're outta luck. I'm not in the mood to be caught up in someone else's problems. “
I hate having flashbacks about things I don’t want to remember.
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
strayhund liked for a starter!
“Excuse me–could you… Eh?” Souji breaks off in mid-sentence, head tilting curiously as he examines the man in front of him. Not as tall as Kanji, but hair similarly pale and a manner of dress that’s way too close for it to be coincidence. For a moment he almost wonders if they might be twins. Or he could be an older brother, perhaps? Then it strikes him as completely unlikely, but by this time he’s lost his train of thought and can only stand there awkwardly.
heine’s fortunate to know enough of the language to be able to understand and hold a decent conversation with the locals. though with his accent it can become rather difficult for others to understand him. which is why he’d like to avoid all the trouble of being lost in translation by attempting to put a quick end to the conversation.
“ If staring at me is the only thing you’re planning to do, then you should just take a picture ... it’ll last longer. “ he grumbles in response, he disliked having people stare at him. the only ‘good’ it did was rile his nerves and annoy the hell out of him.
Obviously, lots of trigger warnings here so please be careful!
violence & death themed memes
“Is that blood?!”
“You didn’t have to kill them!”
“Your car is dented, who did you hit?!”
“I could always just kill them…”
“Why are your knuckles bruised?”
“Just go! I’ll clean up this mess.“
“You busted my lip!”
“You clean up, I’ll hide the body.”
“They deserved it.”
“Don’t you dare hit me!“
“I liked killing them.”
“Oh God, there’s so much blood!“
“Don’t be a baby, I only kicked you in the balls.”
“Kill them! Go on!“
“Who gave you that black eye?!”
“They died happy at least.“
“Do you want me to hit you?!“
“Get rid of them and I promise I’ll never bother you again.“
“I’ll kill you, I swear!“
“They were trying to kill me! I had to defend myself!”
“I’ll kill every last one of them.“
“Ow! I think you’ve broken my arm!”
“I’ll fight beside you.“
“Are you burning a body?”
“I was protecting you!”
“Don’t be alarmed, but I may have just run a guy over.”
“Have you ever killed anyone before? Be truthful.”
“It was an accident!”
“Well, you should’ve thought about that before you hit them with your car!”
“Burn the body and lets go.”
“I’m glad they’re dead!”
“They’re not going to make it.”
“Don’t you dare die on me!”
“I had to do it.”
“I killed them so we can be together, don’t you see that?”
“I may or may not have a dead person in my basement.”
“I am sick of cleaning up your mess!”
what’s the point in carving out your own eye if it doesn’t work as an impressive party trick ? her lips puckered, not in the mood to start a fight ( today. )
“ but is it really the same ? “
and her head angled forward, mouth cracking into a pained smile.
although he wouldn’t want to admit it, she did have a point. there was no shock value, no lesson to be learned from receiving the same exact punishment twice in a row.
“ It isn’t - “ he barks in response, distancing himself from the female with a couple steps, “ - which means I need to get more creative with my threats. “ he then adds with an idle shrug of his shoulders.
character stats framework.
full name: heine rammsteiner nickname[s]: zombie, bleached hair guy, big bro heine, oni-chan, etc. age: unknown ( appears to be in his early 20′s ) gender: male preferred pronoun[s]: he/him sexual orientation: homoromantic asexual religion: atheist occupation: gunman for hire status: alive fandom: dogs: bullets and carnage face claim[s]: n/a
RELATIONSHIPS
parents: angelika einsturzen ( pseudo-mother ; alive ) siblings: lily rammsteiner ( pseudo-sister ; dead ), giovanni rammsteiner ( pseudo-brother ; alive ), luki & noki ( pseudo-sisters ; alive ) significant other[s]: n/a children: n/a
PHYSIQUE
eye color[s]: dull red hair color[s]: white height: 5″7 weight: 146 lbs. notable physical traits: besides being an albino, his eyebrows are practically nonexsistent, and he adorns a metal ring, known as the kerberos spine, on his neck. over time, the spine gradually fused with the surrounding skin, leaving it extremely scarred.
HEALTH
phobia[s]: gynophobia, failing to save/protect those he’s come to care about, and failing to stop the “dog” from taking over his body/mind. mental disease[s]: post-traumatic stress disorder ( ptsd ), paranoid personality disorder, and dissociative identity disorder ( did ; shares body/mind with the “dog” in the kerberos spine ) physical disease[s]: n/a.
A MAN OBSESSED WITH HIS DEMONS.
-- written by bunny.
NSFW Character Trait Meme.
preference for top or bottom?
➭ even though heine is a virgin, he probably wouldn’t care less about being on top or bottom, so he’d label himself as versatile in bed. on most days, he would just follow his partner’s lead, but there are times where he will voice his preference in bed
favorite type, looks and personality wise?
