The Fuck Do You Want

Hi I'm Stela and basically don't let the outside fool you.

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"Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower." -Hans Christian Andersen . . . . . #nature #healing #beautiful #peace #sunshine https://www.instagram.com/p/Cqi1kLWpS38/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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How sweet it is to be loved by you 💕😘 Happy Valentines Day my baby lover muffin angel handsome king 🥹🫶🏼❤️ I love you in this life and the next PS…you give me such a heart on 😜🫶🏼 https://www.instagram.com/p/CopRucxLF5E/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Ok..I was influenced. And honestly, I’m shook. **If anyone wants to use me as their inspiration as a female heroine in their fantasy novel, you have my permission. #ai https://www.instagram.com/p/Cl_PsueLz_z/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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In my head, I’m going to go to our house on Rachel Drive after I get off work, and find you washing your FedEx truck in the driveway on this beautiful day. In my head, you’re texting me to fix something in your log book and even though I’m at work, I do it for you. I’m my head, I’m sending you videos on Facebook of dogs and hilarious antics, in which you then send me emojis that don’t in any way, shape, or form correlate to the videos I sent. In my head you’re asking me to make you a Frappé with “two and two” because you know that only I know ratio to coffee and sugar. In my head you’re asking me when my next oil change is and then yelling at me for my car being messy, but still continuing to get in it every day. My reality, though, is completely different. There is not house on Rachel drive, no more log books to fix, and no more frappes to make. It’s been two years, Babi. Two years since your voice, your hugs, and your laughter have graced my presence. And two years since the light inside me has dimmed immensely. If there was anything I ever did right, it was capturing these moments and saving them. For I had no idea that they would be my only connection to you someday. I love you so so much, and I wish my reality and my head could team up and formulate you in front of me, if only for a moment. But I know that is wishful thinking. I want you to know that I have never stopped dreaming, laughing, or LIVING. And that Bentley, mom, and I miss you TERRIBLY so, but we feel you everywhere. I love you so much, Babi. Until we meet again, my Angel ❤️ xoxo Dogu Babit https://www.instagram.com/p/Cft9NVGLqz8/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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My darling love 🥹❤️ How has 3 come so fast! You have filled my life with endless laughter and memories for the last 3 years and I couldn’t imagine a day where I don’t hear you say my name the way you do 🥹 Illian, my sweet, little Baby Shark, Happy 3rd Birthday! I love you so so so so much! https://www.instagram.com/p/CfO9ixYrywI/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I just want to do an appreciation post/proud girlfriend post to this man right here. This man that has my whole heart at all times. This man who easily removes my stress (just as easily as he causes it 😜). This man who has stepped up to the plate to show the world what a strong, capable, ELITE human being he is. Today you graduate with your class, and although the pandemic is keeping me from seeing you get sworn in, just know I’m as proud of you today, as I was from the very start. More so, even. I love you so much, Angel muffin baby love handsome. Go get ‘em, Marshall Kenny ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CfHEfFTrl9W/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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What started off as a day to celebrate two brilliant, strong female POWERHOUSES ended with AN ENGAGEMENT! Megan, congratulations on your promotion to FIANCÉ! You are one of the sweetest humans I’ve had the privilege to know and it was such an honor seeing you say yes to the love of your life 🥺❤️ Congratulations Megan! You’re going to make the most beautiful bride ✨❤️🥺💍 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cd78p-GuVBy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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HIGHLY recommend joint bachelor/bachelorette parties ✨ #nqwedding22 #nishkunomore #nishkuquint #quint2be (at Nashville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb0eRXOpVnm/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Nashville Bachelorette Photo Dump #nqwedding22 #nishkunomore #bacholerette #bacheloretteparty (at Nashville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb0TpIjrk_v/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Pretty in Pink with the girls and the beautiful bride to be 💕✨ Nashville, you’re something else 😉 #nqwedding22 #cantquintnow #nishkunomore #quint2be (at White Limozeen) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb0TRYwLKEA/?utm_medium=tumblr

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15 years of friendship…3 days with the whole Squad…and 1 voice box missing later…and I wouldn’t have it any other way #nqwedding22 #nishkunomore #nishkuquint #cantquintnow #nashvillebacheloretteparty https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb0Sxy-LEES/?utm_medium=tumblr

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26 letters in the alphabet, when put together can create endless poems, stories, legends, limericks, etc. And yet, no matter how many variations of adoration and devotion there are, there still aren’t enough to explain the depth at which my love for you runs through my veins. I love you yesterday, today, and evermore, my sweet ❤️ #happyvalentinesday https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ9bBV_rf_o/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Got milk? 🥛 https://www.instagram.com/steluhh_/p/CZNAr8HJydg/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Happy 3rd Birthday Noah ❤️🥺 You have the cutest little personality that brightens up the room and the day of everyone around you. You are by far one of the greatest gifts to me and being your “auntie” is a title I uphold to the highest degree. I love you little man. So freaking much. Down to those dimples of yours that remind me so much of your Momma, even tho you look like Daddy. Happy 3rd Birthday Noah, wish I could squeeze you so tight but I will have to make it for it when I see you ❤️🎁🎉🎊🥺 https://www.instagram.com/p/CYrJvdVsTuO/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Trying to come up with words to describe how selfless, amazing, and absolutely heart-wrenchingly phenomenal you are is like asking the sun not to shine so bright. It’s impossible. Because although the sun might be the center of our universe, you’re the center of MY universe. My Sun. My light. My savior. My best friend. My cuddle bug. My supporter. My anchor. You are so many things to do many people, but to me you are everything and then some. 26 years ago, the world was given a great gift (as much as you tell yourself you were an oopsie). I’m incredibly honored to have shared the last two with you. We’ve had many fun times and the constant being you each and every time. I love you so deeply and I cherish waking up and falling asleep by your side. May this year be magical, full of surprises, and I hope it’s everything a man of your stature is deserving of. Because you deserve it most. The Happiest and Biggest birthday to you, my saving grace. I love you now more than ever before. Here to the 26th Chapter ❤️ “I know I am in love with you because my reality is finally better than my dreams” #happybirthday (at The Melting Pot) https://www.instagram.com/steluhh_/p/CXbNAsqrBrk/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Happy Birthday to the biggest, littlest brother of mine 🥺❤️ you always make me retake the photo because it’s not up to your standards, so I had slim pickings lmao. But that doesn’t make me any less proud of you! Love you with everything I have in me ❤️ I know the saying is “Nobody likes you when you’re 23”, but I don’t like you now. Just so we’re clear 😉 Happy 22nd Birthday, love you so much ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CXRQN05LjsH/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Sunshine, Daisies, Butter mellow.. https://www.instagram.com/p/CWYR_BnLxrK/?utm_medium=tumblr