you know what sickens me the most?
itâs not even about whether or not heeseung wants to go solo or not.
itâs beliftâs approach to all of this.
they released a poor excuse of a statement not even a week before melbourne, which we all know was an important moment for the boys, for jake. they canceled en oâclock, which wouldnât have been a problem if this decision was made in advance. they decided to screen walk the line for a second time, which while it does give us one last chance to âseeâ enhypen as seven, itâs the most ridiculous way of doing so. why?
if they wanted to remove heeseung, why do it now? why not wait until after melbourne? until right before march 20thâoh waitâŠ
march 21st? i didnât know we were in the future. the day after a certain album release? convenient. i have questions.
and then thereâs the membersâheeseung included. yeah we have a letter and thereâs been speculation on whether or not he actually wrote it. to be honest i donât know what to believe. but i do believe that his members would voice their support for their oldest brother if this was a decision they already knew about in advance. instead it feels as though they were thrown into it like we were. their silence was loudânot that it was at all their fault. and then they randomly post themselves on their flight in succession with awkward captions and comments? yeah no. i donât think so.
but the worst of it all is the lack of closureânot my closure. to be completely honest, i donât even care about my closure at this point. what do they owe me? itâs their closure that i am concerned with.
their last live performance? six because sunghoonâs commitments at the olympics. their last award show? six because again sunghoonâs commitments at the olympics. their last fan meet? six because of political tension between china and japan that prevents ni-ki from traveling to china. melbourne? jake lost one of his brothers before he could share this important moment with him.
belift didnât give them closure as far as i am concerned and thatâs what angers me the most. i donât know if this was heeseungâs decision. if it was, i will respect that. but i cannot fathom what must have happened in the days leading up to the announcement for him to choose this. which is why i will continue to fight until i get clear answers from themâheeseung, the membersânot belift.
belift is disgusting and we all have known that for years. they overwork their groups, they donât protect their groups, they donât do shit for them. to belift, enhypenâand likely illit (i donât know much about them admittedly, but even if they arenât treated poorly now, they will be eventually)âis a source of profit. there is no care for their wellbeing or mental health. that has been obvious over the last five-six years.
yang jungwon. lee heeseung. park jongseong. sin jaeyun. park sunghoon. kim seonwoo. nishimura riki. enhypen.