➭ because of his gynophobia, there’s no woman on the planet that heine thinks is attractive. but in terms of the same sex, heine finds himself to be fond of those who can keep him in check, who are patient with him, who understand how difficult it is for him to show affection or to speak his feelings, who know about personal space, who are aware of the definition of no and can respect his boundaries, who don’t take advantage of the weak, who will accept him despite how messed up he is, and finally, he likes being with those he can genuinely trust and help him forget about his nightmare of a life. also heine doesn’t really care for appearances, but he isn’t fond of grubby old men or anyone that looks extremely young.
get up and shower after or bask in the afterglow all sticky and wet?
➭ he’d definitely shower - there’s just no doubt about that.
relationship preference? (monogamous? polyamorous?)
➭ monogamous, since it would be impossible for him to deal with being in a polyamorous relationship.
deep and slow? hard and fast? what’s your character’s preference?
➭ heine genuinely feels indifferent about the pace, because depending on his mood he’ll just choose one in the middle of sex.
favorite sex position?
➭ because of heine’s lack of experience when it comes to sex, he’ll probably just follow his partner’s lead or stick to the basic positions ... BUT i can see him being fond of being done in doggy-style.
what’s your character’s favorite kink?
➭ he doesn’t actually have one?? mainly because he’s unaware of what kinks are and he hasn’t had sex yet.
how active in bed is your character? do they like to lie there and take it, or do they like to get the most bang for their buck?
➭ it really all depends on the situation, but for the most part heine is relatively active in bed. for example, if he’s topping it’d make sense for him to order his partner around and do most of the work; but if he’s being topped then the most he can do is suggest the other guy to `go faster’ and simultaneously work his hips while being thrust into.
kissing during sex? yes or no?
➭ in heine’s case, he won’t initiate the kiss (because he’s honestly not that great at it) but if his partner wants to kiss him (and is willing to ignore the fact that his kissing ability is rather sub-par) then he’ll go along with it.
clothes off or on during sex?
➭ with his clothes off because heine is more willing to have sex in the comfort of his/his partner’s home than in public.
lingerie? yes or no?
➭ nope. nope. nope. lingerie reminds him of women, which will quickly activate his gynophobia, which will then result in heine losing his boner.
would your character join a threesome, if given a chance?
➭ if it involves a female, then no. but if it’s an all male threesome, he’ll want to think about it since he’d rather do that with people he trusts than complete strangers.
your character’s penis size?
➭ .... i’d like to say average, although i’m not entirely sure because despite knowing that he was born (???) and raised in a post-apocalyptic germany i’m not certain if his blood is purely german or a heavy mix from the germanic countries.
does your character like to roleplay? if so, what?
➭ he’s not against exploring it, but if someone were to suggest age-play, puppy-play, rape-play or anything similar to that then he’ll bite their dick off.
does your character prefer condoms, or bareback?
➭ he’ll always use a condom with strangers, but if he’s having sex with someone he’s known for a while and trusts then he’ll definitely go bareback.
your character’s most private sexual fantasy?
➭ just like his kinks, heine doesn’t have a sexual fantasy because he isn’t aware of what can really turn him on.
how sexually active is your character?
➭ because he’s currently completely disinterested in the idea of sex, heine isn’t sexually active. there’s nothing in his life that gives him the urge to masturbate or have sex, and the fact that he only views sex as a form of reproduction doesn’t exactly help the situation.
but if we’re talking about how he is after losing his virginity, then heine’s sex drive would exist but it would be less than average. mainly because he won’t go out of his way to have sex - for the most part his partner will have to be the one to initiate it.
when did your character lose their virginity?
➭ that hasn’t happened yet.
kinks your character would / would not participate in?
➭ anything to do with lingerie, cross-dressing, age-play, puppy-play is HUGE no-no for him. and he won’t participate in anything that involves bodily fluids that aren’t typically incorporated into sex (except for blood, he’s ok with that). lastly, extreme bdsm can easily trigger heine and cause him to violently lash out.
a character that yours fantasizes about coupling with?
➭ nobody, absolutely nobody. 8^)
“ i was merely glancing over, you happened to be in the way. ” fists close, silver rings worn on each finger pushing against each other. “ threats, such as those, are unnecessary. ”
“ If that was the case, then you were more than welcome to disregard what I said, “ he says in a nonchalant manner, oblivious to the negative effect his words had on the stranger, “ and those threats keep people from annoying the hell outta’ me, so yeah, they’re necessary. “
“ sorry, pal, but someone’s already beat you to it. “
she tapped her eye-patch, her finger sinking into the hole it covered. the sudden threat certainly shook her out of her daydreaming.
because he’s seen things that were way worse than an empty eye socket, he responds to her gruesome display with a hard stare, obviously unimpressed by the whole thing.
“ Doesn’t matter - I can always take the one that remains. “
‘ Aww, but I’ve already lost one! Can’t you be a little more tactful? ’
the look she gives him makes him undoubtedly sick to his stomach. it reminds him of the look his `mother’ and the twins always gave him. but despite his obvious discomfort, the corner of his lips curl into a sneer. because the last thing he needed was for this girl to find how the effect she had on him.
“ Fine, I’ll just rip out your innards and hang you with them. “
“ Look you could either stop staring at me or you could lose both your eyes ... it’s your choice. “
:) I’m :) trying :) to :) be :) a :) better :) person :) but :) some :) people :) are :) testing :) me