[streetprnce-blog]

ANOTHER year spent with the love of his life. He can't wait for them to grow old together -- and the strawberry cake he knows Eiji is hiding.

[bananaflavoredfish]

Ash Lynx's Birthday Part Two 💛🎁

They're such husbands I can't stand them. thank you for the food, MAPPA.

Link: x

[azuredmoon]

 want to rp with a GOOD and CHIVALROUS boy whose response to trauma is taking that pain, pushing it down, and if pain starts to come up again, he pushes more pain down on top of it ? then LIKE / REBLOG  this post for an  ind priv sel Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd from fire mblem three houses penned by a dimitrilovebot, JULY.

[streetprnce-blog]

HAPPY ' EIJI DAY ' to the love of his life...

[coltre]

heart: *develops feelings* brain : no nO NO NOOO (chorus:no no no) stick to the status quo

[misstchotchke-deactivated202008]

the worst me is just a long gone memory you put a new heartbeat inside of me you make me better than i was before thank God i’m yours

[streetprnce-blog]

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST AU where instead of Ash being cursed, he purposefully transforms into a beast/giant cat-like creature to ward off people due to his prior experience of being sexualized and objectified as a human. Of course, in comes Eiji -- who teaches him that with the right person, there is nothing to fear because he will learn to love him as he is and find beauty in the beast. 

[bananaroom7]

Banana Beast, Beauty Fish.

[sevenflats]

“Studying” at senpai’s after school

[streetprnce-blog]

@nipponcat​

[ginkohs]

[valtsv]

accidentally went and got myself killed yesterday but god wont let me die so im back

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nipponcat‌:

and then the mask cracks and his smile fades away with it turning into something that’s almost cold, emotionless even. it’s not that he didn’t feel anything in that moment. but it was more that he had failed to keep up the mask and now ash could see through it to what laid underneath. eiji squirms under the other touch where normally he’d embrace.  “ i am fine… you’re making a big deal out of nothing. i just want us to get on with our lives and that’s what we’ve been doing. aren’t we happy now….or is it just me ?  “

"I AM happy,” he says. So happy. Impossibly happy. ‘I never thought I could ever feel this way’ happy. Ash wanted to reach out and hold Eiji -- make him feel all the love and happiness he had given him as if it were transferable by touch. However, Ash didn’t want startle or upset him any further. Let him have his space even as he was carefully closing in on him. “And we are getting on with our lives...But getting on with the rest of our lives doesn’t mean pushing back on what has happened.” 

Ash paused for a moment and considered a different approach. One that, he hopes, the other will respond to with more care. “Tell me, Eiji -- why did you want me to go to therapy? I said I didn’t like it -- I didn’t want to, but you still asked...Why?” 

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nipponcat‌:

“ but we could be matching !  “  he says, putting the shirt back anyway and moving right along to a rack of jeans. this was more ash’s thing so perhaps it would be a little more distracting.  “  mmm, you’re doing very well with her. i’m proud of you. “  something in ash’s size. something in ash’s size. we don’t need to talk about this anymore. just stop stop stop stop.  “ aha ! you don’t have any black jeans in your wardrobe, right ?  “  eiji hand’s them out with an enthusiastic smile on his mask.  “ they even have those edgy rips in them you like so much. “

”EIJI.”  Ash called firmly. He placed a hand on Eiji’s shoulders in before he spiraled too far out of his reach. To stop him from busying himself with something else entirely. “You gave me a chance to heal after New York. You supported me, held my hand, and stayed by my side even when it got messy. I want to do that for you too.” He took a step back and pulled away momentarily. He knew Eiji was overwhelmed and trying to push past things that were he didn’t want to handle or even touch in the first place. He’ll allow him the space -- he won’t push. Not even if Ash felt like he really needed to. “Look -- I don’t want to force you into anything. However, I’m strongly insisting you go.” 

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nipponcat‌:

although he can hear every word being said to him. it quickly goes in one ear and out the other. this is not good if ash is picking up that something is wrong with him. it’s not supposed to be this way. he’s supposed to be getting ash help for all those years of hell. “  this shirt would look nice on you.  “  the elder finally says, whipping out a hawaiian print shirt from a vintage rack in the store they had been browsing. “ it brings out your eyes. “  on goes his mask. the damage hidden deep behind a smile. though it seems that this very clever boy has begun to find his way around it and create cracks in fine porcelain.    “  how bout it ?  “

ASH blinked at the palm-leaves pattern shirt pushed towards his direct. “Thanks -- but I think this is more your style. Matches the yellow one you got in New York. Goes with your shorts too,” He gave Eiji the benefit of pretending to examine the thing as if he was going to buy it. As if he knew he wasn’t trying to divert the subject elsewhere. “ You’ve met my therapist --” Ash tries again. “Pushes you enough to get shit done but knows when to pull back when it’s too much. I-I can set something up with her for you! Get a few sessions in -- continue if you want, stop if you don’t....Find another therapist if it doesn’t work with her.” 

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nipponcat‌:

“  ….yes, that stuff did happen. i am aware. it’s not easy to forget. but i am fine. do i not seem fine ?  ah, maybe i am just having a bad day. everybody has those, ash.  “  perhaps he has nightmares. not every night, but sometimes when there isn’t someone beside him for comfort. and japan with one of the lowest crime rates in the world now produces anxiety in him where it had once only brought safety. a stray bang, doors closing, someone dropping something, just lorries doing their daily deliveries to restaurants or convenience stores. they made him tense—or even worse, jumpy.  but it’s okay, really, it feels like nothing compared to the things that people in new york have been through. his new friends had always suffered, ash included.

HE furrowed his brows at such an answer and gave Eiji a look. An ‘ I’ve seen otherwise ‘ look -- a ‘ please let me help ‘ expression. But Ash knew better than to pry where he shouldn’t and not to force anything when he wasn’t ready. Or at least, he knew better now than after a couple of begrudging ( yet beneficial ) therapy sessions of his own. “ I mean...It could be all that --” Ash said, rubbing the back of his neck. He’ll give Eiji that. “But you’re not going to lose anything if you do go...I-I can come if you like -- if you want me to. You know, like how you did when I first started out...”

[rinmori9]

Highschool AU where Ash has a massive crush on Eiji and can’t function normally around him

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@streetprnce

[r-ultrazul]

“This Burden of Love”